meh

feeling oddly blase and morose today, like a bus could run me over (god willing) and i wouldn't notice. i suppose i should feel slightly more cheerful considering i went to see a movie that i didn't have to pay for...ok, so it was scooby doo 2...nothing to write home about. not much else went on...although there was this spunky american girl at mcdonald's ;) chill out, nothing happened. i am once again, and as always, as faithful (in body) as a golden retriever. faithful in thoughts and mind is another matter entirely. well. not much else to say really except that i can write again. i guess i must be fairly unhappy for that to happen because i can't write when i'm happy. i have to be unhappy or bleeding to write properly. it's almost like someone's lifted a rose coloured veil from over my eyes and i can see fairly clearly. kinda weird. i'm going in to newtown tomorrw to see if i can find myself a thicker taper or ear claw for my lobe...it's not big enough yet. anyhow, i suppose i should be off.