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urm....today, i don't give a fuck. not about anything in particular. i'e decided that it's probably about time that i live life for myself. passing thought. doesn't matter.

anyhow, the sexylicious Kathering Moennig was on svu....*drools n stuff* i think i'm in love :) lol. before you all jump in, yeah, i know it's tragic, but oh well. gotta have sweet dreams about something....god knows nothing else is giving me sweet dreams.

i've been writing a little again...i think it started when i took my "me" trip to newtown. it was so awesome, just cruising on my own time...i loved it. i'd really like to live there one day, if only for a little while. there's a few little tidbits that aren't too bad...just stuff that i saw on the day.

so...it's my birthday soon....i hope someone gots me a 64 points of articulation spiderman *wink wink* lol, i think my mum's getting it for me, anyhow, but it's nice to hint occasionally. i'm not looking forward to this birthday, actually. i'd like to mark it by doing something special and personal, but there's nothing going on for me right now...it's only my 17th...things could look up next year.

i'm tired of everything....i hate school (speaking of which i have 2 assessment tasks tomorrow), my job is driving me insane....i wish they'd give me a full-time job so i could leave school....i guess that's what happens when you work in a family owned business...umm...i dunno. people in general are making me crazy. i feel really ungrounded right now and that's not helping the craziness either.

umm....i dunno. i wish something exciting would happen...like my house should blow up or something. so yeah. meh. i miss snuggles....grr....evil non-snuggly people :( i'll cry...u sooooo don't want that. well, i guess that's it for me. if anyone wants to give me snuggles and safety and love, let me know.

Shane