meh

Aloha :)

That was scarily more cheery than I meant it to be, lol. I'm not in a bad mood, I'm just kinda....Thinly spread...Tired? I dunno. Meh, lol.

So yeah. Looking for some kind of "asylum" (not the kind I've already been to)...Asylum of the spiritual kind. I've spent today walking...trudging...trying oh, so hard to look for a little piece of quiet nature to sit in and meditate at for a little while...The closest I came was along side the George's River beneath a Highway (M5) bridge. Yeah, real peaceful...Semis roaring over head and two guys smoking pot right near me. I mean, how hard is it to find peace in suburbia??!!

Ok, so I admit, maybe I was being a little adventurous in trying to find a slice of solitude right where I live...I'm just trying to get my spiritual shit together, but that's so fucking hard to do when there's no where peaceful to go...Damn suburbs!!!

So...Had my first Latin (the language, not the dance) lesson on monday...It kicked so much ass, it's not even funny. I really enjoyed it...But it's gonna take a while for me to get back into the swing of learning things...Oh yeah!! It's on the grounds of Sydney Uni, so it's doubly exciting...I guess it gives me a real target to aim for....I really wanna go to Syd U....It's such a great place...Well facilitated and so forth....Very exciting.

So...Tomorrow, going into town to meet Jimbo (previously LadySade) and B (Bea (which isn't her real name, either), but B is easier). I dunno what we're gonna do, but I'm going in after work, so that should be cool. See? A little bit of living...Yay!

Ciao