Not again...Please, no...

Feeling like I'm putting too much pressure on myself.

Not feeling good right now at all.

Need to find another job. Can't do mine anymore, it's driving me jatz. I'm tired of being bullied by a boss and a director. I'm tired of being stood over and having someone always breathing down my neck...Yes, I know how to cut keys, I don't need your help. I do know how to mix that particular type of paint, thank you. Yes, I understand what that customer wanted, that's why they left the shop with armfuls of stock.

I've been there long enough to know what I'm doing and I need to be left alone.

More than that, I need to be doing something I'll be happy with in the long run...I can't keep doing this.

I don't know what I want to do right now. What I can do. Should do.

Navy...Ah, a lot of pressure for that - need more help with that. Eager for that....I think...But it might be the biggest mistake of my life. But it's 4-6 years...Not life.

It's the anxiety I can't stand...

Anxiety says, "I may have gotten this wrong". Fear says, "I have gotten this wrong". At least you can work your way through fear...You can't do that with anxiety....Especially when it feels like eveything might be wrong.

Haven't felt like this in a long time. I don't want another panic attack....

I don't know what I need to do to make this better right now.