Fuck off. I'm in pain.

My web didn't catch a fly. It attracted another spider, one every bit as venomous and deadly as I. And, for the most part, I was completely unaware.

My search for a fly, a tasty little morsel, turned up an arachnid predator

I paid no heed to what crept into my delicate, silken web, allowing in whatever came by.

Alas, now caught up in my own web, poisoned and crippled, I am alone. No fly and no feast for me.

On the plus side I got some Panadeine 15 from the chemist. It's the strongest over the counter pain relief available. I hurt so bad. I just want to lay down in the dark somewhere and die a peaceful death.

Have to go vote this afternoon. Kevin07, lol. Our last chance to be rid of a Liberal (and they're so not) government until the next election. I normally don't have much of a political agenda, but I'm tired of Howard and his bullshit.

Still awaiting the letter she said she'd send. Hmm.

"I'm going away for a while. I don't know when I'll be back". I know it has nothing (or very little) to do with me, which makes it both OK and ache at the same time. 

Yeah, I don't know. I don't even know what's going on, you know?

I don't want to hear "hey there delilah" again. I don't want to see her name at the top of a text message. Most of all, I don't want to be dicked around anymore.

Hurt boi.