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Ah. I am at home. I have finished my Christmas shopping and have wrapped all of the presents. Yay.

I have some very nice pot - again, potent - and there was a lot more there than I thought. I was assuming that I'd be on the recieving end of a twenty, and you know, to be honest, if I weighed it out, it'd probably hit that amount, but I'm just used to getting pithy amounts from people who think they can rip me off. Arseholes.

I haven't smoked yet, in case you were wondering about my...Convoluted thought patterns and run-on sentences, lol...I'm going to smoke a jay tonight and see how it goes. I'm just kind of tired. Heh, how often to smokers use that as an excuse for things, "yeah, sorry I can't go shopping with you, I'm...Tired". Or my favourite, "yeah, my eyes are red because I'm...Tired". I love that pause just before "tired", too. You know, I think there are parents out there who think their kids have Chronic Fatigue or something, lol.

Anyways, yeah. Feeling flat today, which is kind of a bummer. I just feel edgy and anxious. And frustrated...That's how I can tell something's not quite right with me - I mean, I'm crotchety and irritable at the best of times, but I become frustrated and curmudgeonly when I'm not feeling as I should. It's good that I'm self aware enough to realise all of that, I suppose.

I'm rambling. Not really much more to say, I think.

P.S. Oh, a big huge shout to thepinkrabbit for my Christmas card *hugs*. It was so cool to get some real mail (bills bum me out, lol). I got it on Thursday, I think, but I forgot to mention it when I posted last. So, thank you, for that. Most awesome :)