'sup..

taking a break from my modern history assessment...it's due tomorrow, so breaks are probably a bad thing, but my eyes were getting sore, so i thought i should take a break anyway.

my girl's not coming to hell...erm, school...tomorrow, she's going to be assessed at some mental health place then she's going to her doctor's. her mum doesn't wanna drop her at the station afterwards...whatev. i really wanna see her, but she's gonna ring me. doesn't really matter about her not being there, tho, 'coz iu'm being kept in for this bio work i haven't done or something ridiculous.

school xmas prezzie swap today. got some coool stuff...got some lame stuff too...*looks in twister's direction* i mean, i hate to sound ungrateful or whatever, but come on dude. a stocking containing little gummi lollies etc does not a rokkin present make....wonder woman or spider-man make rokkin chrissie presents....oh well. i'm broke. still have to buy the parental something....prolly ain't gonna happen.

my girl came over on the weekend which was awesome...we hadn't seen each other outside of school for 1.5 months prior, so i was going stir crazy...just really missed her, u kno? we hung out, fooled around etc...twas kool. then on sunday, we went with the family, ladysade and evil elf to jamberoo...it was ok...esp getting raven to not freak out on the chairlift ;) raven loved her xmas pressie too, btw...lol.

raven helped me bind, too, on the weekend. omg. i was so flat...it was amazing...like seriously dudes...there was almost tears on account of how...i dunno...right (?) it looked. no boob. nothing. just flat smooth chest....fukkin amazing. i mean, i was speechless...a total first for me, lol. it sukked tho too 'coz of the whole "monthly" thing as well...i mean, how emasculating is that??? fuck...that's sooo wrong. and uncomfortable, and gross....*shudders*

so yeah...damn. school's out on tuesday next week. the year's almost over...i mean, where's it all gone? it's so weird that i started this l/j not long before christmas last year and here i am again...finishing another year...it never really ends, does it? i dunno what i wanna do with my life anymore...i wish i did. it's hard to be motivated. i've been thinking that i really should get a grip on school and get my act together, u kno? get the work done, get it done early etc....truthfully? it's not gonna happen. i should just get a handle on the fact that i'm gonna be a dole bludger and move on...lol. 'sif.

i gtg. 2 mins to 8:30....back to the grind.

raven, i love you, and you'll be fine tomorrow. love love, baby girl...