*dances*

So....What I've realised is, I'm my own person (I know it's taken me a while to figure that one out) and I don't have to do anything that I don't want to do....In fact, the last time I went to Newtown, I was advised by a fairly rough bloke (named Robert) to only do the things that I feel I'll enjoy and whill make me happy(ish)...So that's what I'm going to do.

Fuck it if some people don't like my choices!...What the hell do I care if they're no longer holding a prominent position in my life?

So, Ladies and Gent, Bois and Grrls, I'm moving on....:) Yay for me :) I hope all goes well....

A few problems for me, however...This person (my ex) has a birthday coming up quite soon and A) I don't want to go, B) It'll fuck me up some more....Like I can afford to let that happen and C) I don't want to buy her a present...Bah. All I want to do is get some stuff of mine from her house, and hightail it out of there and never look back. How evil is that? Lol....Doesn't bother me, really.

Another problem for me is I can never go without having the last word...Which is proving to be quite difficult. I really wanna get all up in her face and rave at her about how she's got no morals and ethics and can't run my life anymore etc etc, but I know that if I do, it'll never go away and I'll never really get over it. I mean, I know just moving on regardless is the best thing to do, so I think I'll have to work on that :). It'll be so worth it.

So yeah, enough about that...What else? I'm hopefully getting a haircut soon - Christ knows I need it, lol. You should see my hair, seriously. Too long. Doesn't sit right. So, next week or so, I'm gonna go and have it made all short and spiky and sexy looking :) Hopefully some hot new grrl with think I'm orrite looking and will wanna get to know me better...Hopefully, lol. No promises, lol.

Also I bought some 2.5Kg weights (I know, not that heavy, but still) 'cos in 8 months (my 18th, lol) I'm getting a tattoo on my arm and I wanna be able to be proud of it. You know, I don't want an arm that resembles a thin chicken wing bearing a really amazing tattoo....Especially one that means so much.

Umm....Oh yeah! To keep my cat-like mind agile and fresh (ok, I know, I'm sorry to all the cats out there that I've just disgraced) I'm taking Latin classes (the language, not the dance) on mondays starting monday next week. How cool is that? Latin...I know, I'm a nerd. What can I say?

So yeah. I guess that's about it for me today....I know, I'm so boring, lol. I'd like to see y'all do better :) xox

Ciao