It's better to die on your feet than live on your knees...
So :-)
Been a little AWOL. Another big night at the pub and Big Dave's. Squeak, Legs, the Soph, Marlon and me (and Big Dave, of course) smoked and drank. Good fun. Was originally going to walk Legs home, but we got caught up with the night's shenannigans...Which is not a bad thing entirely - we had a good night any way...
You know, I don't think I slept at all that night (nor last week), and not because I was lying there with her in my arms....(Please be prepared for mushy-feelings-boi)....I think it's because she makes me feel protective of her - Not that I'd ever be good for protection, I'm tiny. But she's come so far through all this bullshit that I know that she'll be just fine. She's very resiliant, she's a tough nut (country girl, don't you know). She's wildly funny and absolutely gorgeous. I wish she could see that in herself.
Hee, she brings out the butch in me :-P
She's an amazing lady and I admire/like/care about her greatly.
Would have said something about it all earlier, but I didn't want to jinx it. Actually still am a little apprehensive about it, lol. My luck in these situations has a tendancy to run dry fast. This thing...Whatever it is...Is small and helpless. It needs nurturing, like any small thing does, and it needs time. And patience. And buttloads of acceptance (which is already taken care of on both parts). And if it doesn't turn into anything, it'll suck, but it'll be alright because it's what she needs...Maybe it'll only be an experience, but it will be one hell of an experience!!
I am one sad, sad little creature.
Gawd.
P.S. Got some sweet weed form Big D....Gonna have me one green, happy night....
P.P.S. I have that damn song by KT Tunstall ("Suddenly I see") stuck in my head. It's an insanely catchy song, which is fairly annoying, but it's actually an alright song. And immensely fitting for this point in time...Look up the lyrics if you don't believe me :-P
Been a little AWOL. Another big night at the pub and Big Dave's. Squeak, Legs, the Soph, Marlon and me (and Big Dave, of course) smoked and drank. Good fun. Was originally going to walk Legs home, but we got caught up with the night's shenannigans...Which is not a bad thing entirely - we had a good night any way...
You know, I don't think I slept at all that night (nor last week), and not because I was lying there with her in my arms....(Please be prepared for mushy-feelings-boi)....I think it's because she makes me feel protective of her - Not that I'd ever be good for protection, I'm tiny. But she's come so far through all this bullshit that I know that she'll be just fine. She's very resiliant, she's a tough nut (country girl, don't you know). She's wildly funny and absolutely gorgeous. I wish she could see that in herself.
Hee, she brings out the butch in me :-P
She's an amazing lady and I admire/like/care about her greatly.
Would have said something about it all earlier, but I didn't want to jinx it. Actually still am a little apprehensive about it, lol. My luck in these situations has a tendancy to run dry fast. This thing...Whatever it is...Is small and helpless. It needs nurturing, like any small thing does, and it needs time. And patience. And buttloads of acceptance (which is already taken care of on both parts). And if it doesn't turn into anything, it'll suck, but it'll be alright because it's what she needs...Maybe it'll only be an experience, but it will be one hell of an experience!!
I am one sad, sad little creature.
Gawd.
P.S. Got some sweet weed form Big D....Gonna have me one green, happy night....
P.P.S. I have that damn song by KT Tunstall ("Suddenly I see") stuck in my head. It's an insanely catchy song, which is fairly annoying, but it's actually an alright song. And immensely fitting for this point in time...Look up the lyrics if you don't believe me :-P