*stretches paws* I heart little furs :-)

You know what I miss most about being in a stable relationship? The fact that I can't safely and happily let out my puppyish/child-like side any more....I mean, not that my ex could handle it, lol....She used to get mad at me and tell me "Why can't you act like a grown-up for once?!"....I hated being yelled at so I shut down that side of me completely...

I miss it now though....Lol, not the being yelled at part, of course.....It feels like there's this part inside of me that needs to be expressed...Yeah, it is BDSMish at times, but a lot of the time it's just about security and being looked after....Also doing my best to make my Mistress/Domme happy...I love that rewarding, warm, happy feeling....

I'd say that my favourite was the puppy/wolf cub....Prowling and pouncing....I miss being in that sort of environment...Actually, at TAFE when we all dogpile on cold days, it sort of reminds me of that....Totally nonsexual, just comfy and safe....I want other furry brothers and sisters to play with....Rumble around with playful biting and stuff.....The psychologist in me likes to see the pecking orders that develop.....

See? this is one of the reasons I like reading certain journals...leatherboy and alexfoxkit totally have the lives that I want...LB in particular 'cos he gets to play :-( Lucky boy..

I gtg, being at work and all xox