yuck

i feel....blocked. not physically, just mentally, i feel bad. i feel like i have no positive energy. the badness is back, after only a short while. i'm not having a happy day.
i just feel so swamped....it sucks, lol. my mind is foggy...despite my new glasses....my head can't see clearly. i don't know who i am or where i'm at. i don't know what i, or others, expect of me. i don't know where i want to go, or if i'm even here.
i'm having a bad moment....i just want to either drown my sorrows or be drowned in them. i'm beginning the latter, rather than the former, will happen.
*voiceover guy* will anyone be able to save feanix? or will our hero or heroine arrive just too late? tune in next time to the journal of the disappearing dyke.