Oh my fucking lord...

So if you're ever thinking of having children, do not go and watch Knocked Up. Because any wish I had for children has long passed...Aside from adoption maybe. Look, don't get me wrong (most) children are (mostly) wonderful, but goddamnit.

Got up at eleven today. Nothing like wasting half your day. I feel definately unmotivated. I think it's because I'm out of my routine. I really can't handle more than two weeks out of my day-to-day routine because it really fucks with me, lol.

You know what?? I wish I could play an instrument. Like a guitar, maybe. It would be cool to belong in a band...Especially a garage band, lol. So '90s. Jumping around playing three chords. Man, I suck.

Been talking to my ex a bit lately. It's weird. Not bad weird, I don't think. I think it's funny that we've spoken more now than we ever did when we were together. Is that tragic? Anyhow, I don't have any type of feelings for her or anything - I guess that's why I can be so rational and alright about this whole thing.

Must get back to TAFE. Am going mental. 

Can not wait until Thursday...Can't wait 'til I get my new ink....