feanix 😊high

*smiles*

omg, my girl is so amazing *glows with weird happiness and radioactive sludge*

we've been going through a bit of a rough time lately i s'pose and today we just got a'talking and she told me i'm hot, and how she's privelaged to be my girlfriend, how she's lucky to be with me and have me as her boifriend...she was talking about the little things, like how she loves my voice (*shrugs* i hate my voice) 'coz it's husky and low...she loves the way i look, the way i act...dudes!! she loves me for me and wouldn't have it any other way!! i'm so stoked...and she called me her boifriend!! did u see that?

i dunno...she's just so fucking awesome, and she can't even see that. raven makes me want to be something...she makes me want to be the person i was put here to be...she gives me that drive and energy i could never get normally. she's such a boost in my life, even when things are tough. i love the way she laughs and how it's so fucking infectious sometimes, how her odd sense of humour matches up to mine perfectly, how we're always always always on the same wavelength...she's also so beautiful...like not your regular everyday "oh yeah, she's hot" kinda beautiful, but gorgeous...i'm so proud of her for everything, even giving up nail biting!! also, i'm so glad that she's still around to put up with my shit, lol.

mm. i'm the luckiest person alive. i wish i realized that every morning....

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