feels_like_fire 😡aggravated

Listens: Carmina Burana (O Fortuna)

helloooo? is anyone there? hellooo....

okay... grrr... actually got enough sleep last night, because I was friggin' tired and went to bed (relatively) early. but for some reason today, I have been achy and moody, and I'm not really sure why.... Tonight is the stone temple pilots concert. I'm going to go, but I haven't done any homework and I still need to eat. have NO idea what time we'll be getting back.... so... that should be interesting. the good charlotte concert is tomorrow, and I'm looking forward to that a bit more. mainly because I'm going with two out of three of my roommates, and two or three guys from upstairs (jim and andre at least) and michael and amelia are both going as well.

I'm kinda apathetic about going to the concert tonight, because I just discovered that our tickets are general admission--standing room only (which means we'll be standing around in the back) this doesn't necessarily make for a bad concert---witness the excellent time I had with justin, jo brown and leia with the lawn seats at the last Dave Matthews concert---but, I don't know.... arrghhh..... I'm just really agitated today.

I dunno..... I don't know what's wrong with me today. I just feel very cut off from people today. Like I don't belong in centerville, and I don't belong here at OSU either, exactly.... It's like one of those dreams, where you're running from room to room, and you're LOOKING for something, and you know it's terribly terribly important, but you can't remember what it is or why you need it so badly. and you can't find it, and you get more and more panicky, and the ominous music just keeps getting louder and louder, and then you wake up in a cold sweat and breathing hard....

morpheus has been behaving badly today. I keep getting some vague error message about an "unknown error occured when initializing morpheus" and I dunno how to fix it, cuz I suck in general when it comes to computers. And I couldn't concentrate in any of my classes. and I can't even concentrate now. ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I'm not depressed, and I'm not sad... I'm just very.... confused? misplaced. at the moment. who even reads this?? seriously! I wanna know....
*has the urge to throttle roommates* you know if you actually SLEPT at night you wouldn't have to take a bazillion naps during the day, and I could actually get something DONE in my room!! you know, like normal humans do! I don't mind it every once in while, but every day?? you know you COULD do your homework before 2 in the morning, especially when you have a 7:30 class the next day. that would solve a lot of problems...

where the hell is brian? I need to change so we can go to dinner, and then head to Promowest pavilion to get our tickets. we have to get them from wil-call for a variety of stupid reasons.

someone kick me. or hug me. slap me? I dunno. what is WRONG with me? a boot to the head would be nice. this has to be the wierdest, most retarded livejournal post I've ever made, and I apologize in advance that anyone had to read it.