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I seem to be perpetually and terminally bored. Bored. Ennui kills people, you know. 

OK, I know I'm being ridiculous and dramatic, but I'm bored an awful lot. Like I can't be arsed focusing on something if it doesn't totally capture me...I need something pretty big to keep me interested. Hmm. High threshold for stimulation (don't be gross).

I've always been told only boring children (I was bored a lot as a kid too) get bored. 

I, by and large, don't see myself as a boring person. I see myself generally as a rather interesting person. Funny, intelligent, introspective....And so goddamn BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what that's all about.

I shouldn't be bored. I read three books today (one by Jessica Hendra, the daughter of Tony Hendra [National Lampoons], and two books about travel and accommodation in the U.S.) and two books yesterday (one about sociopathic tendancies and behaviours and one about DID which was an amazing read). I was up until about 4 this morning finishing that one about DID...Again, so amazing...I've been struggling with writing this character who is a multiple and I've been looking for a personal account - all details, no holds barred - from someone like that. It was so good...Couldn't imagine sharing my mind and body with twenty four other people though.

I went to the library yesterday (in case you can't tell) and I ought to have picked up more books. Next time.

I am honestly more bored than I have been in a while (you know, lol, apparently sociopaths are pretty much bored all the time due to a need for a higher level of stimulation than regular people...But one shouldn't diagnose oneself).

Hopefully picking up some green tomorrow morning...Have to use walking the dog as an excuse to get out of the house, though, lol. Then my mother and I are possibly going to see The Darjeeling Limited and doing some shopping. Blah. Heh, an excuse to wear my skinny jeans, lol....My mum was trying to debate whether or not I actually need a reason and I pretty much told her that if she were to spen $130 on jeans (which she wouldn't, she's far too sensible), she wouldn't be able to sit around in them either. Fair call.

Managed to get into my little headspace for a while last night, which was nice....Took a break from reading and something pretty much prompted me to it. I felt relaxed and happy and calm. Beats the shit out of being bored, tell you what.

So anyhow, I'm going to go....Maybe watch some TV or something. I don't want to bitch about my boredom anymore. I think it might be contagious, so step back.

P.S. Even House/Wilson and Lucius/Draco fics can't entertain me. I must be broken, lol.