feanix 😟exhausted

fuck, fuck, motherfucker, fuck, fuck

i swear, i'm so exhausted. i just want cuddles...

spoke to my girl a little while ago. she seems a little distant...i mean, i might be being 'noid, i mean, she did just get foxtel (and u know what cable does to people), but who knows? i hope there's nothing up.

i am so sick of working, i swear to dog, lol...dyslexia rox.

it's like *counts on watch* a quater past 12 and i've done:
the morning emails
rental download
open house cards
"just listed" cardsthe groceries
AND written up next week's open for inspections

doesn't sound like much, but normally, i'd still be doing the filing (or NOT be doing the filing)....not that the filing doesn't need to be done, but i'm here 'til 5, so i can do it later.

so yeah. gotta re-dye my hair tonight in lieu of tomorrow's events (father's day for my pop with my female unit's family)...i'm kinda excited about it, actually, lol...finally, spending time with people i have stuff in common with and don't dislike.

wen't to my male unit's house last night to give him his father's day presents. that wasn't as bad as it could have been, lol. i was expecting my two half sisters to be there, but (and i'm sure thanks to their mother), they weren't. one of them has fractured her leg :( and she's in a cast :( which i'll get to write on whence i see her next :):) lol.

so yeah. anyone who wants to send virtual (or real) hugs my way, that's be nice :) i'm hug deprived, you see *cries*

i hate this new tiredness...i'm so tired i just want to cry or curl up in some strong loving arms and sleeeeeeeeeep *snores*

oh well. not much i can do about that, i s'pose :( i gotta go now and check the emails again....fun fun fun. i might check back with y'all later.

ciao for now.