feels_like_fire 😏nostalgic

Listens: "Ma Cherie" Malice Mizer

And here it comes....

Rainy days are great. They're so good for being moody. And nostalgic, and reflective. I don't know if it's just because when I was younger.... I always used to sit around inside and read, or do jigsaw puzzles, when it was raining. There was this one jigsaw puzzle that I must've done about 10 times, and I have distinctive memories of sitting at the dining room table listening to THIS SONG (actually the whole malice mizer CD) while I was putting it together.... it was one of those cheezy soft paintings, of a city in the rain. And it has all this soft lighting and reflections on the street, and I always thought to myself, how much I wanted to visit that city, on a rainy day.

Rainy days make me think of faraway cities. Man, I am really a romantic sap today.

I swear, one day I will travel the whole damn world. Even if I spend every last penny of my money, I will have an eye-witness tour of Europe. I'll walk through the streets of Tokyo. There's so damn much, and I want to see it ALL. And I want to be free to do it, when *I* want to do it, HOW I want to do it, not tied down to some shitty job that will never let me LIVE. *has taken a left turn past nostalgic and is speeding towards Romantic*

Allright, my romantic idealism is being rather forcefully shoved aside by my OVERWHELMING HUNGER. Fooooooooood. Bye kids.