AAAARRRGH CRISIS!!!!

Ok, so no real crisis, just talking to a "friend", Charlie, and we're kinda similar....I dunno...Unlucky in "love"...Both just want a fuck....Not sure what to make of it....I think she's alright and all of that, but I'm not into the thought of a relationship with her, I don't think....I dunno, personality-wise, I don't think she's my type...We don't seem to click in that way...

Henceforth to the "crisis", lol. There's someone who I am interested in for reasons besides the physical...She's smart, funny and all of that...Empathetic...I wish she wasn't so unhappy all the time. I wish there was something I could do...I dunno....I mean, I feel like I've known her for ages, you kow? The thing is, she doesn't live near by...Like, not in the same state. :-( Always the way it goes...The one you like is never conveniently placed.

Damn women!!!! How dare you all be so hideously inconvenient??!!!! Damn, gorgeous, crazy women.....How could I live without you? Without the thoughts of you....Ahhh....C'est la vie, I suppose, lol. 

Now what? HUH???!!! 

Got a Nickleback song in my head...Someone that you're with....Good song, very catchy...In some ways relevant, in others not...That and Rockstar. Both good songs.

No matter. Played the first trial of the season, we won *sings world cup anthem* 2-1, w00t!!
And then I came home and finished off my PDHPE assignment. Hurrah. Then I wen't online at about 4pm, and I'm still here. Some life, eh? lol.

I'm looking forward to TAFE tomorrow. I hate not seeing my friends on the weekends...It's weird, lol. I feel good when I'm around them, like they just take me as I am, regardless. I've never been around people who really just like me for me. It's really awesome. 

I never thought I'd become a "mondays" person, but then again, I never thought I'd be a lot of things I am...If that made any sense.

I wonder what I'm gonna wear tomorrow? Oh geez...That reminds me, I gotta do my ironing for the week *pouts* stupid T-shirts should iron themselves....

*The girls come easy, and the drugs come chea, we'll all stay skinny 'cos we just won't eat...*  Aren't those the best lyrics? Just a wee bit from Rockstar.

Whatever...*yawns* Damn ironing. Charlie's gone to do something and I'm waiting for her to come back. I'm chatting to Jarred...Poor thing. I also wish he wasn't sad all the time....He's had a bit of a tough life :'(...Actually, come to think of it, most of my TAFE mates have had a bit of a tough life...Kinda sucks ass. Again with the misfits, lol, but it's where I belong and where I'm comfortable :-) Ciao gorgeouses xox