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went to my girl's house today. was weird. not sure...we watched not another teen movie tho. she got me to write out all of my bad memories starting from when i was little to now...then, we talked about them. All of them. honestly, it's the most theraputic, but draining things i've ever done. EVER.

stuff between us is stretched to the max...in some places, anyhow. raven wants me still (thank gods) and i want her. just not so much the physical cos it's getting to the stage where for her (and me, actually), instead of an orgasm...it's tears. the human body is a miraculously hideously cruel thing sometimes, lol. so we're trying something different.

we're taking it waaaaaay back to the beginning....trying it out without sex. there can be cuddles, hand-holding, and kisses (sometimes) but it's more like a new/old friendship. we're getting our friendship back up to par...that's always nice, i think. it's like dating, old school...pretty cool so far. might take a while to get used to it, u kno?

it's just a bit weird. kinda pretending you don't know all this stuff about a person in order to get to know them better....it made sense in my head, ok? lol.

so yeah. not much else going on. i shall keep u posted though.

'oo roo, all.

Shane.