Discrete Lust

failuphie — Sat, 13 Sep 2008 06:26:19 GMT

MOONONTHEWATER @ LJ IS MY NEW ACC GAIS. I'LL ADD YOU ALL TOMORROW.

failuphie — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 22:36:49 GMT

HURRICANE IKE.

FUCK.

I'M SCREWED.

I'M MAKING MY NEW LJ LAYOUT ON MY OTHER NEW ACC. I'LL POST IT SOON~

failuphie — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 04:52:08 GMT

fuck you all. [BY YOU ALL I MEANT THE ONES THAT ARE STUPID ASSES. AKA NOT MY FRIENDS. ILLU GAIS.]
i'm getting a new lj. I'll add the people that count.
-___-

omg cons galore

failuphie — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 20:17:41 GMT

Okay so, I'm going to get a new LJ tonight, I'm 80% sure. I may just decide to keep this one until the FABULOUS PAID ACC TIME until october like.. I think it was 10th.
If I do, I'll add you.
Just look at my profile and you'll know.
It wont be friends only either, I'll be registered user's only. I may change it according to life. events. and my spamming.

Also, I'm probably going to start MMORPG-ing. So. Yeah. I may persuade you to get into it. You know my persuasive powers :O
jk. I suck.
Anyway, I'm sick right now, So I'm not going to be on much.

I'm currently downloading Mabinogi. So. Yeah.
I'm dgrayfag. I don't even whore d.gray-man but oh well. I was listening to 'gonna be'. fail.

Hopefully I'll find a good mmorpg soon. I don't even know if Mabinogi is soooo for all I know its 845 mb of failure.
yeah I know. Jesus. with my space restrictions I don't even know if its worth it.

hikaripop plays it so how can I go wrong?
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Just found out about 8 anime cons that I need to go to, here's the list.

http://www.oni-con.com/
November 21-23, 2008
They have 'chariots' as their musical guest. *A*
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http://www.yulecon.com/
December 5-7, 2008
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http://www.ikkicon.com/
Febuary 6-8, 2009
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http://www.kamikazecon.com/
April 10-12, 2009
-----------------THE IRONY-------------
http://animematsuri.com/index_flash.html
April 10-12, 2009
I'M OBVIOUSLY GOING TO ANIME MATSURI. LOOK AT THE WEB SITE *A*
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http://www.deltahcon.com/
April 20-26, 2009
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http://www.animix.org/
July 17-19, 2009
They have some musical guest that looks okay...
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http://shimakon.org/
October 2009.
Got fucking held off by the hurricane shit. wtf. It looks high-class too.
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Some of these look super crappy. Super-super crappy. Which is why I probably wont go to a few.

Banned from 4chan again, 14 days again.

failuphie — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 06:42:36 GMT

You have been banned from all boards for the following reason:

Porn in /a/

Your ban was filed on September 8th, 2008, and expires on September 22nd, 2008, which is 14 days from now.

WHAT. THE. FUCK.

ITS JUST PORN! WHY ALL BOARDS! WTFWTFWTFWTF. BAWWWWWW.
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IN OTHER NEWS. MY CAT WENT MISSING, THE ONE I'VE HAD SINCE I WAS 2. I'M PERFECTLY FINE, MY MOM IS LIKE FREAKING OUT.
HOPEFULLY HE'LL COME BACK HOME.

I THINK I'M GOING TO GET A NEW LJ BBS. IF I DO I'LL POST IT.

EDIT:
COMMENT SETTINGS ARE NOW TO REGISTERED USERS. I'M TIRED OF MY EMAIL GETTING SPAMMED, ANONS YOU NEED TO TRY SPAMMING MY SPAM ACC, THEIR ON MY 800+ FILLED MSN ACCOUNT.
NO. I'M NOT MAD. I JUST GOT DONE CLEANING MY EMAIL THOUGH AND I DON'T WANT IT TO GET RUINED :3
/EDIT

failuphie — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 06:38:02 GMT

TY bouncywild FOR COMMENTING. I LOL'D.
AND SHE REPLIED TO YOU NOT ME.

HOLY SHIT. ANYWAY. ANON'S YOU AMUSE ME. SRSLY.
I WOULDN'T GET OFFENDED, I PROMISE. SO KEEP COMMENTING. I ENJOY IT.

I NEED A NEW LJ.

ROFL.ROFL.ROFL.

failuphie — Fri, 05 Sep 2008 04:00:13 GMT

BTW:
MY JOURNAL IS NOT F-LOCKED SO YOU CAN POST ANON AND TELL ME SO I CAN COMPLIMENT YOU ON HOW SMART YOU ARE.

OKAY.
Whoever changed my icon I am very amused, I have no idea how you did it but damn, your good and I want to learn how to do so.
Just wait until I take over the internet. *sigh*

ROFL. THAT ISNT YOKO. I FORGOT THAT DUDES NAME. DAMN.
lulz how long has it been there people seriously, I just noticed.

ANYWAY YEAH NOTHING HAS HAPPENED WITH MY LIFE IT IS UNEVENTFUL AS ALWAYS SO LETS JUST SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN I GUESS.
WHICH IS NOTHING.

GETGETGET

failuphie — Thu, 04 Sep 2008 05:02:35 GMT

WHO'S THE

MOTHER FUCKER

NOW?!

BTW: IM THE CORY THAT COMMENTED ONE SECOND LATER. BAWWWW.
http://zip.4chan.org/a/res/14444444.html

FUCK THEY DELETED IT ALREADY.
WELL POO.

hay

failuphie — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 18:20:17 GMT

omg I'm going to go do a friend meme soon so I can get moar friends cos I totally lack them right now. ;_;

The khr doujin-game 'altor' is like the best thing ever.
ever.
ever.
ever.
The art is amazing as amazing gets omg.
I'm going to be on it for as long as possible kthnx.

You should download it omg.
http://www.mysie.net/circle/altor/chi_index.html

I'll scan and reply to comments in a sec after I whore gokudera omg.

Animefest half as update until tomorrow.

failuphie — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 02:36:10 GMT

I'M HOEM!

An update to let you know that I didn't die in hurricane gustov.

Actually I just got back from animefest, the last day, I cry.

OMG CAT KID. I AM A GOOD ONE I AM. IF YOU HAVE AN LJ I WILL WHORE IT.

anyway yeah, Animehell is the best event of course. I'm tired as fuck because it went on from 11-3 and before that was the cosplay contest which I'll update about after I upload the videos.

I got like ten cure magazines and a few shoxx ones or whatever thier called, I'll update about them later.

Also, Hobo pheenie/electronic guy call me plz.

sleep tiem nao.

=edit=
EVERYONE'S GONE TO THE DARKSIDE OH NOE.
AT LEAST I HAVE MIZU!!!!11111
FUCKING HELL GET BACK ONLINE OR I'LL KICK YOUR ASS.
just jk bb.
KARSON TOO AND SHE ROCKS KTHNX.
DONT TRY AND DENY IT.
ROFL I WAS GOING TO/MIGHT HAVE A COOL PARTY FOR GETTING BACK ON 4CHAN TOMORROW.
=/edit=

OKAY I NEED A RENAME TOKEN. WHAT CAN I DO TO GET SOMEONE TO BUY ONE FOR ME.

:D

failuphie — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:04:56 GMT

REAL POST NAO.
OMG. WTF LJ ITS ALL WIERD.

SO. MY COREY ACCOUNT IS SPELLED WRONG. BUT I MADE ANOTHER CORY ONE BEFORE IT AND I THOUGH T SPELLED IT WRONG SO BAWWW.

I'M GOING TO ANIMEFEST TOMORROW.
SHOULD I ASK MY MOM TO BUY ME DOUJINSHI?
LOLOLOLOLOL.
IS IT WORTH THE INNER PAIN?

[SINCE I'M NOT 18]

You're

failuphie — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:17:01 GMT

rofl. I hope I'm not affiliated with the random_row mod post.
Its not my fault none of my characters are suited for half-ass insults.
I guess I'll have to start commenting as Kyon.
SO YOU ALL KNOW. I'M KYON.
=A=
Anywayy.
I couldn't get online last night because of my fucking brother who got online after I left for the store, after I told Aniki that I'd get back in like 20-30 minutes. So I was like. POO.

I just watched project runway and shear genius. omg. dee. I hate you so much.

Also, I took one of my mom's pills so, god damn, I was out like a fuckin light. Seriously those things kill your brain, and if you don't sleep they make you're head hurt.
YOU'RE.
anyhow you guys make me feel too popular, which I'm not, so blah.
I'll check friend pages soon. I'm just going to go sleep some more.

fucking ouch

failuphie — Tue, 26 Aug 2008 18:39:03 GMT

I got five fillings, and that's only one side. Yeah. And.
I got a root canal as well.
They drill down into the roots and remove all of the decay and live nerves.
And, it is very painful.
Also, I'm getting a new crown for it too.
They were suppose to give me pain medication after treatment but they didn't because somehow they considered me a kid.

My teeth feel like they're dieing and that they are slowly murdering my jaw, but I can't feel my lip, chin, right cheek, or half of my tongue.
I'm afraid to chew at all so I'm not going to eat. Also, they feel like sand paper, and I think I've chipped them a little.
My teeth are actually very white believe it or not =A=

It costs 6,000 dollars to get my teeth done with the root canal and all of the fillings, not including future visits.

I'm an otaku, I don't have time to bush my teeth

Orthodontist =A=

failuphie — Tue, 26 Aug 2008 03:43:28 GMT

IM GOING TO THE DENTIST TOMORROW AT 6. I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 4.
WHICH MEANS I CANT GET ONLINE. I CRY.
I'LL GET ONLINE AFTER I GET BACK FROM THE WORST PAIN OF MY LIFE.
I HAVE LIKE EIGHT CAVITIES SOOOO...
AND NOT TO MENTION THE SMALL HOLE I CAN PRETTY MUCH STICK MY TONGUE INTO.

THE POST IS STILL THERE. OMG.
http://community.livejournal.com/cg_media/106535.html
ANIKI ILU I'LL GET ON SOON. A FEW HOURS TO GO.

I'M GOING TO BED NOW.
OMG ITS ONLY 11.
TAT

I. MISSED. IT.

failuphie — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:21:50 GMT

Oh my god wtf.
My dad brought our computer to a stupid ass place that's suppose to 'clean' your computer want whatnot, you know. whatever.
Best Buy.
OHHH MY GOD.
HE DID IT ON SATURDAY TOO, SO I MISSED CODE GEASS.
I MISSED IT.
SO. I'M ON HIS LAPTOP.
AND WE'RE GETTING OUR COMPUTER BACK ON WEDNESDAY.
WEDNESDAY.
WEDNESDAY.
WEDNESDAY.
I. AM. NOT. AMUSED.
*WILL REPLY TO THE REST OF THE COMMENTS TOMORROW OR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE*
*DIES TO DEATH*

failuphie — Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:07:24 GMT

I already quit.
I may start again someday.

[deleted comments too]

failuphie — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 13:51:39 GMT

Lulz. Since I'm not a whore, I'm still keeping my journal from being friends-only, because,sundrencheddays is a zoruru-victim and decided to spam me, I lol'd because she/he is spending time on me for no reason.
I also lol'd cos it was like the first time I've been spammed in a while.
I know I'm getting played, badly, but, I'm having fun, so I could care less.
OH WELL.
I'm going to projekt revolution tomorrow, in dallas, so if your going, -_-b
Hrrrrm I'm also going to go shopping for some major goth-clothes for the animefest and if I get them soon enough the projekt revolution.
So I can die to death like I did at the warped tour.
Maybe I can get one of those cool umbrella-hats.
Or a poncho.
Nevertheless, I'm going, and on the 30th I'm going to go to the animefest.
Well, The 30 is an almost, I may just go the days after to those.
On the 30th Nastia Liukin is going to be having a welcome home parade and I'm going to go. =w=
After that I'll go to the animefest.
Oh all the events.

Now sundrencheddays, comment on my post, come on now.
Soon I'll make my journal Friends only. *sigh*

btw:
Welcome karrupin to my f-list and to my Spamming team of doom.
Which is now what it is called and well. It needed a name.
Its fabulous if I do say so myself.

want a layout for the fuck of it?

failuphie — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 18:24:54 GMT

Yo.
So I have nothing to talk about without doing 4chan.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I'll just work on a new layout so there.
Does anyone want my old one?
Or a new one for that matter, I'm bored and I make them for no reason.

EDIT:
I AM SICK DAMMIT FUCKING HELL. AND I PROBABLY HAVE THE FLU.
ALSO, MY DAD TRIED TO DO MY HENTAI GAME TODAY, BUT ITS ALL IN JAPANESE SO HE DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DO THE THING.
I WAS LIKE. *THANK GOD*
HE'S LIKE. "YOU KNOW YOU HAVE AN ALL JAPANESE PROGRAM ON HERE"
IM LIKE. "YEAH"
/EDIT

ZORURU YOU ASS.

WELL SHIT

failuphie — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 07:45:52 GMT

You have been banned from all boards for the following reason:

stupid /b/ shit in /a/

also posting personal information (email address)

Your ban was filed on August 19th, 2008, and expires on September 2nd, 2008, which is 14 days from now.

The name you were posting with was zoruru@art-mafia.net.

THANKS A LOT ZORURU, YOUR EMAIL GOT ME BANNED.

EDIT:
Your appeal was reviewed and denied. You may not appeal this ban again.
ALL I SAID WAS "WHY ALL BOARDS?!? D:" I GUESS THEY HAVE NO HEARTS.
/EDIT

RAGEEEEE

ROLO'S DEAD. LETS CELEBRATE.

failuphie — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 09:05:36 GMT

THRUSTTHRUSTTHRUST

ALSO:
CONGRAT ME ON FINALLY BUYING ME AND ANIKI NAME TOKENS.
NOW WHAT SHOULD I NAME MYSELF? TAT

MICHAEL ILOVEYOUSOMUCHOMGOMGOMGOMG

failuphie — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 04:01:18 GMT

8
HE TEARED UP I SAW IT I SAW IT I SAW IT I SAW IT.
I. SAW. IT.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

OH, DEAR GOD.

HUHHUH.WHUTNAO.

failuphie — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 11:39:35 GMT

Shortpost.
I got my moms credit card.
I can buy something I reckon.
BUT WHUT.
HUH. ANIKI. HUH. WHUT.

I COULD BUY PORN.
NAMETOKENS.
ANIME.
COSPLAY OUTFIT.
THE WORLD IS UNDER MY COMMAND. BWAHA.

I JUST DOWNED ALMOST HALF A GALLON OF FUCKING MILK AND CEREAL.

hentai nao?

failuphie — Fri, 15 Aug 2008 05:59:21 GMT

MIZU. I'LL ADD THE VIDEO NEXT POST. THIS ONES TOO BIG DX

I am bored to death. Nobody will get on MSN. Mizu.
Oh well. I'll just play this one new hentai game.
Yo. Seriously. I swam like fuck today.
My dad was like. "So your going to start stalking Michael Phelps now?"
I'm like. "urrrm no" >D
Also. Everyone get an http://www.ameba.jp/
Its ten times cooler then myspace. I don't care if you don't speak Japanese, I'll add you anyway.
Lots of people speak English anyway.
Use.. a.. Japanese dictionary or something.
They have pictures, so its easier.
You can ask for mine if you want.

My mom wanted to pawn my DS and all the games today.
My brother's too. He's like "I don't love her anymore"
I was like. LOLOLOLOL
I got really pissed and somehow made her feel bad, so she didn't.
Or maybe for other reasons. The latter I bet.

phew. I'll check f-pages too if I have time.

EDIT:
MARI DID AN MEME SO IMA GONNA DO IT TOO.

♥ People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
♥ Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Take if you want >>

1. How has LJ changed your life?
My life would be a pit if I didn't have LJ, I'd have no friends and I'd be a little troll in my cave of a house.

2. What do you do before bedtime?
erm. personal things then, LJ, a hentai game if I have it.
I don't do anything that has any meaning if that's what your asking.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
It will be much like bam margera's wedding.
I'll wear black, the place will be Victorian.
Teru will be dressed up very nicely. He'll have a little tummy-less tux.
~~No telling what the honeymoon would be like >D~~

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
I wouldn't even know. Of my dreams?
I don't think a city has that much value to me.
Somewhere pretty, like Tokyo, but without the busyness.
I almost think that a place far away would be nice.
Like, Scotland.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Introvert.
Most of my life is like that, but online I can be extremely extroverted.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.
For me that would be better then anything, I cant really imagine it but I bet its pretty rad.

7. Do you trust easily?
Depends.
Online I do.
Otherwise no.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
WELL.
Since I have no men around me, I have band members. So. Erm.
Even if I did care, I wouldn't have a choice, regardless, I don't.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
My Mom.
Zoruru.
My Brother.
Bob that's broadcasting the Olympics. He freaks out about Michael Phelps.

10. What is your best quality?
I'd say my wit. Its all I have. If any really, I think that I do have enough and its raising. I'm not really arrogant but I am cocky. If there's something I'm set on I'll get it. I don't really care about feelings so I can pretty much go as long as I need to or want.

11. Is being tagged fun?
Not really. Tagging is fucking stupid because I never see the person that tagged me, You have to ask me not just post it on your journal.

12. How do you see yourself?
An ugly person who really doesn't have a life.
I disappoint people.
Its like, I'll be horrid just because its all I have left.
I get joy from people's misery.
I don't really find my family to be that much of value compared to others, so my family must not think highly of me.
That I already know really, I'm a failure already, I'm only 14 but I've done enough. Actually its haven't done enough that's the problem.
I make people feel really depressed, Mostly my dad, I'm failing so much as a daughter. I don't do normal things like normal people, or normal daughters. I eat too much thus I'm not very athletic. I'm not very smart and embarrass myself all the time.
I pity myself sometimes, which I hate, but I do. I probably want people to pity me. I've always wanted to tell my story. I don't know if its because I want pity or not. Either way it makes me sick. I pity about my past, which is stupid. I think about the bad and I'm a fag like that. It makes me think I somehow had a really bad life, which I did, but it was when I was younger, and people say to 'forget the past' but I cant seem to accomplish that. I always think that people have had it worse then me, but that doesn't help me feel any differently.
I think that I really need to get on with my life but I don't know how. I want help but I don't want help. I need help but I don't know how to do that. I don't have anyone that I can really trust like that.
I have problems with showing weakness, I don't cry a lot, especially in front of people. That I just don't do. If I do my eyes turn blood-shot red from lack of.
I don't like being touched by my family. Well. My Mom.
I'm not sensitive to people's feelings. I'm only sensitive about some things.
To sum it all up I'm pretty ugly all together. A pretty ugly person.

You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do

~~WHY DID I EVEN HEAR THIS SONG. IM SUCH A FAG. DAMN YOU VH1~~
It was perfect until the 'like you do'. I've yet to complete that part.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
I don't even know anymore. I haven't talked to any of my friends since a few month's ago. My parents are borderline. I don't really know.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Mari didn't tag me but she did it so booyah. she's so cool :D

15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
I'd like to be single and poor. If I was rich I'd be a monstrosity.
I'd turn into a rich snob, or more so then I am right now.
I'd also probably hate myself a hundred times worse. I'd rather be homeless and have some bohemian friends then be rich and alone.

6. How many children do you want to have, if any?
none. and if I ever do on accident, one. then, its like hell.
NO.

17. What's better to give or to receive?
I like to give. But I don't like the awkwardness.
I don't know if its of value to the receiver really, because I can fake it all the time.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
How the shit would you know the outcome if you haven't. You would need to know who the two people are.

19: Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?
Fuck yes. Sounds gross right? Well. I would.

20: What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender?
I wouldn't know. My dad was set on a female daughter. And he was set on Elise. I'm not sure exactly why. But I'm happy its my name.</div>

ZORURU IS A FAG

failuphie — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 06:03:05 GMT

EDIT.
http://orz.4chan.org/y/res/517088.html
/EDIT

ZORURU'S CROTCH IS A FAG AND SO IS HE.
SPAM HIM ANON. I'LL FUCKING LOVE YOU FOREVER.
AND I MEAN IT.
D<
~~IF YOU DONT I WONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE.~~
AND I HAVE MY WAYS.
ALSO. POST ON HIS NEWER POST. NOT HIS CONTACT POST. THATS JUST LIKE BEING A FAG TOO.

Its like politics but worse for you guys isn't it....

failuphie — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 06:03:24 GMT

I've been watching the Olympics since the opening ceremony. I'm not joking. I didn't sleep last night, and I haven't slept in about 30-sum hours. I'm not going to sleep tonight either.
*MUST SEE MICHAEL PHELPPPSSS*
If he doesn't get the record this year, Ima beat some ass.

For those of you who are ~~apparently inept~~ not informed:
The deal is, that if he wins 8 Gold Medals, he'll break Mark Spitz's record for 'Most gold medals won in a single Olympic Games'.
In the last Olympic Games in Greece he got seven, thus, he didn't get enough to break the record. This year I'm sure he'll get it.
They say that he'll be the best athlete on earth. I'm like. *drools//dies*
He's like a fucking fish, and, his teeth aren't that fucked up anymore. So I'm like. Yay.

"Michael Phelps isn't just living up to his ridiculously high expectations. He's exceeding them.
After setting an Olympic record on his first dive into the Beijing Olympics pool, Phelps lowered his own world record in the 400-meter individual medley by a whopping 1.41 seconds to easily win the first of his hoped-for eight gold medals. And this was supposed to be his weakest event."

Just think about it, 400 meters in 4:03? I think I would have done, uh lets see, one. =A=
Nonetheless, I'll kick ass, Not like the Japanese play volleyball, no, like the German swim.
Because the Japanese are fucking brain-dead when they play volleyball. I'm sitting there like. =A=
Because yes, I don't root for the US, besides in swimming... Actually, besides Michael.
I hate the United States. :/
Don't criticize me about it either, I'm dead set.
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All I've had to eat and drink is like, twenty pop-ice's because they keep me awake and four monster energy drinks.
My body feels like shit and my stomach is killing me. I sometimes start to shake and I cant stop it.

I'll keep updated. Most of my friends could care less about these things, but, I don't really care. I try to stay at least a little aware, as far as the world is these days, at least.

AUG. 10 EDIT.
*IS SPEECHLESS ABOUT 400 FREESTYLE RELAY.*
8- 100TH'S OF A SECOND.
*iz dead*
I cant lie, I was hyperventilating.
It was probably the best relay ever, ever, ever, ever.
NAO. THANKS TO LEZAK. MICHAEL CAN REACH HIS GOAL.
OH THE EMOTION.

I'm going to start sleeping 3 hours per day, kthx.
4-7pm.

AUG. 11 EDIT.
Michael won again. This post will end nao. new post.