the mouth moves faster than the mind & oddly placed karma
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Bondage·A·Go·Go
5:09 AM 10/4/06 · As I mentioned before, while I was sick my libido disappeared completely. It was an odd change, though not unusual for anytime I get really feverish; biochemistry goes all sorts of wonky. On the plus side my sex addiction went completely away with it. Though as I got better both my libido and gradually the NEED returned. Even though I'm not sick anymore I've still got some crud in me that's just stubbornly hanging on.
So, getting better aside, I also have often found
Pixie to be very appealing. Unavailable, she's been happily attached the entire time I've known her, but still anytime I see her I get this really huge grin on my face; can't seem to help it. That's not a bad thing but still. I've only ever seen her at performances for Cuir·Bleu and at BAGG; may've worked on her once but nothing that intense or serious. So, about a year or so back, at the club, when I was feeling low she took some time to try and cheer me up. Somewhere during that was a bit on if life were fair or you can't always get what you want or something like that and I let slip that if it were fair or if I could get what I wanted she'd be wrapped in my blankets...
...not entirely sure why I said it. I did mean it but I never meant to say it.Pixie took it okay, mild little doubletake but shook it off fast.
There's been no mention of it since and, so far as I can tell, it's not put any dents in our association...limited though it be.
On the way into work this past Tuesday I was sorting around my playlists and incorporating some of the newer stuff I'd uploaded to the player into some of my already existing lists when I got to Sex Toy, one of my favorite of Cuir·Bleu's songs. This particular version (remastered) is especially good and easy to zone to. Sex Toy hasPixie more than less telling the listener, and offering suggestions, of what they can do with/to her as their sex toy. Completely randomly I remembered everything I just mentioned above regarding her and it just kinda mixed in with the stuff I mentioned above that.
So not helping!
5:09 AM 10/4/06 · As I mentioned before, while I was sick my libido disappeared completely. It was an odd change, though not unusual for anytime I get really feverish; biochemistry goes all sorts of wonky. On the plus side my sex addiction went completely away with it. Though as I got better both my libido and gradually the NEED returned. Even though I'm not sick anymore I've still got some crud in me that's just stubbornly hanging on.
So, getting better aside, I also have often found
...not entirely sure why I said it. I did mean it but I never meant to say it.
There's been no mention of it since and, so far as I can tell, it's not put any dents in our association...limited though it be.
On the way into work this past Tuesday I was sorting around my playlists and incorporating some of the newer stuff I'd uploaded to the player into some of my already existing lists when I got to Sex Toy, one of my favorite of Cuir·Bleu's songs. This particular version (remastered) is especially good and easy to zone to. Sex Toy has
So not helping!