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THE DJAO'MOR'TERRA COLLECTIVE: (I occasionally post adult material to this journal; underage viewers should not proceed. (But you probably will. Though sadly for you, such material is generally friendslocked under a special "kink" filter. Get thy porn elsewhere, chillins!) This warning is made in cooperation with LiveJournal's request for such statements.) Shao'Kehn isn't a "soulbond", but the sentiment is very appropriate nonetheless... They're people, friends, lovers. NOT Satan. Destroying your soulbonds is murder. Explanation of the symbols in the above picture. I am a 30-something transwoman who is into age play (Ageplay definition) as a little. As such, I am very close to my inner child. I am a writer and photographer as well, and have myriad interests. My spiritual path is eclectic pagan, with quite a bit of my own stuff added. Beyond that, I am also weirdness incarnate. :-) I am Chaos Incarnate. A Multiple, a neo-mythos neo-pagan, Discordian, Chaote, an Aspie, pansexual, demisexual where men are concerned but not where women are concerned, polyamorous, age play little with a maddy (genderless term, combo between mommy and daddy) {so don't kinkshame age play please!}, a writer, an artist, gender-fluid leaning towards trans feminine, and a bunch of other labels. I am so far out of the box that the box is floating away on the ocean towards the horizon. Countering some more misconceptions about me. System Name: The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective (Djao’Mor’Terra = [ʒaʊ moʊr teəʳə]) (IPA) Call me Fay. NOTE: this LJ is the system blog on LJ for the Djao'Mor'Terra Collective, but only Tempest Alexandria and Fayanora Ahnabahn ever really post in it. Call us Fayanora or Fay unless otherwise indicated. Point of possible confusion: Because we are a multiple system and "Fayanora" is both the name of an individual in that system and the old system name, please use they/them/their when referring to the Djao'Mor'Terra Collective as a whole. Otherwise, assume you're talking to Fayanora Ahnabahn unless informed differently, and use she/her pronouns. Though if you use they/them/their all the time we're cool with that, too. NOTE TWO: If we're ever rude to you without you having been rude to us first, we apologize. We are a collective, and one of our members (Alex) is a bit of an asshole. Sometimes we're genuinely unaware of the way we sound, and other times it's Alex. Being a collective that share memories and whose members tend to bleed into one another sometimes, sometimes Alex bleeds into us when we're on this account. He has his own account where he's SUPPOSED to keep his assholishness away from our account, but it doesn't always work out that way, especially if we've just switched from his account to this one without some sort of buffer between them, like Pi's account. (Pi is basically Alex's opposite in temperament.) Having been made aware of the problem, we will work on fixing it. Age: 40 as of 2022 Gender: Femme genderqueer Pronouns: Would love djai ( ʒeɪ ) and djair ( ʒeəʳ ), the genderless pronouns of the Ah'Koi Bahnis, but she/her will work fine. Kintypes: "Ah'Koi Bahnis" [ah-koy-bonn-iss] alien; "Duenicallo" [doo-en-ih-ky-yo] alien (same planet as AKB); Shapeshifter. Description of the body: Thirty-something ginger (freckles & auburn hair that appears brown) with blue eyes. Description of collective: The Djao'Mor'Terra Collective consists of 9 members. Spirituality (of Tempest/Fay): Neo-mythos technopagan. My spirituality is a unique path I came up with that I call Yahgahn, which is a neo-mythos neopagan path. I came up with this path for a scifi story and fell in love with it, adopting it. Given infinite alternate universes theory, I believe the planet it comes from, Traipah, really exists in some other universe. As such, I believe I lived there in a past life. So I suppose that makes me Otherkin, but I don't have much to do with that community. The Yahgahn Statements of Faith Basic Sophont Responsibilities. The Two-Hand Path, some philosophy of my subset of the Yahgahn faith. (In the stories, there are many sub-faiths within Yahgahn. My own sub-faith of Yahgahn is called "the Shaobahn Order.") Before you decide one way or another about me, please read this: http://fayanora.livejournal.com/838343.html I sometimes find other people judging me by their own limitations and worldviews. This is a mistake, because in all my life I struggled to understand concepts that other people take for granted as part of their worldviews. And what I found was that even when I understand these concepts, I generally find them so utterly alien to my own way of thinking that I might as well be an alien living amongst humans. So I'm going to take a moment and point out some things that you should be aware of if you want to understand me: 1. I do not understand the concept that the shape, size, texture, color, or any other attribute of any part of one's body can be used to define the entirety of who they are as a person. I reject utterly the notion that you are your body. Humans are not their bodies: humans are their minds and souls. The body is just a tool of those. And, like any tool, if it doesn't match what you want to do with it, this becomes a problem. Just as you presumably would not use a chainsaw to hammer in a nail, a person may find their mental and spiritual state of being to differ from that of their body. I happen to have a rather severe case of this, largely due to the fact that I see only one body when there should be at least nine bodies, due to my mind having multiplied itself by a factor of nine. No matter how I look at it, my body does not in any wise fit my mind and soul. 2. I do not understand the concept that anyone is in any way, shape, or form better or worse than anyone else. People just are what they are. I reject utterly the notion that anyone is better or worse than anyone else. 3. I fail to understand how anyone can think one form of life is better than another. I find humanity to be such an arrogant species in regards to thinking themselves better than other animals and other forms of life just because they think they're cleverer. I think anyone who doesn't already realize that animals and plants feel pain is being either delusional or dense or both. I always thank the spirits of my food for their sacrifice, and always regret that life must feed on life to continue. 4. I fail to understand why everyone must behave the same way, think the same way, and all be the same. I reject utterly the whole concept of “normal” as utterly irrelevant, boring, and even possibly blasphemous (if anything can be said to be blasphemous), as it claims God values sameness, when a quick glance at the world's myriad lifeforms immediately disproves this fallacy. 5. I reject utterly the notion of “separate.” All life is connected to all other life. When we hurt the least of us, we hurt ourselves; especially if we did it intentionally. Fail to help another, and you fail to help yourself. 6. I don't understand this need people seem to have to always be right. Who cares if you're right or wrong? Why do you care? Does being right do any good? Why must you force others to believe as you do? I reject utterly the need to be right. 7. I don't understand why people are willfully mean to one another over differences of opinion. But I make a distinction, also, in that any opinion which says someone should die for something they can't help about themselves, or for any harmless thing they're doing, is bad. That is, if your opinion devalues anyone's humanity for their religion, race, gender identity, sexual preference, neurostatus, or the level of their ability, especially if that opinion of them includes wishing death on them, then I will not hesitate to block you and/or lay the verbal smackdown on you for your violent hate speech. I will not tolerate intolerance, and I will not tolerate anyone who thinks that I should. And it harm none, do as ye will, but hateful words ARE harmful, so no, I do not respect any opinion that is hateful, harmful, and violent. I think that about covers it. More later if I think of more (Click the picture to get at least an idea of the meanings. Though only "ingenuus memes" are defined there yet. That and the opposites of the others.) "But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked. "Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad." "How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice. "You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here." ---from "Alice In Wonderland" by Lewis Carroll (Aptly describes both this LJ and the planet Earth.) Quotes I like: "In the same way that a shoddy workman blames his tools, a shoddy society blames its language." and "Life is pain, but that's a good thing, and death is a waste of everyone's time and money." ---both by gkathellar Quotes about me: "Well, I for one think you are much more brave than you are weird." --- our_menagerie "I'll give an opinion of the person I ganked this from: Fayanora. Chaos incarnate. Which is freakin' awesome." --- squallygirl "Aaaand there goes my brain." --- gkathellar I have several friends filters out of necessity: 1. Acquaintences - for people I don't know well, usually only people who get on here are random people who come in and friend me randomly. 2. Friends - the people I really know and like. 3. Multiplicity - If you don't know what this means, ask me. If you want to test if you're on this filter or not, click here. Enjoy my oddness! Chaotic Blessings; ---Fay You can't tell me bullying doesn't hurt I won't stand for this! Everyone Feels This Pain Show your support And lastly, Livejournal only allows 150 interests, so here are the excess: comet impact making normal people squirm stephanie of lazytown
Whateley Academy
Shenandoah High School
Unseen University
Miskatonic University
Xavier Institute for Higher Learning
Cam High School
Des Moines Area Community College
acting like a kid
advanced ancient civilizations
ageplay
alice in wonderland
ancient anomalies
angel
art
atlantis
bad puns
being mature
bigenderism
bisexuality
books
british pounds
buffy the vampire slayer
butterflies
cartoon network
catastrophism
celtic music
chaos
charlie and lola
cheese
children's books
ciphers
codes
codes and ciphers
comet impact
conversations with god
costumes
cryptography
cryptozoology
cuddling
cwg
david brin
discordia
discordian
drawing
dreams
eccentricity
elvira kurt
emma watson
eris
euros
evanescence
fantasy
feminism
folk music
forbidden knowledge
fururama
gemstones
golden apple
goth
greece
halloween
harry potter
hellboy
hilary duff
icons
interesting thoughts
inu-yasha
involuntary celibacy
irish music
japan
jokes
jon stewart
lacy underwear
languages
lazytown
lemuria
lenore
lewis carroll
libraries
loki
love
lucid dreaming
making normal people squirm
men
monty python
monty python's flying circus
movies
music
naturism
neale donald walsch
neat words
nonsense
nonsense poetry
nu-metal
nudist beaches
nudist camps
nudity
open-mindedness
otherkin
oya
pagan
paganism
pan-gender
pan-gendered
pantheism
peanut butter
philosophy
pink
playing in the rain
poetry
polyamory
pop music
pretty things
puns
quantum physics
randomness
reading
religion
robert anton wilson
roman dirge
sarcasm
sci-fi
science fiction
sculpture
set
shoes
silliness
smart women
spirituality
sportacus
star trek
stephanie
stephanie of lazytown
stream of consciousness
taoism
tara lipinski
through the looking glass
transgender
transgenderism
transvestism
transvestite
unity
unusual music
vegetarianism
vocabulary
weirdness
women
words
writing
young adult books
betawho
Doctor Who Adventures
bell_silver
Bell
irishgirl1984
slayerwitchnz
flutterbychild
Cherished Daughter of the Diaspora...
i am because you are...
bloodxsacrifice
ÐêÅð
vandigo
ಠ_ಠ
My Little Band of Misfits
not_in_denial
Erinkyan
I am not in denial.
these7ensins
The Seven Deadly Sins - The Diary of a female vivid Mind
singerofdark
Singer of Dark
Dark Musings
filkertom
Tom Smith
Tom Smith and his Digital Acoustic LJ
dorkphoenyx
Eris
Night is born of chaos;
only_one_sun
Little Miss Sunshine
imanotalone
the Holy Hemptress a.k.a. Hemptrez
May Everyday Be Green!
kali_ya
Kali-ya
Wild Magic
rowan_whtllght
Rowan
Mi Vida Loca!
scattermew
Taryn
ScatterMew
drjoy
"You'll never get to heaven with a smile on your face from me"
erauqs
Erauqs
Information Interference
inverarity
Inverarity
Inverarity is not a Scottish village
fireworkslori
Hiding...
Lori's Hiding Place...
tlttlotd
The Lane to the Land of the Dead
I was interesting, once.
beatnikbetty
the beatnik pagan poet
Beatnik Betty
purplefrog26
Purplefrog26's Musings
soulstorage
Lisolette
Soulstorage
littlegirl_l0st
Crazy Gypsy
beautifulpyre
Karakara
♥ of glory
luzmirella1
Xenia
unico_love
Bridgett
Eternal Confusion
karynda
Karynda
In Alone, Out Alone, And One
d4b
David Beroff
Kaizen (改善): David Beroff's Journey
acrolinz
Linzy
My True Colors
our_menagerie
Our Menagerie
livelaughlovep
Bree
♥Bree♥
truthseeka
truthseeka ~ the truth is in here and out there ~
Seeker of Truth
songbreeze115
songbreeze
frater_treinta
Frater Treinta
eruditeboredom
the crazy chick you know
There's Nothing Wrong With Me...
glamwhorebunni
*bunni*
What's Up With Yu
syrenichol
Syrenichol
Journey into Being
_____alive_____
The Madness of the Siren's Song
trenchcoatedson
these things get louder
dead shopping malls rise like mountains beyond mountains
autisticchessie
I can change the world
lucretiasheart
Lucretia Heart
Towards A New World--
belladonaconite
Belladonna-aconite
telarus
Telarus, KSC
Zenarchy in Oregon
simply_a_girl76
darkoshi
Darkoshi
Darkoshi's LiveJournal
lizamanynames
Liza
I have Many Names
true_vessel
truevessel
Altogether By Ourselves
dduane
Diane Duane
Word Salad II
sanacrow
Sana Karine
Mirror of Shadows
klyf23
Klyf
Journal of Klyf
matilda_honey
Miss Matilda
nobody else's daddy comes to the park
franklanguage
My so-called journal
my_real_head
From the desk of Dieter Morgenstern
lol_comics
nonamehereonlj
This dual self, this maniacal Joe Nathan
elfs
Elf M. Sternberg
infantryman07
ladyanara
Andrea
Lady Anara's Musings
seanan_mcguire
Seanan McGuire
Rose-Owls and Pumpkin Girls
lollya_lolita
Lollya's Rite's of Passage
bettywithin
Betty Within
All I Am, All For Her
ormolu
Ormolu
Everything's In Flux...
freetobeme18
Nikki
We're All Mad Here
kermix
The Archive
Tales of the Adventures of Kermix
linkfrenzy
LinkFrenzy
sporadic__
this journal is abandoned.
i have nothing to say;
tuuli85
Suvi-Tuuli Allan
mirydian
Teetering bulb of dread and dream...
Unquiet Hands
_raven03
Hidden Violence Revealed. A Darkness That Seems Real.
uncledark
Uncle Dark
Uncle Dark's Travelling Smoke and Mirrors Show
girlchild0aglow
1-1-2029: Tonight the stars are shining bright
haikujaguar
M. C. A. Hogarth
Stardancer News
destrokker
alois
high art, personified.
deekoo
Deekoo L.
Addendat Splorp Buggery
riotqueerfemme
~* Quinne *~
Riot Queer Femme:
agent_alpo
Allison
This is my story.
simim23
Simim
Demonic Dreams
reneemaris
Renee Maris
Cabbages and Kings
cajunfleur
vanillabeen
CajunFleur
arinwolfe
Arin Wolfe
Wolfe's Den
effrenata
Factio Effrenata, Anarchic Entity
In Format I On: No Subject, No Object, No State
kengr
Shadow/Brooke
ex_shirleyc
Shirley
Nocturna sin nombre
luciferian_chic
Lolita Leigh Smith
Luciferian Chick's LJ
markxiii
Markxiii
pollyanddaddy
inpotentia
Alex
Life or something like it
dirty__glamour
i've got two trains of thought; drinking & revenge
you got a face to die for; the heart of a murderer.
jonamo_cat
Garlic
underlankers
Fiat Lux
orangebeaver
David
seraphicideals
Callsign: Barfly
Seraphic Ideals
qcjeph
J. Jacques
I Am Afraid Of Everything
sexperimental
Lab Rat
Over The River & Thru The Woods
lilbrattyteen
All your writing are belong to LJ
cadhla
The Rain King
deaana
Deaana
**Private**
daughterofeve
Alley
.:The Word Garden:.
essandem
I got my brain destroyed the old fashioned way.
This Is Who We Are
cluegirl
Just a Baker Street Muse
mathnerd
the nerd with whom everyone falls in love
As the Guide says: Don't Panic!
lucythoughts
ulorin_vex
Ulorin Vex :: Journal
The Technicolour Pigeon & other stories
lucky_star10
daddys_kitten_
Daddy's Kitten
glitterberrys
a few prawns short of a galaxy
Shades of Mediocrity
23press
twentythreepress
twentythree press
janetmiles
Janet Miles, CAP-OM
Just Janet
omahas
Omaha
beatonna
Hark! A Vagrant
serve_me
The Litter Box
ysabetwordsmith
Elizabeth Barrette
The Wordsmith's Forge
pingback_bot
yobubba
Yobubba
bloodbeauty
Dandelion Dreams
madamjuggernaut
Worldwide Confusion on a Global Scale.
dashing
Dashi
porcelaingirl
Riina K
The Porcelain Girl
darksumomo
Neon Vincent
A Wolf in Sheep's Clothing
the_nites_gurl
the_nite's_gurl
Always Dreaming of Love
tosk
Ratatosk, Squirrel of Discord
Ratatosk's Ritings
glorious_girls
tessagratton
Tessa Gratton
Guts of a Writer
evilgrins
Doppleganger
Pondering the Unponderables
beginnings_end
Erika
Everything comes full circle eventually
haapetiya
cerebral_wasabi
Cerebral Wasabi (山葵)
.:: {cerebral _ wasabi} ::.
lord_caramac
elfboi
elfboi's World of Fnord
johnnybrainwash
Johnny Brainwash
Trading Space For Time
jwz
kiarrith
Kailing
glimpses in shadows
sailorjim
Sailor Jim Johnston
Sailor Jim's Journal
capybyra
Hey-YOU decided to read this!
misslynx
Miss Lynx
The Vision and the Void
angelictiger
SoulsofPhoenix
Risen
brockulfsen
sailorsmouth
She's got a sailor's mouth
poddarku
my silence and eloquence
todiefordesigns
To Die For
Diaries of a mad seamstress
scattermoon
Elle
A Story Unfolds...
musesrealm
Caroline
Blog
saharris
xander_opal
weishaupt
Chevalier St. Odhran, Abbot Saint of Waterford
''Inspired Forth-Speaker of Montauk''
chaoticidealism
Lisa D.
Reports from a Resident Alien
xcloudyclarityx
My little slice of reality lies within this journal...
katrinathelamia
Katrina Payne
Just stuff
lanyel
Lanyel
inkywonky
Inky's Playpen
japgirlsru
taxidermied
Dirge
OF MICE AND MENtal abuse
kennit
Sarah (Himelman) Puxley
I must not fear.
fucktart_
fucktart
alex_antonin
Bishop Sanctimonious the Hypocritical
First Church of Hypocrisy, Blasphemy, and Self-Righteousness
christinathena
Christina
A butterfly emerging from her cocoon
polylizzy
My wandering thoughts about EVERYTHING
steophania
Trouble Marriage
Beauty never dies.
alessaesteban
Alessa Esteban
Alessa
justperverted
Beni
(The Professional Pervert)
hobgob
Dreamtime
kasiya_icons
Kasiya Creations
Icon Creations - relocated to DW!
nansvision
Nan
Shenanigans
shadowsculptor
Gallery of Shadows and Reflections
chimerawinds
Chimera's Reflection
zianuray
Zia Nuray
Babble
nakednine
Carra Michelle Satan
hourglass244
Serena-chan
magyarok_saman
Serena
There is Beauty Here
genie_lorene
Genie
My thoughts on .......
molly_elizabeth
Molly Elizabeth
Molly Elizabeth's Journal
20splinters
Ex Unibus, Plura
amandathegreat
Amanda Sharpe
Hey-ho, the rattlin' blog!
aya_awake
Aya
Trivial Cleansing
amphiteatro
My Blog
theambertrap
The wicked wit of the west
Witch babies do not cry
rynchan
beautox_solvent
IV-Love Handles
mimiheart
mimi's refuge
eavanmoore
Scheherazade
moosl
Moose
The Alces Journal
slurmqueen
Sit your five dollar ass down...
therapycircles
all of me
carlalute
Carla Lute
Nothin' to see here
forthright
Forthright
The Growlery
gypsychick23
Mariana
Mi Diario
drjon
his wholiness the rev drjon
Moments In Time II
chameleon_path
The Color-Changing One...
Starlight on the Sea
skydancerlilitu
Sky Dancer
The Owl's Screech
tyciol
tygger05
tygger's tent
ikuikuiku
Я никогда, никогда, никогда не повторяюсь!
randomposting
You don't know me.
machiavelliande
It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.
sethanikeem
Michelle Belanger
Window in My Head
lillakat
Brigit's Domain
gumnut
Nutty, the slightly unstable dwarf
Nutty the slightly unstable dwarf
liquidpandora
Chaos in the flesh
aldersprig
Lyn Thorne-Alder
Alder's Grove
odette_michaud
shadowdf
Dark Lord's Night
lokicarbis
Loki Carbis
Guns make you stupid
evil_prevails
Bart
Evil prevails
nwzw
Caroline Tigeress
braininacravat
Brains in Cravats
darkwyccan
John J. Coughlin
John Coughlin/waningmoon.com Journal
maha_samadhi
jstarr706
Another Day In The Life Of.......
kalieris
Dust Bunny Nemesis
The Jade Penguin Cabal
mikya
Mikya
grimraith
Grimraith
Stare into the Abyss for too long and the Abyss stares back into you.
bart_calendar
Drunken Expat Writer
idunnoh
What a strange thing! to be alive beneath cherry blossoms. (Issa)
phinnia
a hyperintelligent shade of the colour blue
this is an unmitigated catastrophe of butterflies
geek_dragon
ianrandalstrock
uglyshyla
Ugly Shyla
I hope the leaving is joyful and I hope never to return.
myspirituality
*Spirituality*
gremlynna
Seeker of Mayhem and Wisdom
erithianopius
The Transuniversal Singularity
eradiator
Life's like a movie
anniemontague
Annie Montague
Montague Comics
nankiadariel
Beautiful Imperfections
peristera
Peristera de Magdalene
Delusions of Eloquence
ghost2501
tiny lil' miss petite angel princess
open eyes to see it all
ontopicmagazine
ontopic magazine's official LJ
a_jennie
alana_ash
Alana Ash
Alana's Journal
chaoticfusion13
Insanity_Talisman
Insanity is in the eye of the beholder...
tara145
neko_no_baka
Corina B.
^_^ Witty Kitty ^_^
kinkypriest
Girlhoarder
Water-Cooler Cock
rakehell
"You can't get romantic on a subway line!"
Stepping on the Devil's Tail
acelightning
Ace Lightning
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, with open arms, and open eyes...
kittikattie
Nethilia - Who Really Doesn't Exist
random blatherings and collected snark
kelly_holden
Kelly Holden
svaenohr
Pyrayton and fiends
Shadows In The Darkness
bhode_sativa
Eris Lurks Here, Somewhere...
cirquels
the system.
unapologetically contradictory.
kitsana_d
Wandering Child
Journeys Without End
princemuchao
Prince Mu-Chao
Mu-Chao
raevensdemise
Burning Angel
heerodiscarded
....Heaven's a Lie......
innocentkermit
twisted_times
There's a point to all of this somewhere...
laplor
crazyjane13
Marian Weaver
The Underground
optimus_life
Sam Black
What passes for my life
ziasummer
Candlelight Chaos
enchantedwood1
Holly Potter
arcenciel13
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