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[23 Oct 2007|02:12am]
すごいい〜〜〜〜
ラルクの新たなX-Masシングル "Hurry Xmas" はすごよかったよ!!
またhydeさんに愛しちゃうかも〜
もちろんそんなことあり得ないよ ^_^
でも聞いたとき、ドキドキしてるんだ。でも今ならあまりリーズム覚えてない、ただラルクらしくないと思う。
また、来週の月曜日ラルクたちが会えるよ〜 Music Japan 見に行くから。。。
tetsu~ 待ってね。。。
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[04 Oct 2007|02:49pm]
Mental note to self: Sun rises at 5am in Japan, during Autumn. Need to try and remember what time the sun sets, so I can get home before that...anyone knows?
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[17 Sep 2007|11:18pm]
This is what I call an almost perfect song...? Since the best is always yet to be. This song is seriously brilliant though. So many layers!!

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[12 Sep 2007|05:15pm]
Haven't eaten anything the whole of today btw. other than a small piece of Otah and some crackers...I think it's becoming a habit these past few days. Really should try to change it >_
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[12 Sep 2007|04:58pm]
Woke up at 12:30am today, after being repeatedly woken up by my maid since 12pm. I told her that if I hadn't waken by 12:30am, she could just come into my room and slap me to wake me up...so when she came in, I immediately got up and said, "Ok, I'm up, no reason for you to slap me now..." Not like she'd really slap me anyway...if it was my brother, that would be a totally different matter. He threw a textbook on my stomach the last time just to wake me up. When I reminded him about it the other day, he said he'd completely forgot. >_<

Had a dream about Tetsu again I think...vaguely remember something about a friend (who I thought barely knew L'arc) jamming to the song, and me scolding? her because she didn't appreciate the song but was just jamming to it due to there being Japanese lyrics? Really strange dream, don't really think I'm like that in real life though...

So anyway, after bathing, went to school to meet Yea Tian so that I could crash her lecture. I passed by her without noticing her sitting at the cafe just beside the lecture (because we had agreed to meet outside) and then called her, and felt stupid >_< They were discussing Space Battleship Yamato and Mobile Gundam during the lecture, but I was just doing other things (ie. surfing) the whole time. Mobile Gundam Igloo looks interesting, its graphics seem to be a worthy adversary of FF7:AC...

Met Roger just as we were leaving the lecture (because he takes the same module as Yea Tian, said module being Japanese Post War Film and Anime), and then Siew Koon just outside the lecture. Tried to get her and Yea Tian to watch Aura No Izumi (the one where Tetsu appears on the verge of tears as he gets his fortune told to him), but Yea Tian said she was talking to Wei Wen (another friend we met outside the lecture theatre), so yeah...guess I was being a bit inconsiderate there too?

After my laptop's battery died, we moved back into the vacant lecture theatre which had cleared out since Yea Tian's module ended and noone seemed interested in watching Aura No Izumi anyway, so now I'm just in a corner doing my own business, typing out my journal entry ^_^ At this moment in time, Siew Koon is whipping out pieces of Otah, and eating them in front of the "eating not permitted" sign. She has subsequently gone to eat just behind the security camera so that noone can see her eating. Of course, I'm sure the security doesn't really care...but...>_
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[29 Jul 2007|11:02pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Just dropping in to post this video.



Great song, and I know a lot of young/old/aging/dead women lust overlove Alan Rickman, but doesn't this look like paedophilia to you? xD It's quite funny watching it, actually...although I really do respect Alan as an actor. He's really good at expressing himself through his body language.

An interesting thing to note is that Alan once played a character who slept with a 16 year old... I haven't actually watched the film, but although it sounds disturbing, I'm sure if it's Alan, it must have been very tastefully done ^_^

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Play! A video game symphony concert [17 Jun 2007|01:37pm]
Right, so it's been two days since I last went to Play!, a video game symphony concert [Asia premiere, Singapore] which was held on Friday and Saturday (15th and 16th June). I went for the Friday one. Here's a list of the songs they played, in chronological order.

1) PLAY! A Video Game Symphony (Fanfare) by Nobuo Uematsu
2) Super Mario Bros (Suite) by Koji Kondo
3) Shenmue and Shenmue II (Sedge Tree) by Takenobu Mitsuyoshi
*4) Lost Odyssey (Main Theme) by Nobuo Uematsu
5) Sonic the Hedgehog (Suite) by Masato Nakamura
*6) Metal Gear Solid (Main Theme) by Tappy Iwase and Kazuki Muraoka
7) Blue Dragon (Main Theme) by Nobuo Uematsu [game not yet released]
8) Kingdom Hearts (Suite) by Yoko Shimomura
*9) Final Fantasy VI (Dancing Mad) by Nobuo Uematsu [produced specially for Play!]
10) Daytona USA by Takenobu Mitsuyoshi [also him singing and on the paino]
*11) The Elder Scrolls IV:Oblivion (Suite) by Jeremy Soule
12) Chrono Trigger and Chrono Cross (Suite) by Yasunori Mitsuda
*13) World of Warcraft (Suite) by Jason Hayes
*14) Halo (Suite) by Martin O'Donnell and Michael Salvatori
*15) Castlevania (Suite) by Michiru Yamana [Fantastic, spectacular, amazing composer]
16) The Legend of Zelda (Suite) by Koji Kondo
*17) Final Fantasy VII (One-Winged Angel) by Nobuo Uematsu
18) Shinobi (Suite) by ?? [This was the encore, secret song not listed in the program booklet]
->* denotes "with chorus"

They put One Winged Angel all the way at the end, can you believe it? Haha, good tactic to keep people in the concert hall from the start to the end though. I really do think that video game music is really spectacular; amongst all the pieces I heard that night, other than obviously One-Winged Angel, I was particularly impressed with Castlevania. It's really amazing how they blend the sounds of the drum set with that of the orchestra. I wonder whether I'll ever be able to do anything like that. And think of how old will I be, if I do actually accomplish such a feat! All these composers start when they're like 12? Well, they're introduced to music then, and I can still barely play the piano >_<

The composer for Shenmue and Daytona USA was there too, and he sung a song which he composed for Daytona USA. The name of the song is "Let's go away", and he cracked a lame joke about that, by saying "But don't go away!" >_< His voice is not too good, but you can tell that he really tried his best, he's really enthusiastic. I didn't mention this earlier, but when he appeared on stage, he was carrying a Sonic: The Hedgehog Plushie which he later threw into the crowd. No chance of me getting it, because I was sitting on the highest tier...the person seated beside me was really excited about that bit though...I really like his composition for Shenmue though it appeared to me like an eroge. The climatic bits of the piece are really good. Oh! The music composer for Shinobi was there too!! There was an autograph session at the end of the show, which I didn't stay for because my friend couldn't stay. Well, if Nobuo was there, I would have made her stay no matter what, but he wasn't so...

The whole stage was set up so that there were three screens just above the orchestra area, where they would flash scenes from the game during the performance; or just zoom in on the solo parts during performance. The organ player was really good btw. These screen were also used to flash out small video segments which were specially recorded for the audience. My friend who was with me that night told me how during her harmonica performances for video game songs, they would also flash the game on the screen but they would have an actual person playing the game, so that the character would die at the end of the song >_<

Nearing intermission time, just before they played one of Nobuo's piece, they showed a small video where Nobuo addressed us; just a few lines like "Welcome to Play" that sort of thing, but it still managed to rouse the audience I think? Well, it's Nobuo after all!!

On a side note, World of Warcraft is really different from how I imagined it to be, but the last time I played it was approximately ten years ago, so...

The conductor, Arnie Roth, was behaving strangely though, because at the end, he went to the conductor's stand and then exited several times, and with his every entrance, the audience was expecting him to maybe have an encore, which he didn't. Because he already had an encore before these several entrances and exits he made. A good way to hold the audience in anticipation for the next concert?

After the performance, I did something rather like what Konata-chan from Lucky star would do. In the program booklets which they placed at the entrance to the concert hall were included forms for a lucky draw where the grand prize was a Blue Dragon XBox. When we left the concert hall area, just before we exited, I took a whole bunch of these forms, filled them in and put them in the box. Haha >_< It didn't say multiple entries were not allowed so...but, unlike Konata, I placed them in the same box >_< For those who haven't already, go watch Lucky Star, it's a really cute anime and I bet that you will find traits of yourself in either one of the characters. I'll give you anything you want if you don't. But then, you'll just be lying to yourself.

By the way, for those reading this, I would like to open up a debate: Why do you think music composers are more renowned than the game creators? For example, you can tell me Nobuo Uematsu was the composer for One-Winged Angel, but I bet you can't tell me who created Sephiroth right? Why is that? >_<

Ending this entry, I would just like to mention that the NUS Choir rocks ^_^ They didn't disappoint with ther rendition of one-winged angel. I almost cried...well, it's the song just before Sephiroth dies after all!! Also, the immense power of the song when you watch it live... I just wished more songs from the FF series could have been performed...I leave you with a video from Play! in 2006, since I did not have anything that could be used to record music on me on that day. >_< ((Btw. they played a lot more FF songs for the 2006 concert...unfair >_<))



And this is a video from the 2007 concert, the music is from Super Mario Bros, and you can get a feel of how the screens look like from this one
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Look~ Hyde looks like himself...and Ayumi! Hahaha...everyone looks like Ayumi >_ [08 Jun 2007|12:26am]
Because I just needed to do this after I saw it in Shaoyang's entry.



...And then sometimes he doesn't, and he only resembles females...of course, he is THE androgynous male after all



Does Ayumi have a versatile face or does everyone choose to follow Ayumi's looks? I think the former is more likely...

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Babies are adorable, when they're not spoilt. [04 Jun 2007|11:18pm]
How a typical conversation with my little baby cousin over the phone usually goes when she's up there in her own house and wanting to come to mine. (She usually stays with me, but occasionally goes home when the situation calls for it ie, when her mother feels like it)

Me: Do you like (insert brother's name)?
Baby Cousin: Yes...
Me: Do you like your mother?
Baby Cousin: Yes...
Me: Do you like my house?
Baby cousin: Yes...
Me: Do you like your house?
Baby Cousin: Ye--oh, no, no, no, no....

Did I mention she was racist? She went down to the playground and went towards the Indian boys who were speaking Tamil downstairs, and started muttering jibberish >_< Also, she refuses to play downstairs because there are "ghosts", and when asked who these "ghosts" were, she pointed at the Indian boys >_<
I need to train my baby cousin better >_<

On another note, I have taught her well in the sense that she now knows how to sing partially the chorus for one of Hyde's songs!~ Namely, Made in Heaven She just suddenly started singing it one day when my maid was lulling her to sleep. The part she knows how to sing?

"I want your blood, give it to me~" (repeat continuously, followed by) "Come drink my blood~"

^_^

What am I teaching young children? >_< I think I'll teach her how to sing The Cape of Storms next! ^_^

Oh, and most exciting news, my application for the student exchange program got accepted!~ I'm going to Japan in September for 10 months~~ Yay!! ^_^ I'll be all alone though, so people come visit me when you can alright? ^_^
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[11 Mar 2007|03:31am]
Ok, I so cannot watch One Litre of Tears. I just watched Kagen no Tsuki and cried all the way from beginning to end, and even had a part when I couldn't breathe. I seriously cannot watch One Litre of Tears, I really might die from lack of oxygen. >_
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[07 Mar 2007|01:17am]


I want to be able to touch people like that too. With my plays of course. I can't sing, but maybe one day I'll venture into that path.(?) The thing is...I never finish my plays >_< Maybe I should go back and finish some of them...
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[24 Feb 2007|12:04am]


Not like I've seen him...but I still miss him.
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[15 Feb 2007|09:39pm]
Trust me to not read instructions. What was originally a 2 week long cough and cold has now turned into gastric pain and this urge to vomit. I hope I don't though, I hate vomitting...anything but. The doctor gave me antibiotics that I was supposed to take with food, but me being me thought that was it ok to take it without food as well...and now look what happened. Diarrohoea 4 times in a day, this horrible upset feeling in my stomach...I juat came back from another doctor who told me it was gastric and that the antibiotics I had been given was quite strong. Damn it~ >_
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[29 Dec 2006|04:07pm]
'Please understand my justice...'

After having watched the sequel to the first DeathNote movie, I really do think manga artists will make really good playwrights, hmm...well for the screen at least, I'm not too sure about the stage but seriously. Wow~ both the director and the playwright win hands down in the recent DeathNote Movie, and the actors though not good actors, are great actors. (ie. they don't really immerse themselves totally in the role, you can see involuntary signs of bits of themselves here and there) I think I agree partially with what was said about me, that I was watching DeathNote because of Fujiwara, and that's true, but I still notice other things like dialogue and script, the directing etc. After all, I do want to work in theatre and eventually for the screen, you know?
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[18 Dec 2006|12:05am]
It's Christmas time so I took this meme from shaoyang_...

On the twelfth day of Christmas, evangilist sent to me...
Twelve legowens drumming
Eleven fatsouls piping
Ten bleach_fanarts a-leaping
Nine witches dancing
Eight chaos a-milking
Seven kos-mos a-swimming
Six movies a-laying
Five aeri-i-i-is
Four wizards
Three elves
Two jason issacs
...and an albedo in an english history.
Get your own Twelve Days:


9 witches dancing? Haha, sounds like fun...The Yule Ball! I want Hermione to dance for me ^_^
Chaos milking? Milking what I wonder...
Kos-Mos swimming?? Haha, I've already seen her done that, but 7 of her swimming? That would be better for those Otaku guys...
6 movies? Great!! Bring me to Death Note 2 3 times (and you can choose the other shows), seeing Fujiwara is the best Christmas present ever! ^_^
5 Aeris??!! That's ok...I know I miss her, but I don't need so many of her either. >_<
4 wizards? Namely...? If I could choose, I would like Lucius Malfoy, Severus Snape, Gandalf and Tom Marvolo Riddle please...thanks!
3 elves? Hmm...Legolas? Eargh...Anyone will do, but Legolas, thanks! ^_^
2 Jason Issacs???? 2 Jason Issacs??? I love this meme!!! xD
Albedo in English History? Haha, his written records would probably state that he was the most deliciously insane man who ever lived ^_^
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[12 Dec 2006|02:02am]
I would like to learn to live for myself, not for others. I often see how others have friends who are so close to them and I really envy them, because somehow, I don't feel like I'm close to any of my friends. It's not that I don't try, I do try my best to get close to them. Yet when they leave my sphere of vision, the relationship just disappears. I think it's mainly because of my personality...I keep thinking that people should like me for who I am, that I should just remain the way I am so that I can sort out who my true friends are, but is that not a selfish way of thinking? There are so many bad traits that I have, that if I don't sort them out, who will? By thinking that I should remain the way I am so that I can sort out my true friends, I'm really being an escapist. Not in the sense that I don't admit my faults, but I'm reluctant to change them.

The first thing I need to change is my mentality. I need to be stronger so that I'm not used by people anymore. I need to stop acting deranged and obsessed, otherwise strangers who only know me for the first time will be put off. I need to...well, for now, just one step at a time. First, I'll try to build up my self-confidence and I need to do it alone. Not because I have no friends who will help me, I know they will if I only ask, but because even if they try and help me, I'll only listen without actually understanding what they are telling me. I need to find this confidence for myself, within myself. I feel better already.
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[02 Dec 2006|11:51am]
I don't like the latest episode of the Jigoku Shoujo Drama for a number of reasons.

1) Kazuki appears for only a few seconds just to look angry and subsequently smile.
2) There is no proper linking sequence between the person disappearing and him being ferried to hell.
3) I absolutely do not like how Tsugumi and her father are portrayed. I imagined him to be more charming and her to be more cute.
4) Where is my "Ippen Shinde Miru?"
5) The laughter from the villain was so fake...people usually don't laugh like that, do they?

At this rate, I'll probably only continue watching because I want to look out for Kazuki, who has so little screen time >_
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[30 Nov 2006|07:31am]
If I were you...

I would stop coming online.
I would be studying for my JS1101E exam.
I would ensure that I could go to Japan for SEP.
I would be looking forward to my birthday.
I would focus on studying rather than playing.
I would sleep early so that I'm not too tired for my exams.

Too bad then that I'm you, huh? All those 'would's...I'm really not getting anything accomplished am I? >_
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[11 Nov 2006|11:15pm]
Had a very strange nightmare just now, I don't really know what it's about though...in my nightmare, I just went around the house saying "Take it down...take it down..." and I was making this funny hand sweeping motion and looking at the windows, but all I could see was pitch darkness, I couldn't see the ghosts. >_< Yet, I knew they were there...My gosh, all I can say is I'm happy I woke up from that. I'm still feeling a bit spooked after that nightmare though...I hate nightmares >_
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[08 Nov 2006|10:42am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Another random ramble...

Every time I look at Kazuki, I feel so pained. I don't even know how or when I started liking him, I think it was when I watched his live gig, well before that...I was kinda nonchalent, liking him, not as much as Shirota and then now this. Wth lah, at this rate, I should just stop coming online and stop watching things then my heart isn't just thrown everywhere. Sounds like childish talk, I know...but...I'm the person who thinks that I will get to know Kazuki once I go to Japan. I am childish, well, not really...naive? But it's just that, even though I know that that thought is naive, I still very much want to go to Japan everytime I see him and that pains me. On the other hand, because I focus too much on him and watch his videos over and over again, I'm horribly procrastinating in my Japanese homework and then I feel I'm not worthy enough to go to Japan yet. I actually got 300+/400 for my last Japanese test, and my classmate was like praising me, but I just couldn't be happy. How could I?? 300+ is just 3/4 of the marks and if I apply that to speaking with Kazuki, I won't even be able to understand 1/4 of what he is saying...that is, if I do meet him. Highly unlikely as I mentioned above. >_< What should I do...? Sigh~ I actually have dreams, ambitions actually, of going to Japan and working together in a production with Kazuki, hahaha xD Then, I'll go on to be a playwright and hire him to act in my plays...>_< Naive!! Which reminds me, my cca group in NUS did an interview with Yomiuri Shinbun and I said my favourite singer was katou, haha, and then just last night, I realised that he had an interview with Yomirui too xD I hope he doesn't read it though!! Otherwise, he'll see my face and only recognise me as a fangirl and nothing else, arrghh...I don't know >_< They might not even get his Kanji name right since I didn't give it to them...and I told them my favourite song was "bokura no mirai", but I told them it had been released in August, which is technically not wrong since the "live gig" dvd was released then, just that the gig was held much earlier!! >_< Man~ what's wrong with me, how can I just like someone so much, without knowing anything about him...? Then if it's put down in the paper and he reads it, I don't know, I can't bear to imagine what he'll think...

Val, I blame you for this, hahahaha xD Please leash Kato properly!!!! xD

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