Who That Nation

Not Gone

fayleaf — Wed, 12 Dec 2012 21:47:00 GMT

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img, input, textarea { cursor: default;}Hey lj yeah I been gone along while yeah its because of one of the loves of my life has gone on to heaven no gone because she comes back from time-to-time to talk with us.She told me I should not be embarrassed about myself that I am beautiful.How wrong her own daughters just 3 of them you don't always have to listen to what the people in white say its sad.The others tryed to change my grandmother she was 78 how could you tell her such things my grandmother prayed for us if you know the things my aunties did cutting her leg open my grandmother prayed for there safety and there still here.She still praying for us now.It's family time and she's up there but am happy she's at rest.

I'll Be Back

fayleaf — Mon, 11 Jun 2012 19:38:35 GMT

Yeah I know I have not been on here for 2 weeks my grandmother is sick and so I been busy going back and foruth and once she is doing fine I will be back until then be safe and don't stress your self out.On another note a I kicked pepole off my psn list and it's rare they come back but this one was rude and he think am giving in to him nope I have better things to do am not your girlfriend nor am I a friend with benfits.I have respect for my self and there are things I won't do and they get mad so am not your toy why don't you ask one of your friends am sure they will tell you the same thing if their sober maybe.They say you should date outside of your comfort zone like date someone different from you they are and the live not close to me and I just can't date long distance it's hard.One guy he is the type that speak before he thinks and my family would chew him out so nope can't date him.I just want to wait til I reach a comfortable weight then date because I don't want no one holding me up I need to lose it because it's hard to find clothes to fit are everybody is your size it's not good being big and being pregnant I need to stay focus.

Busy Busy

fayleaf — Wed, 21 Mar 2012 22:56:39 GMT

I been so busy my grandmother pass and we laid her to rest 2 weeks ago but she was in a coma I believe she pass before the day I had a dream the same happen for my brother it will be making 2 years and a year for my aunt.The dream it was to let me know that they are fine and thank GOD for that.O n a bright note and auntie got married Saturday it was a happy day lol but the food ran out we all piled up and started watching jeepers creepers and leprechaun and leprechaun 2 it was great.Am picking up my copy of Ninja Gaiden 3 Special Collectors Edition today so I hope to play a little I probably will fall to sleep on it.I hope to reply to some entry maybe tomorrow I hope.Oh I also lose 13 pounds putting me at 232 am setting small goals for my self so next I hope to be around 220-218 I keep it posted.

Writer's Block: The Meaning of Life

fayleaf — Wed, 15 Feb 2012 08:17:05 GMT

I love my crazy,wild sometimes messd up unpredictable,adventurous,fun,funny very happy family life.

Writer's Block: Party of Five

fayleaf — Wed, 15 Feb 2012 08:14:02 GMT

It would be
1.My great grandmother because my mom talks about her all the time and I would have liked to meet her
2.Reuben Langdon and Dan Southworth both together are awesome voice actors( Devil May Cry) and funny guys
3.My great grandfather
4.Some of my family to make them closer r get them to be more family like

Writer's Block: ONTD Games Giveaway

fayleaf — Wed, 15 Feb 2012 05:14:49 GMT

Lady and Trish from Devil May Cry hunting demons and saving life is a good thing.Dante I love him we would go great,wild,not afraid to speak his mind he rarely gets mad he;s sexy good hearted and caring.Resident Evil Jill Valentine(easy going women who I love),Rebecca Chamber(she is sweet the way she was in the game I feel her I would have being carrying salt lol),Leon Kenndy (we would work well together),Sheva Alomar(re 5 she cool and I would feel the same way she felt in the game),Clarie Redifield(she is awesome just like her brother she handled her self well the same way I would) and Chris Redfield (awesome he reminds me of myself very protected of family and friends.Ryu Hayabusa we could be BFF and he is like still water very calm and he never get's angry in the way normal people would I would click what him I would marry him.Rachel,Momjii chicks who kick butt and they good hearted.Man and many more.

Writer's Block: Singles Awareness Day

fayleaf — Wed, 15 Feb 2012 04:50:10 GMT

No but love need not be tired to one day loving friends,family and the special someone has no day it's 24/7.I thank they blew Valentine day and every other thing holiday out of bounds and commercialism has messed up this and Christmas as well.

Writer's Block: Happy New Year of the Dragon!

fayleaf — Tue, 24 Jan 2012 06:01:13 GMT

The Chinese astrological cycle begins with the year of the Rat/mouse

Rats are best known for their charm. Blessed with a sharp wit, they possess a marvelous sense of humor, which makes them stimulating and amusing company to have around.

Writer's Block: Friday the 13th

fayleaf — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 21:10:31 GMT

I use to be superstitious when I was young but not no more.Here are a few on them I still know:
1.Step on a crack break you mothers back.
2.Spill salt throw it over your left shoulder.
3.Break a mirror 6 years of bad luck.
4.Never walk in front of a black cat something about luck.
5.If you are someone sneezes it means someone is talking about you.
6.Don't walk under ladders.
7.Knock on wood.

Weight goal and Guys

fayleaf — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 02:27:47 GMT

Hey every one happy new year to all hope it was a great one I my self was to sick to go out.I been trying to lose weight and it's been hard but am losing it slowly but surely.I have a mild case of scoliosis which means my spine is curved so makes exercising a little hard but going out shopping,cleaning up and having my bouncy nephew who is 13 months keeps my in shape.My mid goal weight is 180 so 30 pounds left to go so i want give up.I will continue to work out doing hula dancing,belly dancing and workouts for my back.I use a massage mat with hot to keep my back pain down and to keep away from pain pills.

People on playstation network can drive my guys mostly when you tell your single there like can I date you it's like I don't know you I need to tell them am not looking off the back to keep them out of my hair.One guy in Florida he seem nice but he told me he love me and wanted to date me I told him that because of my weight am not comfy with being with anybody right now am uncomfortable with guys touching me.Then me and him were talking friday and he asks me again and I tell him no know what he tell me you know I have someone all ready but I still love ya look kid it's nature but am going to make you love me.He pissed me off you have someone yet you were asking me out I don't roll that way I don't want to be in a relationship with a guy who has someone already and am going to make you love me first off am not ever going to be yours am a kid my mom's and my family kid.Then he tells me I don't needed to lose weight am doing this for me and my back you can't stop me.Me and him don't see eye to eye we can be friends if not it was nice knowing ya so I will end it.

Writer's Block: White air

fayleaf — Sun, 18 Dec 2011 18:19:14 GMT

Try It

fayleaf — Wed, 19 Oct 2011 07:20:30 GMT

Just pick which ever one's you want it does not matter how many

1.Sexual orientation
2. What I'm really bad at
3.The one person whose arms I'd like to be in
4.My best first date
5.A description of my self-esteem
6.Who my best friends are
7.My favorite book
8.Biggest turn offs
9.A description of my best
10.My favorite animal
11.Someone I miss
12.The reason behind my last beak up
13.What I did yesterday
14.What my greatest achievements are
15.A description of the person I dislike
16.My favorite song right now
17.How my last kiss went down
18.What I find attractive in the preferred sex
19.All the pets I've ever had
20.Favorite flavor of ice cream
21.The one place I want to be right now
22.The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me
23.Where I have lived before
24.I'll love you if
25.What are my future plans
26.An internal conflict I have with myself
27.What I'm doing tomorrow
28.What I want to be when I get older
29.Most embarrassing moment
30.Two of my insecurities
31.What I do if I won the lottery
32.A description of the boy I like
33.What I love most about myself
34.My biggest pet peeves
35.What bands I have seen live
36.What era you think you should have grown up in
37.How many kids I want in the future
38.My idea of a perfect date
39.What I'm I really good at
40.Most traumatic experience
41.Where would I like to live
42.The nicest thing anyone's ever said to me
43.Do I like where I am right now?
44.What can I hear right now
45.My relationship with my sibling(s)
46.Most memorable birthday gift/party
47.My biggest worry currently
48.Something I've wished for repeatedly
49.My relationship with my parents
50.Biggest falling out with a friend/boyfriend/relative
51.Something I should have said a long time ago
52.What my last text message says
53.What I hate most about myself
54.Biggest turn ons
55.What words upset me the most
56.What I hate/d the most about myself

Stolen from a friends page

fayleaf — Sun, 29 May 2011 02:47:12 GMT

Comment I'll comment back

[ ]I use to like you
[ ]I'd dated you
[ ]You're attractive
[ ]You're beautiful
[ ]Were close friends
[ ]can I getcho number ?(;
[ ]we should cill!
[ ]we need to talk more.
[ ]I don't really know you :/
[ ]Hit me up!
[ ]Let's try again?
[ ]iloveyou.
[ ]I Dare You To Post This
[ ]I miss you :$

Writer's Block: Going down

fayleaf — Tue, 12 Apr 2011 16:43:40 GMT

Writer's Block: No reservations required

fayleaf — Fri, 25 Mar 2011 20:52:10 GMT

Writer's Block: Round and round

fayleaf — Sat, 26 Feb 2011 22:51:25 GMT

Writer's Block: The winning ticket

fayleaf — Wed, 09 Feb 2011 01:29:18 GMT

Sunshine and butter cups meme

fayleaf — Mon, 31 Jan 2011 17:57:44 GMT

If there's anything you would like to know or asks me go ahead.

Life is like being bit@@ slaped

fayleaf — Sat, 30 Jan 2010 04:46:19 GMT

Wow i been gone for some time because at&t internet service caused my laptop to crash sucked.Well we just had got sprite and a few days later it would not come on it was doing that since sep i told my mom she said she was going to see about it.It was showing this blue screen it was like my laptop was giving me the finger like it was saying i don't care so suck it.It broke back in November 3 days before thanksgiving and we got the desk top a week before Christmas but my sister was hogging the air card.Well am back with a cause and effect.

Back to college hopefully and hope to make new friends =}
My team going to the super bowel
who dat who dat who dat say their going to beat them saints

At last I may have knew it well

fayleaf — Sun, 06 Dec 2009 00:29:21 GMT

I have not been on due to my labtop hard drive not responding.I did this to our labtop cause there was not that much gb 230 o.o man what all the anime screen shots for bleach,naruto,vampire knight and d.gray-man over 3000 to be.I was going to turn them into motivational posters.I will either have to see how much it is to get the hard drive which is around 200 dollars or more and upgrade other things which will cost a lot.Man are am going to have to buy a new computer and upgrade graphics card ram and all that jazz.I want a gaming/art pc so I can game and hopely started posting art works someday on deviantart.I will be back until then I will keep my self busy what drawing ect like my charcters Feral,fran,Paris,Persia and Sake would say damn it well later ppl.

Writer's Block: Take my advice

fayleaf — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 05:55:53 GMT

The best and worst is from my big sister nelly is help me through a bad kind of ex boyfriend he was being a dumb jerk talking about how he know at lot about black girls he wished.At first he was being real nice i did not know why he liked me she told me that there was something that he liked about me so she told me to go for it bad idea he later started making fun of me i just had surgery and he was talking about i was fat i could not work out at all.Best is she said i did not set what i want as a free spirited to high because i this am able to keep my self safe from jerks.

Writer's Block: My Dream Job

fayleaf — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 05:41:07 GMT

To own my own book/art and craft store yeah i know it's easy and maybe talk my big sister into writeing(doushinji i don't know ) when we put our head to it and fashion.The first one can come true just need to save money and finish college the others could but it's up to me.

I died.

fayleaf — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 07:03:06 GMT

Help me why has genji day of the blade f-ing hard maybe i just got to much on the brain right now.Games are me calm but not now i die twice and gave up i will try saturday night before anything on tv comes on mostly bleach,death note,FMA,ghost in the shell and cowboy bebop comes on and am up until 4 in the morning.Am a night owl you can call me feyleaf the night owl.I need to go i got a bleach story that am read an hot guy on guy acton awaits.

Writer's Block: Planning My Financial Future

fayleaf — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 05:49:22 GMT

Well am a gamer and i love to read if i want someting like a game that cost 60 dollars i wait and save money on the side for it and then i sit there and think want i need to take care of first bills.When i go shopping try and look for sales and buy what i need what out going over broad and spend to much.I save change in a bottle at home i plan to get marry and have kids and start a shop with my mom.I don't want to have to beg people for money you know so i can have for my own good.

Why me

fayleaf — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 05:20:36 GMT

Evertime i talk to a guy they turn out to be pervs.They want to see what you look like on the web cam no matter if it's 3am in the morning and you have bed head or your hair needs to be fix.When you get on they can't even wait to your on good to say hey can i see your boobs or something nuts like that am like noway ad there like umm please and i say that a no for you if he was my befriend then maybe i would.I am not that type of girl i don't know you like that and i don't pull stuff like that it's like tryin to get me to do a nude dare not going to happen.Why can't we be friends first you know get to know you better before all that cause when you cross that line with them there are going to want somethings your not ready to give just yet.