feanix 😟thirsty

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Sup, ladies and gents?

So what's been going on of late? Not much, lol, that's what. My girl and I have been going through some tough times lately, but I finally see some space and headway coming up. I think it all got so close to ending yesterday. It was so scary. I'm going to work extra extra hard to make it work with her...She's kinda what I'm basing my whole future on right now...Move in with my g/f, go to uni with my g/f...etc etc. I just hope it all pans out...Hoping like hell, actually, otherwise I'm back at square one, on my ass with nowhere to go...Like in the beginning.

Got slightly drunk on friday night (my latest "indescression"). I was at a soccer function and started drinking bourbon with some friends and I thought "I'll stop at two"...About an hour or so later, I'd consumed 5 cans of straight bourbon. I swear I hadn't intended to go home completely ripped, but that's what happened. I couldn't stop, you know? It was actually kind of scary. I kind of have an addictive personality. The 2 days after that were horrid. So, here's a tip: 5 cans of bourbon in 2 hours does not fun make. It makes a 48 hour hangover.

Anything else going on? Not really, lol. Supposed to go to some halloween thingamy this friday....Yay.

Before I go, just a shout out to my beautiful Raven girl. So beautiful. I know we can make this work babe, just stick with me. xox.

S.