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oi veh...*sighs*

Ok. So here's the 411 (I love saying that....hee hee). Raven and I have broken up, but those who know me, I'd appreciate it if that small piece of information wasn't spread around the school....especially to some cheerleader types...and you all know whom I'm talking about. Please, at very least do me that favour.


It wasn't a painful break up...It was perhaps even long over due. We do love each other very deeply, though, and we probably always will, but what'll come out of that, not even I know. :) . Neither of us regrets the decision and we're still close and are still best friends. On the plus side, friends with benefits!!!! And I'm quite positive that she'll kill me if she finds out I've just said that, but oh well, lol. I mean well, Lady :)


Hurrah for me, I'm at the office...It's weird that I'm 17 and I've been spending the majority of my time at "the office"...goodo. It's so sad, lol. *Cries* I have no life.


Last night I went and saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Johnny Depp is absolutely amazing. Incredible!! I think it's really awesome how something as innocent as chocolate can be turned into something mysterious and ever so slightly seedy...."Everything in this room is edible, even I myself am edible, but that's called cannibalism and is frowned upon in many countries"...See what I mean? Johnny Depp is by far my favourite actor and has been since I first saw him in Edward Scissor Hands....


Next friday is the graduation assembly...I'm kinda scared. I'm also praying to anyone who'll listen that I won't cry....I hate crying. After all, bois don't cry....that movie made me cry (funny how some thoughts are completely unrelated, eh?). I don't wanna grow up *stomps foot* I wanna be a little boi forever *pouts*. I feel like that tearful little kid who's parents have just told him he's too old to be drinking from a baby bottle and have just taken is away...High school is a comfort zone...All the things that I've gotten used to (routines, the people, etc) for the last 6 years aren't gonna be there any more. I hope I deal with that ok.


Christ. I'm bored. If there's anyone out there, tell me what movies you've seen that have made you cry...If you like, I'll go first. The two movies I've seen that have made me cry are Boys Don't Cry and American History X. Now you tell me some of yours, k?


So yeah. Love you all xox.