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Baby did a bad, bad thing....

This is both a confession, to the friends who trust me and love me, and a public apology, to the people I have wronged.

A few weeks ago, you folks remember a rant I posted on here about two of my roommates. I was having a bad day, a bad WEEK actually, as I believe most of us were throughout this month, and I chose to vent my pent-up rage and stress here, on livejournal. I took one thing my roommate had said, and basically blew it WAY out of proportion and exaggerated, because I was being angry and spiteful. I jumped to conclusions about both of my roommates and then I had the nerve to post this drivel in a public place where it could be spread around. Basically, it was totally unexcuseable, and a really spiteful and vengeful thing to do.

I want to apologize to my roommates for saying hurtful, spiteful things about them instead of doing something constructive like taking up my problems with them, or exercising or something to get it out of my system. And I want to apologize to all of the people who read my livejournal; it was an abuse of livejournal and a violation of your trust in me as a friend.

I am seriously thinking of closing my livejournal account entirely, unless something happens in the near future to convince me otherwise.
Much love and best wishes,
Kathryn