Like a game of pickup sticks, played by fucking lunatics

y must everyone on this green earth be insane....i'm beginning to think that i'm normal + everyone else is fukked up...not that that's a revelation at all...fuck...can't anything in my life be just plain, average, text book normal??? fuck me!!! god i hate everyone sometimes...chilling people out..i liked it better when i was the only paraniod one here. i don't mean to sound all egocentric + what not...but give me a fucking break! just....fuck...so frustrating...i can't deal with my own shit, let alone everyone elses...it's fukken insanity.
i wrote today...not much...but eh *shrugs* much puppyness....not necessarily good...some people have abandonment issues, lol.
before i go, i can't forget my assignment...if there's ne one who SI's out there, if u want to...and only if u want (everything is confidential)...can y'all give me how old u were when u started SI + how old u r now, if u hide it or whatever, how it makes u feel afterward + y u do it....not being intrusive, just wanna know....no one has to answer if u all don't want to. ok?
BYES!!!