i am a pirate, you are a princess

fawning — Mon, 03 Mar 2014 00:31:40 GMT

It's been about three weeks since Jonathan moved in with his friends. It's been up and down...sometimes I feel like this isn't working at all and sometimes I see progress. Honestly, I'm taking it day by day.

With myself, I've been making much more of an attempt to be healthy physically and mentally. Mentally, I'm not doing so well. I still get highly emotional when I talk about the situation, so generally I don't talk about it. I've also been sleeping a lot, probably too much. When I'm not doing that though, I work out and eat well and try my best to accomplish small goals around the house or at work.

Jonathan hasn't been very good at long distance texting, which is frustrating. He takes forever to respond and sometimes forgets entirely. I get it. He is living with his friends now, meaning he's always busy playing games or hanging out with them, where as I just sit around all evening waiting for him to respond to me. It's not exactly healthy. I've confronted him about being more attentive of me and I do think he's trying. He came to visit this weekend...when he visits it's great one moment and a meltdown the next. We'll have a wonderful evening but then once I get the sense he's ready to leave, I feel this overwhelming sense of rejection that I can't control. And I never want him to leave. So I usually end up crying and telling him I don't understand why it has to be like this and blah blah blah, I don't want to be that way anymore.

We both have a lot still to work on before we get back to where we were. He needs to work on his selfishness and his own problems of not knowing what he wants. I need to work on being more independent and having more purpose than just to serve him and not myself. It's a learning process. What's important to me is that we are both still committed to trying and at the moment that's all I can really ask for.

fawning — Mon, 04 Feb 2013 02:02:52 GMT

I've lost 19lbs since Halloween and only three people irl have noticed (and I'm not including myself because I haven't even noticed) so I'm feeling yucky about it. Like I'm only 5'2", 19lbs should be like half my arm or more where has it all gone? idek

I've been crying every night almost about money problems because work is still awful but I haven't found a new job so I get like maybe 12 hours a week. My tax refund is taking too long. Resorted to selling shit on ebay. Now I'm having anxiety attacks about taking it to be mailed tomorrow because I hate the post office.

Tired of this life. I know school is the first step to not being a poor couple living paycheck to paycheck but I feel like it might never end. Every time a person talks about their new car, or vacations, or even just going shopping I'm like shut the fuck up I hate you. Money makes me so bitter and that makes me hate myself for it.

I'm also on my period so that's probably why I am being horrible. So.

Sales Post!

fawning — Sun, 22 Jul 2012 03:08:25 GMT

I am kind of in a financial emergency atm so I just want this stuff gone asap. I'm not looking to make a huge profit so most of this stuff is going to be very reasonably priced! Only 1 thing over $20! Stuff from Modcloth, Asos, F21, etc and in sizes S-XL.

I apologize for the lack of great quality photos. If you need measurements or pictures of any garments worn, just let me know.

Shipping is not included. Comment and I'll add that in to whatever you're interested in! Please pay via paypal as a gift to mintedtea@gmail.com.

Caramel Mid-Calf Boots - Old Navy - Size 8
Perfect condition, never worn outside, just to try on. Heel is about 2 inches. $20.

Loafer Flats - Mossimo - Size 8
Worn twice, perfect condition. Too narrow for my super wide feet. $10.

Granny Ankle Boots - Size 8 1/2
Never worn, perfect condition. Heel is 2 inches. $15.

Floral Sneakers - Target - Size 8
Worn once, no signs of wear. $8.

Floral Leggings - Size M/L
Never worn. Footless. $5

Bomber Jacket - Mossimo - Size S
Could fit up to a L. Perfect condition. Very soft faux leather. $15

Ruffle Jacket - F21 - Size M
This is from their limited edition Circus Line that came out several years ago. This thing is AWESOME. It has a ruffled hood, bust, and sleeves. And pockets! This looks amazing over dresses. The only imperfection is that the little pull on the zipper is broken, but the zipper itself works fine. Worn several times. Could fit up to a L. $15

Ribcage Tee - New York and Company - Size S
Worn a handful of times. No signs of wear, but the tag has been sharpied over. Super oversized, so this could fit up to a L/XL. $7

Sequin Accented Top - Forever 21 - Size M
Never worn. This is actually the back, to show the beaded strap. Could fit up to a L. The top is a basic boatneck. It's royal blue irl. $6

Black Sailor Dress - Forever 21 - Size L
Worn a handful of times, but in perfect condition. Very short, could definitely fit a M too. $10

Cream Lace and Tulle Dress - Size 11
This dress is stunning, but I have nowhere to wear it. Tulle and satin underneath, cream lace on top, with a satin waist tie. Has a small tear near the zipper, which is probably very simple to repair and is definitely covered by the waist tie when worn. $10.

Close up of tear:

Cat Dress - Modcloth - Size L
Never worn. Fits more like a M. Has pockets and a cute crocheted back. ~~$15~~
SOLD

Close up of print:

Teal Satin Dress - Bisou Bisou - Size 12
Worn once, perfect condition. Has a very subtle high-low hem. $15

Tea Party Dress - Asos - Size UK 16, US 12
This dress is so perfect :( I just NEVER have the chance to wear it and I need money more than I need it. It is incredibly soft, has a built in petticoat so it has lots of volume, a sweetheart neckline, and a heart cut out on the back. It can fit probably up to a US 14/16 as I'm a 12 and it's definitely big on me, especially in the bust, so it's definitely big boobie friendly. Worn once. Retails for $120, purchased for $70, asking $45.
SOLD

Striped Floral Top - Many Belles Down - Size L
This is better suited for a Medium. Never worn. $15
SOLD

Polka Dot Dress - Olsenboye - Size L
Again, could fit a Medium. Has a tie in the back. Fairly worn but no imperfections. $8

Green Ruffle Dress - BeBop - Size L
Shimmery green material. Has pockets! And a drawstring waist. Worn once. $10

Lace and Ruffle Dress - Xhileration - Size M
Could fit a size L too. Perfect condition, worn once. Super pretty and body con. $12

Red Velvet Dress - F21 - Size L
Could fit a medium. Perfect for fall. More of a burgundy than a true red. Never worn. $10

Short Floral Dress - F21 - Size M
This is VERY short! But adorable. Never worn. $8

Floral Bodycon Dress - Charlotte Russe - Size M
This is the back detail, the front is just like your normal bodycon tank dress. Never worn. $8

Knot Front Floral Dress - F21 - Size M
Adorable dress with a knotted detail that makes cleavage look AMAZING. I have worn this a few times but there are no signs of wear. $10

Fab.com

fawning — Mon, 19 Sep 2011 19:17:29 GMT

If anybody isn't signed up for fab.com and wants to sign up and get $10 credit, here's my invite link!

http://fab.com/5na7ev

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fawning — Tue, 30 May 2006 22:23:14 GMT

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