*sighs*

Bumped into Red's mother and brother.

She's getting married on friday. I can't believe it. They've only been together for eight months.

I didn't think news like this would bug me as much as it does. I don't know why. OK, I do know why, but it doesn't matter.

I think I'm a little lonely *weak smile*. It's hard for me to get used to the fact that we're all adults now and people are growing up, moving out. Moving on.....Having these relationships, having kids and getting married. Not all at the same time, mind you.

But, then there's me. Getting nowhere fast alone.

I think being by myself all holidays is getting to me. That and my impending HSC doom.

And, yes, I must admit, even though I've been single for a year, I don't think I ever really got over being "alone", lol. I mean, we were together for two years.....And now we're not. I think I'm just a wee bit bitter and pissed at the fact that she moved on so damn quickly.

No matter. One can't let oneself be moved by these things. Onward and upward. 

Or whatever.

P.S. I've decided to make "work safe" the new "kosher". 

E.G... "Dude, that top is not work safe."