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Listens: my dirty little secret...Curse that song!!!

*snuffles*

I'm getting the beginnings of a cold...My nose is a little blocked and my head's all stuffy...I just wanna curl up in my comfy jammies and my green blanky and have some lovely grl stroke my hair and make me cups of tea :-) I'm such a child :-) *sighs* that's the life....

Went to the crazy doctor's today...We spoke about my coming off the meds...We reviewed the whole situation and decided that it would be better if I didn't come off them just yet...Give it another six months or so 'cos of the break in my meds in May last year....So, I won't be off my medication for the Party Month of June, but that's OK by me. It's the best thing to do....And I'm not willing to sacrifice my sanity for a birthday :-) Although my doctor did tell me that I could "dip" them...IE, drop the doseage a few days before any big drinking to minimise interferance between the alcohol and the meds....I dunno...I think I'll just pay proper attention to what and how much I'm drinking :-)

Man, I've been medicated for 18 months now....And normally I'd be anti medication, but in this instance, I believe that it's been the best thing for me...It really helped to take the edge off things 'til I could deal again :-) Actually, now I don't even notice it any more...I pop a pill in the morning after I wake up and then I get on with my day...Easy as pie.

So yeah...That's about all for my semi-interesting day....Just thought I'd update :-) Man, so many smilies...So little time :-P

Ciao, gorgeouses xox

P.S. fleeingpumpkin, I totally get what you mean about the lip piercing :-) I couldn't stop playing with my labret when I first got it either....But just be sure to clean it more often if you play with it heaps 'cos it gets infected quicker...xox