*stretches*
duuuude.....i dunno. shit was getting a bit hectic at skool and so forth with nemo and miami, then raven and nemo...fuck man, lol...why can't anything be simple???? i dunno tho. i think it's kinda beginning to blow over or whatever...a little, anyhow.
meh...tired. gotta hunt for sources....gonna die....or fall asleep.
on a lighter note, raven's coming over my house on the weekend...she's sleeping over on the saturday nite and we're going out on the sunday. should be cool...i'm just missing my girl so fucking badly right now, u don't understand, lol. i just miss her scent on me and in my room, i miss her kisses, i miss being snuggled up with her, i miss waking up and seeing her there...
i woke up so badly last nite...i had some kind of nightmare and i just woke up looking around for raven, but she wasn't there...:( i finally got back to sleep only to wake up at 5am...i leave for skool at 7:40...god dammit, lol. i was so anxious about all the nemo and raven stuff i was physically sick over it...soooo not good.
got to skool and was all nausea and unwellness...it passed, thank god, but i wasn't feeling much better...later after everyone had talked a bit i felt less bad....that was up until raven and i went to see the counsellor (yay) and we were talking about communication etc etc...then i fukking started crying...(here's a good rule of thumb: bois don't cry!!) i dunno. i'm such a loser sometimes. but then raven scooched over and she was so warm to me...wrapped her arms around me and everything.
that's what i miss the most...her warmth and that security of being in her arms...i miss you babe and i can't wait to hang out with you this weekend. i hope you're as stoked about it as i am...
love love.
meh...tired. gotta hunt for sources....gonna die....or fall asleep.
on a lighter note, raven's coming over my house on the weekend...she's sleeping over on the saturday nite and we're going out on the sunday. should be cool...i'm just missing my girl so fucking badly right now, u don't understand, lol. i just miss her scent on me and in my room, i miss her kisses, i miss being snuggled up with her, i miss waking up and seeing her there...
i woke up so badly last nite...i had some kind of nightmare and i just woke up looking around for raven, but she wasn't there...:( i finally got back to sleep only to wake up at 5am...i leave for skool at 7:40...god dammit, lol. i was so anxious about all the nemo and raven stuff i was physically sick over it...soooo not good.
got to skool and was all nausea and unwellness...it passed, thank god, but i wasn't feeling much better...later after everyone had talked a bit i felt less bad....that was up until raven and i went to see the counsellor (yay) and we were talking about communication etc etc...then i fukking started crying...(here's a good rule of thumb: bois don't cry!!) i dunno. i'm such a loser sometimes. but then raven scooched over and she was so warm to me...wrapped her arms around me and everything.
that's what i miss the most...her warmth and that security of being in her arms...i miss you babe and i can't wait to hang out with you this weekend. i hope you're as stoked about it as i am...
love love.