Anon post for all!!!!

Still feeling shitty. Ick. Perhaps it's more the psychological aspect of this, rather than the physical. I know it's inevitable, but I also know it's sucky. And you know, if I felt more one gender than the other, that really wouldn't be a hassle, but it sucks (not always) being stuck in the middle. I mean, it must be hard to find that your sexuality is a grey area...But when that grey area is your gender? That's a hassle on it's own.


~ I can't believe we're talking again....I'm still not sure that it's a good thing, but you know how it is. 

~ You have some serious clinical issues, you know that, right?? I find it odd that you consider yourself to be somewhat intuitive, but can't seem to pick on the uncomfortable vibes that surround you everytime you rant. You really need to pick your ranting topics carefully, too, seeing as how you have the tendancy to tread on toes and make people anxious. Also, shut up.

~ I'm so thankful that you allowed me into your life, especially like this. You're like my partner in crime, confidant, lover and best friend all in one gorgeous package. You tell me that I'm understanding, but you have to realise that you are too...Plenty of people would have written me off by now, yet you haven't...And I still don't quite know why. You make me laugh like no one else can, you give me things to think about, you're teaching me things I know I can't learn from anyone else...Patience, for one, lol. Ours is a unique love, and I'm glad that you took the time to accept it and me. 

~ Oh thank god I have you!!!! Without you, my life would be nothing short of bland. You know, at first I wasn't sure how to handle you, but now, I couldn't imagine my life without you. We share some of the most bullshit ideas about life, we can bitch at each other one minute, but discuss art and literature the next. Essentially we are very, very alike. So alike it scares me, lol, but that's why I married you. Holla back, biatch.

~ And you don't think it's a little soon to be bringing him into our home? I mean you're absolutely entitled to have a life, a love life even, but I'm not sure I like the idea of him yet, let alone the idea of him in our house. I'm not good with sharing my space and it'll take me some time to adjust...And I really didn't like that you made me let him into my room to use the computer...

~ Relax. Seriously, before you hurt yourself. But at least you've come to the realisation that this is not the be all and end all. This is your life and you should have a little fun with it....And when you find someone ideal - someone who really loves you for you - you're going to be unbearable, lol, I can't wait!!

~ Hopefully I'll be seeing you some point soon....Be stealthy though.


So there's some. I'm sure there are more, but my head's not functioning so well right now. But before I go, I want to ask you all something...

If you were to write a letter to yourself, what would it say?? Feel free to reply anonymously if you like.