feanix 🙃restless

Listens: naught but the voices in my head

fuuuuck!!!

WINGO!!!! I just discovered that text rich thingy. Any how. It's past one in the morning and I'm going out of my fucking brain....Destructo boi to the rescue. No one's awake and I think I'm losing the plot. It's so fucking quiet....Y'all should go to ksex.com and search for cytheria squirts....you'll never believe it, lol. I need a haircut badly...the back's all funny and those goddamned cow licks don't stay down. I feel really itchy for some reason and no amount of scratching will make my skin stop crawling...it's driving me insane. My C drive isn't working right now and i really wanted to email some trashy slasher prose to a teacher and to upload something onto bardsguild but i can't 'coz my disk isn't working....fuck that bullshit....dammit....i think this is why i'm medicated....i'm going mental....i feel like i should grab a pair of pliers and rip every litte hair out of my body coz the feeling of my hairs on my clothing is what's making me itch.....i have stupid hair, i've decided...i mean, the colour's orrite, but the cut's all wrong....i guess i'll have to save up and have those lovely people in newtown cut it for me as a treat.....it's nearly one thirty and for some reason i'm craving a McDonald's cheeseburger....bah!!! curse you, sleepless nights!! *shakes fist*....watch benny and joon...it's got johnny depp in it and it makes u feel good about life....even if for only an hour and a half.....i was wondering the other day if people ever read/talk about my l/j...like if i stopped posting, would anyone care?? i seriously doubt i'd be missed in this crazy cyberworld, but then again who knows? i might be surprised...