Well...

I read back through my LJ just now....You know, It's become this thing I do when I have to hammer home a point to myself or something. Theraputic, actually. Anyhow, I also got to see (again) what a derranged little fuckwit I was. Makes for some terrible reading, this journal.

Anyhow, I've decided yesterday I was just having a moment. It happens to everyone. I was just feeling lonely. And I guess in a small way, I still am, but right now I'm content.
 left a comment on my journal yesterday pretty much saying that things will happen for me when they're supposed to....Pretty much stuff I believe myself, but it was great to hear it from him :-) *hugs*. It put a smile on my face and gave me a little bit of hope.

So yeah. Feeling better and am pretty much ready for whatever this week brings...Though I hope it doesn't bring too many zany adventures - there's only so much one person can take, lol.

So yeah xoxx

P.S. Reading back through my journal made me see the messed up situation I was in....And damn, what a freak my ex was *shudders*...Hopefully the next one will be nicer.

leatherboy