Aw shit...

Back home now :-) From sunday afternoon to this evening I have been with Legs. It's the longest amount of time we've spent together and it was...Well, nothing short of amazing. Finally did some of the things we'd both wanted to do...It's tough for me to be patient and not rush things, but honestly, it was so worth the wait. Suffice to say, holy crap. Best time ever....She's...Well, edible ;-)

We had Macca's for lunch today and went for coffee at Gloria Jeans...Sitting around talking mostly about the last couple of days (this morning especially). She told me I was cute. Then she gave me this look and said, "when you're not being naughty". I looked at her and she looked me dead in the eye and said, "because you know what you get when you're naughty". As a reflex response I dropped my head in an act of submission and shook my head. "Yes you do, you know what you get...You tell me what you get for being naughty"...I managed to look at her (blushing, of course) and shake my head again, and she said to me in a voice I'd never heard from her before, "That's right, a nice red ass". I swear, I nearly died....Hottest, sexiest thing ever. 

And I really can't believe I put that here, but it took some effort, so it's staying. But good lord. I love that Legs is beginning to take some control. I love the way she speaks to me. I love the way she touches me. God, I've been with her for the past few days, you'd think I'd have this out of my system now....This is nuts. Well, at least people who've read this (and don't already know this about me, lol) can get a peek into the type of person I am....A little, subby, lol.

As for hickeys, there are none on my neck (sad for me, good for my job), but instead I have two dark, deep bites on my shoulders...They hurt like a bitch and they're right where the straps of my back pack sit. Makes me happy. I've never fully understood why that type of pain makes me feel good. I know not all love is soft and sweet, and I know that so long as it's safe and consentual it's not a bad thing...But still. Some people will never understand (and maybe I won't either) that in order to feel loved, I need that kind of pain.

We played air hockey too...Six games, maybe...And the cheeky girl beat me in the last game. Pissed me off!! Lol, but now I'm very sure I have to repay her at some point. Era, speaking of air hockey....

Going in to TAFE tomorrow (if any TAFE people read this and wish to join) to study. Because I have to. Because I'm being made to, really, lol, but it'll be good. Finally get this shit together....You know, what with the HSC coming up and all.

I'd stay and write everything, but you know how it is....