the butch is back, lol

"Eenie meenie miney mo...catch a teen by the tail...if it squeals, don't let it go...haul it off to Gna Ka Lun jail"... That was a favourite rhyme of one of the nurses. Honestly, it wasn't a jail. For the benefits of my mental health, it was decided that I should take some time for "rest"...I went to Gna Ka Lun Adolescent Mental Health Unit. I learned some things and had an unforgettable experience, though not one I'd like to relive.

I thought that I should post the truth if any of my friends were reading, in case they'd heard any rumours or weren't told anything at all. If y'all wanna know more, let me know.

So...10 of the longest, though most rehabilitating days of my life. I honestly believe that I have a life ahead of me, and, while it's not going to be all chocolate and roses, I really want to stick it out and see what happens for me...I want a family one day, I want to go to uni one day....I know it won't all happen at once, but I'm willing to wait.

I went in there suicidal...I had in fact, a couple of days before, tried to take my life. I left there yesterday with an actual will to live, an unsightly tic and a slight stutter. Hopefully the latter two will pass.

Today i went and gota  beautiful, sexy new haircut which really needs to be seen, rather than spoken about. It was done by a most intriguing creature by the name of Bridget. I love Newtown, lol. My hair is black and purple...Need I say more? 

I'm driving myself crazy with this odd optimism...Apparently it's not abnormal to be optimistic, but to me...I haven't felt this way in soo long. So yeah. *sighs*

*Looks butch and studly* "Who's your Daddy?"

xox