ember berries

online moving

emberberry — Wed, 09 May 2012 04:10:39 GMT

I've just changed my tumblr

kai-yaaahhh ➞ ➞ sehunoona

Done it for various reasons. I mainly felt like it was time to start over, especially to help get away from people I didn't want finding me on the internet finding me :\

hello?

emberberry — Fri, 27 Apr 2012 20:06:22 GMT

Does anyone remember me…?

I've been writing fanfic again, so, I'll be around LJ once more~ if anyone wants to chat again. School was making it hard to keep up with anything else, besides tumblr (kai-yaaahhh) and twitter (sehunoona) which I updated and still update. I don't even know how to function on LJ these days but I will remember how this all works again, haha…

♥

still at college ＾＿＾

emberberry — Sun, 25 Sep 2011 23:26:06 GMT

haven't failed yet! doing pretty well, actually. or at least, I hope I am. hope you're all proud of me if you're still reading this.

laundry is awful. unless you do it when I do it because I found a good time when the laundry machines aren't taken. at home I didn't mind laundry at all. I always did my own laundry once I got older, I even did my mom's laundry without her asking me! laundry was like my favorite thing back home! okay maybe not, but it was kind of relaxing. but I wasn't trying to make this an entry dedicated solely to laundry when I clicked 'post', haha. THE MACHINE IS TRYING TO KILL MY CLOTHES. I'm actually doing laundry right now. the machines kind make weird noises and shake like they're going to eat your soul most of the time.

I'm supposed to be writing a first draft of an essay. it's quite difficult. I can't think of anything. I could at least be doing by biology lab but my mind is just drawing stupid BLANKS.

okay I'm not doing laundry anymore. I wrote that part of the entry HOURS ago. I just came back from shopping. new clothes! because you all needed to know that I have new clothes now, haha. I got to go shopping with my mom and that was nice. she'd been out of town for a few weeks so I haven't seen her for the longest time and it was just nice to see her again. I'm not necessarily home sick anymore - just wanted to see her :)

also, wanted to make a semi-contact post. brb, I'll do that after this.

okay I'm not doing laundry anymore. I in case you didn't read my last post (I don't think anyone did), I am taking Korean and it is my favorite class. planning on taking it for all four years. once I hit my junior year I think I'm allowed to create a special major, so I might do something like Korean and Linguistics, doubling like I am now, only instead of Asian Studies paired with Linguistics it would be Korean.

a few weeks ago I joined kfac (Korean Folk Art Club) at my school and it is my favorite club with some of my favorite people. so happy~ plus almost everyone there is Korean so I can make them help me. or at least I can sit there and try to understand them all when they collectively decide not to speak English. that's okay. someday I'll understand them. I'll probably be sticking with this group for as long as I can so eventually I will be able to join in, lol. LET'S HOPE SO.

I have a bit less than two hours before I have to be somewhere. specifically, an e-board meeting for KSA because I might be joining their e-board weeeee~ \o/ but they said they would email me where to go……and they haven't yet. but my friend is going too so we're just going to wander around until we find them. friends are nice to have.

as you can tell, I mostly joined clubs involving Korean things. WAY TO GO ME. I also have gone to some JSA meetings because one of my friends is as serious about Japanese as I am with Korean and so sometimes I tag along to meetings. but I'm pretty immersed in Korean clubs. trying to absorb Korean like it's airborne!

I just puked most of my life lately into a live journal entry. there's more, like stuff about boys, but I'm trying not to gush about that too much so I'm holding back. sometimes I forget that I'm at college. it's starting to feel like home, since, well, I have been living here for a few weeks now. it's been almost a month, I think. I do everything pretty naturally now so it's getting easy to think of this as home and to forget that it's technically not home. but I guess that depends on your definition of 'home.'

I like it here. 좋아~!

we'll have to train

emberberry — Sat, 16 Jul 2011 03:45:58 GMT

lately when I get up in the morning this is what I listen to. at the 3:46 point of this track, I get really excited: UNF ARGH UNF MY NAME IS HAVOK AND I'M HERE TO USE MY MUTANT POWERS ON MANIKINS AND KICK ASS AND MAKE YOUR OVARIES GO BOOM. and he isn't even my favorite character, lol. while I was in London I saw X-Men First Class with my dad. he thought it was really cool, I left the theater thinking AWWWWWWW YEAH THAT WAS AWESOME. I've developed a love for almost every member of the cast. on the plane ride back home they played the most recent Jane Eyre (Rochester!Fassy) and I was like HEY HEY HEY THAT'S MAGNETO. I have so many feelings about this movie. so many good feelings. and then there are a lot of sad feelings, too, like the ending. of course, everyone knew that they'd eventually separate and become two separate teams (unless you haven't seen the other movies or don't know anything about X-Men in general), but…but………stiiiiiiill. it makes me sad. I need to stop. don't even get me started on Banshee/Sean/Caleb Landry Jones. we'll be here all night.

I also have a lot to say about the books I'm reading but I am pretty sure no one on my flist reads them. the person I do know who reads them frequents tumblr instead, though we met on LJ. might I just say that the Song of Ice and Fire series is amaaaaaaaaaazing.

I HAVEN'T SEEN THE LAST HARRY POTTER MOVIE YET BUT EVERY TIME I GO ON TUMBLR I'M SCARED I'LL SEE THE ROMIONE KISS. so yeah, I know they kiss, I read the book, they're my Harry Potter otp so what's the big deal? I want to have the experience of seeing it on the big screen first, please. it's a big moment for my otp. Ron and Hermione are my two favorite characters. there are a few other things on tumblr that I've seen that I kind of wish I didn't but I expected I'd see a lot of DH2 after the midnight premiere anyway, so at least I was mentally prepared. not like the internet runs on me-time.

watched Scott Pilgrim vs. The World twice on HBO this week, because the first time I missed the first 15 minutes and about 30 minutes of the middle, making dinner, and the second time to fill in all the holes. that was an awesome movie. my mom watched it with me and she thought it was funny!!!! which excites me. I wasn't sure if she'd want to watch it with me but she did and she liked it! yay! \o/

so I've been sort of running out of steam (or at least I think I have—if you've been reading the bits that I have written these days, correct me if I'm wrong because that would up my currently very low self-esteem………/selfishly in need of an ego boost) and I would really like it if you guys prompted me! anything, really. lyrics/songs, poems, quotes, pictures, scenarios, etc. throw specific fandoms and pairings in, too, if you'd like! I just need a bit of a boost :D

I also made a writing blog on tumblr, but there's really nothing on there yet at all. and I'm not leaving boycities, I'll be doing a lot of cross-posting. mostly because I'm on tumblr more than LJ so I wanted to have a writing place there, too.

I miss Doctor Who :( I am not handling this mid-season break very well, mind you. even with the plethora of distractions.

hello hello hola bonjour

emberberry — Mon, 27 Jun 2011 14:02:30 GMT

still here! still not dead n__n just preoccupied reading A Clash of Kings, writing original fiction, going on tumblr, and the most awesome part of my weekend: hanging out with catskilt (and watching lots of JGL together, and then discussing Inception the next day for hours—so awesome)! :D so I kind of continued to neglect livejournal even though I didn't want to, lol.

I'm not gonna be around this week, though :| so…more neglecting. haha. I'm going to London for a few days with my dad, that's why. yes, I'm excited! not excited for the 7 and a half hour flight, or waiting about 4 hours between flights (layover fun) but it could be worse. it just means I'll get to do a lot of reading and I could finish A Clash of Kings and get on to the third book .___. because these books have taken over my life. nbd. So that's really all I wanted to say. I do want to get back on livejournal and write more fanfic etc. not bringing my laptop and not being able to use my phone for phone purposes (lol) is going to be liberating. just a notebook, books to read, a city to explore, and my dad's phone in case I need to call mommy. yay!

♥

I did it again :\

emberberry — Wed, 15 Jun 2011 16:31:02 GMT

You know…that thing where I disappear for a while. Well, it's only been a month! So it really wasn't that bad. I'm mostly on tumblr now. In case any of you guys have tumblr, too, I'm currently hippygillans if you want to follow me. I don't know if you would though, haha, because I got sucked into both Doctor Who and Game of Thrones (book and TV show THIS SERIES IS AMAZING) and I haven't blogged a lot of k-pop things lately—BUT I STILL ENJOY K-POP. I'm still doing the big bangs I signed up for…once I have solid ideas. Which I am working on. Between working on my original stories/novel ideas. I'd say novel tentatively because, well, I know that I'm young and that my attention span might not permit me to finish this. Someday this main project might be finished!

I've gone back to the ways of my childhood, which is writing sci-fi and fantasy stories. Watching Doctor Who and Game of Thrones has had a little to do with that, but I honestly did write mostly fantasy and sci-fi back when I was younger. As I got older I started writing more present-time-real-world stories. Except for the ones I have on Fiction Press right now. I haven't checked/updated for a while lol but those are kind of real world mixed with fantasy. I also like toying with ideas of parallel universes and having more than on parallel universe. Everything about everything intrigues me. Oh my I love writing.

OH. I AM ALSO DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL NOW. Yesterday was my last day. The last time I'll have to step on my high school campus is for graduation rehearsal and then two days after that, I graduate! I'm working on letting go of some last minute things like a boy I realized I've kind of liked since we were ten and I first moved here but whatever. We're going to college. There isn't much I can do about it now. See? Letting things go: good. I've also been working on letting go of my two-year crush on that other guy I've mentioned before. It's actually going really well. I AM THE QUEEN OF LETTING THINGS GO BEFORE COLLEGE.

And then there's my favorite teachers. Saying goodbye to them was hard, but I am definitely coming back to visit. Especially my Latin teacher, because he was my teacher for all four years of high school and he was like a father figure to me—which, even though my dad is around sometimes, when he's not working and traveling, means a lot to me because I like having that constant presence. He is also a huge part of why I want to be multi-lingual, other than my basic desire to learn new languages. And he is also a huge part of why I've seriously thought of becoming a teacher.

I feel quite liberated. No school for me until the end of August! I'm also doing some traveling after graduation but I'll talk about that later if anyone's interested. By then I'll be trying to do a bit of video blogging to keep my mom and friends up to date since I'm just going with my dad and the tour. I also need to use my youtube account for more than just favorite. I have time to practice guitar! I can write songs for my band now! and do covers! Life is good and life has pretty colors :) have a nice day, everyone!

I am pimping things out

emberberry — Tue, 10 May 2011 17:28:12 GMT

because I am a pimp. a home sick from school with a stomach virus pimp.

I feel this is necessary: PIMPING OUT THESE BIG BANGS

~crossover_bbang ~

I didn't do this last year but I wanted to (by the time I found out about it, I missed the sign-ups, boohoo). so I'm doing it this year! YAY. and you should, too, considering the low number of sign-ups at the moment. I really think you people on my flist should consider it :D

~femmebigbang ~

this I did do last year and wrote that big-ass Hantoria fic that I am going to link here. not that you should read it. in case you want to see what I slaved over, that was the point of linking you, tbh. it was great, though, and I was really proud of myself when I finished. DON'T YOU WANT THAT FEELING OF ~SATISFACTION~ (F.T Island references hoyeahhh) YOU FEEL UPON FINISHING 10,000+ WORDS? in short, definitely consider signing up for this, too!

okay, I have to go sip ginger ale, edit things for my school's literary magazine, and watch Doctor Who. because that's what I do when I'm sick. I repeatedly watch Doctor Who episodes. and 2NE1 TV, but they're completely unrelated.

OH MY GOD

emberberry — Fri, 29 Apr 2011 20:55:03 GMT

YES. YES. THANK GOD. MY LADIES WON! I love Luna in this video especially. she looks so dazed when they announce that f(x) won, but then only a few seconds later she completely loses it. and I didn't think anyone could be this precious while crying but f(x) has done it. Luna in particular. I'm so happy for them, and proud of them. and omfg Victoria stop trying to be strong and mature, just cry as hard as you want. well I guess as the leader she does have to come across mature in some way shape or form.

I'm kind of having a flashback to when SHINee won for Juliette, lmao. except Victoria isn't holding Luna the way Minho held Jonghyun back then. does anyone else remember that? XD

haha, and then there's Amber who's jumping around like a little kid. I wish Amber and I were friends, we'd get along so well. although if I were in their position, I would be the equivalent of Luna. I cry easily. but this isn't about me. IT'S ABOUT THE GIRLS. Krystal looks so excited and cute :D but lol Sulli stop being so calm on stage, you're allowed to cry. she cried once they were off, though. sobbing. she is damn good at holding it in.

ahhh I'm so happy for them! and I hope they win at Inkigayo, too!

Mr. Taxi Taxi Taxi~

emberberry — Tue, 26 Apr 2011 03:00:21 GMT

well, this is only the dance version, but it's still exciting!

I love the taxi themed outfits, and then the sexy leather ones, too (although, sobs, now I can only think of something that shalt not be named when I think of leather thanks to someone who also shall not be named unless she wants to name herself lol).

so I'm mainly a Seohyun bias, but I was also really digging Sooyoung in this PV. and I love Taeyeon's hairstyle—I think it suits her particularly well. I also really love this song; it's catchy and it has a great tune. addictive, and might replace 다시 돌아와 (& sometimes Go Away) as my main driving music, haha. I loved their hats, too. I thought they (*cough* Seohyun especially) looked super cute with them. even though the concept is probably strictly sexaaaay. I'm so mature :P also when I see SNSD in their mvs and lives and other places I get so inspired to exercise more. especially from looking at Seohyun. who is also an ambassador for student fitness. me = student, needs to get in better shape, haha. Seohyun should be my personal trainer .___.

my one issue is that one of the camera angles makes me feel like I'm supposed to be looking up Jessica's skirt :| then again, SNSD has a lot more male fans. whenever I listen to their live recordings, I usually hear an overwhelming male response of "GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY" in comparison to the ladies lol.

I can't wait to hear this song live!

I figured it'd be nice to have an excited, happy entry after yesterday's rant :) and haha look at how relevant my mood gif is! Sunny's excited, too!

너는 피노키오~

emberberry — Tue, 19 Apr 2011 03:39:59 GMT

EXCITEMENT! THIS IS MY FAVORITE GIRL GROUP AND THEY'RE BACK. I AM SUPER DUPER THRILLED :DDDDDDDDDDD

I don't even know where to start. I'll just say that I LOVE THIS DANCE. VICTORIA IS SO BEAUTIFUL, AMBER IS BACK \o/ AND AHHHHHHHHHHH I'M EXCITED FOR THEIR WHOLE ALBUM AND COMEBACK STAGE

I've been hoping they'd have a full album since NU ABO, but of course, SM didn't want to get anyone too excited. so it was a mini-album (of course, I still loved it). now they've finally got a full album! and they've got all their members.

THUNDERCATS ARE GO!

/flailing

if I think of anything else to say, I'll come back and edit. I'm too excited rn lol

I just remembered:

emberberry — Mon, 11 Apr 2011 01:13:57 GMT

IT'S NATIONAL POETRY MONTH!

this entry is otherwise pointless. lmao. but wait! if you're a poetry buff like me, tell me your favorite poet/poem :D

the internet got a little more awkward over here

emberberry — Thu, 07 Apr 2011 00:02:24 GMT

so I have real life friends. yeah, most of us do. they have twitters. a lot of people do. some of them have found my twitter account, which was before only as a more convenient way to talk to you guys who have twitter and to rant/ramble, gush about kpop things/Asian things in general. this is getting hard to do now, because most of the real life people I know start to judge me when I talk about kpop/Asian things in general (which you might have also experience? Idk). I really hate feeling like they're judging me…which happens a lot from time to time, especially when I want to say something about kpop…so I've decided to get a second twitter account.

it's pretty easy to remember, haha: it's…emberberry! sounds familiar, yes?

:D

let's put words together, together

emberberry — Wed, 30 Mar 2011 20:00:28 GMT

So I've been home sick today. I was just kind of hanging around on the internet for most of my day, now I'm working on my art. While exploring the internet, I stumbled upon (using StumbleUpon) a spoken word poet named Sarah Kay because I'd set my filter to poetry. If you're into poetry, spoken word, or words in general, or anything related to this at all, please give this video a watch (or just listen to her). She's amazing, in my opinion.

Her poetry is comforting, to me. Someone commented on this video below using old world sort of criticism. He suggested that she is not that good of a poet, that she is reciting "cheap poetry," and that she is not looking at beauty properly or through the right lens, or something similar to this. At least, this is the impression I've received from the commenter. I'm not trying to put this person down, because they have a right to their opinion—what I then wrote in my journal after I read their comment was myself thinking and pondering how true poets should be defined, or that they shouldn't be defined at all! I find that the opinion this person gave was pigeon-holing poetry in a way, saying that Sarah Kay could not be a true master because of the way she looked at beauty. That is my opinion of their opinion. It's like Inception (…although I do wish people would stop saying that so much, myself included).

Does this commenter realize what year it is? Yes, we should respect the old, wise, fantastic poets before us and learn from them. Learning is a major key here. I like them; love most of them, and I understand that they looked at the world differently than we do now. That's partially the point. There is more than sadness and terror or dark things in the world to fuel our poetry. We should celebrate and love or comfort people sometimes—no, more than sometimes because unless you believe in reincarnation like I do, you only live once. And I could definitely be wrong about living more than that, so I'll choose to live like I'll only live once.

Spoken word is not cheap poetry. It is beautiful and powerful and it's good to listen sometimes, to not only sit in silence with our heads down. The world makes noise and so do people, so it's okay to listen. Why can't we honor actual, audible voices and not just the ones on paper? They all matter.

Maybe I just see things way too differently. My brain is wide; I think of everything I've heard of and I imagine things and I don't like to close doors on anything but hate, and shutting people out (pardon the paradox, guys). I'm thankful for poets like Sarah Kay—not only her. I don't need to always be bogged down by darker words and places. I like variety. Poetry does not always have to spring from pain or fear. Life isn't always good, but let's stop pretending like it never is. Please.

And then I wrote a poem. I also watched an episode of Modern Family (such a funny show) while drinking hot chocolate. And I've got to get back to my art project so I can finish it by tomorrow to make my teacher happy, and myself.

fic meme!

emberberry — Sat, 26 Feb 2011 05:34:49 GMT

borrowing this from warmboys because I wanted to do this :)

If you had to delete all but five of your stories, which five would you keep and why? (Or ten if you're more prolific.)

The Foreigners’ Guide to Staying In Love; I would mostly keep this one because of all the time and effort I put into it. If I had to delete it, I might just start crying. Also because even if it isn't that good in your opinion, it was probably my favorite thing I wrote in the past few years. I felt so accomplished when I finished, and then I missed it terribly.

I'd keep insert love here because, well, it was one of my first times writing Jaychul and I've always loved their dynamic. Wait, that's not it. I just liked how I went through it. Aaaand it reminds me of when I fought through writer's block and made something I still liked.

Honestly, I would keep obstacle despite the fact that it didn't have much of a coherent plot whatsoever. I was also exploring one of the rarest pairings ever, which made me feel a little proud of myself. I like my details/descriptions in this, too. But I would never admit it unless I did this, because I hate seriously praising myself.

The Warm Ones I would want to keep because…it was another struggling through intense writer's block moment of mine, and I used pictures, which was fun to me (and SO HELPFUL).

I would never delete The Essentials because…well, because I like the AU too much, and even though the end of this was choppy, I loved my idea.

If I deleted Stopping Time I think I would also cry because I put so much effort into that ;___; and it had a coherent plot! (sort of, I guess). I know one or two other people who would be sad if I deleted that as well.

Skipping forward to when I wrote cue me—proud of this because I love Qmi and because I made a title that sounds like the pairing name. I loved writing the banter between the two of them, and also because it was a futurefic, which I enjoy.

Sad Girl (Boom Boom) is on my list because even though almost no one read it (or at least shared their opinions) I loved it. It probably wasn't that interesting, though, lmao. I liked the pairing, too.

I loved writing double-crosser, even though I'm not sure if it was completely coherent. Plus it was one of my early attempts at putting Han Geng and Victoria together, lol, and you all know how much I like doing that. This was only the beginning!

greenflower was one of my first femmeslash pieces and I started thinking more and more about real life connections between SM groups and the reality of things in my canon pieces. I have this JeTi to thank.

What disappointed you the most about your last story?

What I didn't like about my Khuntoria was that I basically forced myself to write it. You see, when I get an idea that fascinates me, I usually won't write it unless I'm REALLY inspired, or something like that. Sometimes I'll muse over it for a few minutes, hours, or a day, and then I'll actually write it. I did something similar with this, but I tried so so so hard to finish this. I tried too hard. I wanted it done and I wasn't going to let me stop myself. I also wanted it done on Victoria's birthday, as if having done like a present would make my fic amazing. It didn't. That fic was far from amazing. It was sloppy and I wish I could redo it, but now I don't have the drive to :|

Pick a passage you're especially proud of. Ideally it'd be one of the best passages you think you've ever written.

the snow fell in delicate, white patterns all around, and he touched her face. gently, with both hands. she shifted from one foot to the other and felt her cheeks turn cold again when his hands retreated to the his pockets, to be incubated.

the cell phone sitting in her jacket sat heavily like it would buzz any minute to interrupt them, and the nonsense they weren't even doing. they weren't doing anything, in fact. he wanted to hold her face again, or play with her hair. not in braids. free locks, framing her face, tickling her nose, tickling his nose. a few strands rested around her pink lips, full with temptation.

sometimes temptation wasn’t enough.

she wanted him to be her friend. it was enough, it wasn’t enough, and she wanted more. he didn’t know what he wanted. but he did. the brain would always like pulling one way, and then the other.

they toasted to nothing later. it was still snowing, and their cheeks were still red. their minds were still muddled with too many thoughts bustling amongst themselves at a time. hands raised on their own, glasses nestled or clenched between hands (nervously). when she watched him down the contents, fei thought maybe she could have been in love.

Now tear it apart.

Shouldn't have separated and he touched her face from the sentence after. It kind of ruined the first sentence, which on its own, was a scapegoat for a real opening sentence for that paragraph. I guess the 'incubated' part was alright, but it feels awkward to me now. I think I'll leave the second paragraph alone, I kind of like it—EXCEPT the cell phone part could have been phrased much more subtly. It feels too obvious or in your face the way it is, or maybe that's just me.

sometimes temptation wasn’t enough um kind of hating this line right now. If you can figure out what I was trying to get at, then perhaps I'll like it. For now, it's a yuck, even though I love this passage. Well, maybe I could just reword it…if I knew what I was trying to say, at least. they toasted to nothing later I like this line but I feel like maybe I should have put this in another section (with the parts that follow).

What's a favorite story by someone else? How would you describe the style, narrative technique, etc (whatever you want to say about it)?

world enough and time, chiaroscuro18 : In my opinion, I'd describe her writing style as simple yet intelligent. I don't even know if that's accurate, but that's what comes to mind for me. She uses comparisons that don't seem simple at all, yet the way she uses them, I almost feel like they still are, but in a good way. I'm definitely not trying to downplay her writing at all. What I'm probably trying to say is that her descriptions are…(amazing) fresh. As in, she doesn't recycle old similes, figurative language, or metaphors. Her writing feels new yet nostalgic to me, particularly in this fic.

If you could choose to emulate one fic writer, who would it be and why?

This is a little embarrassing since we are LJ friends and I am about to practically fangirl all over her, but I love warmboys' writing so much. I know you don't think so, Diana, but I think you have this writing thing down. I've enjoyed everything I've read of yours. I truly do adore your style. Adore. Love. I'm going to stop gushing now because I'll probably embarrass myself and make you feel more uncomfortable than this has most likely already made you.

How do you feel when or after reading something really good? Be honest.

Discouraged and encouraged at the same time, really. Sometimes I feel like crying, although that might be a little extreme (but usually the crying wants to come when I get to the point of I am not as good as this person and I never ever ever will be or I am an absolute failure …haha). Sometimes I feel like the next thing (or things) I write is going to be too similar, because other people's writing styles can every once in a while really rub off on me. I especially feel discouraged when I read someone's fic with legitimate facts that make it much more sophisticated, because they come off as being so much smarter than I could hope to be lol, but it is also encouraging to read fics like that since then they make me want to put more of an intellectual effort into my writing…I don't know how else to phrase it, haha.

Pick an introduction to one of your stories and rewrite it as if it were not fanfiction but just plain fiction, ie. don't presume that the reader knows anything about the characters.

(…I'll get to this later!)

What are five of your favorite words?

watermelon, catharsis, waterfall, smooth, euphoric

Bonus: refrain from using any of those words in the next story you write.

Um, I shall try? Haha.

☻ these are a few of my favorite things~

emberberry — Tue, 25 Jan 2011 20:01:15 GMT

I guess you could say that. I decided that since I have most of this week off (it's midterm week, and I only have to go in to school on two days!), I wanted to spend some nice quality time with kpop to make up for a bit of lost time, lol.

Ergo, I've been on tumblr, but mostly cruising through bingbingsmtown because it's full of cute things. So I decided I wanted to make somewhat of a spam post, where I post cute pictures, haha. But wait, there's more~ you can help the spam cause, too (I sound ridiculous, wtf). SPAM ME WITH YOUR CUTE PICTURES. Any fandom is welcome, you know me, I love everyone XD

Aaaaaand I shall begin with:

ROFL how is Luna so precious :3

Minho and Jungmo~

The first time I noticed Jungmo and Taemin getting along, I was like "aw, that's cute :D"

Please note the differences between Luna's face and everyone else XD

adorable Minstal

holding hands like it's nothing

yes, I think this counts as cute :3

and then I saw more Jungmo/Taemin

like, a lot more Jungmo/Taemin :P and so then I was like OMFG HOW ADORABLE IS THAT and OMFG SHIPPING THIS IS A LITTLE BIT ILLEGAL and then I remembered that Taemin is the same age as me and therefore will be of legal age soon, and then I remembered that I'm thinking American ages, so Idek what's going on anymore. they are cute. APPRECIATE THE CUTENESS. if you were on twitter last night, you probably saw me freaking out over this hyung-dongsaeng happy relationship thing. I don't even know if it's legal to call them a ship, lmao. then again, I've written Geng/Luna and Kyuhyun/Krystal before, so why should I stop with the pedo pairings now? oh wait, and there was Heechul/Taemin. wow, I'm a horrible person.

this is cute, too XD though I think Minho has failed to remember that he's kind of a big boy

my favorite SM the Ballad boy :) the world needs more Jino

HEY WHOA THAT'S NOT SM TOWN—yeah I KNOW but it's C.N.Blue with CHILDREN. I did say any fandom.
LOOK AT YONGWHA FEEDING HER COTTON CANDY.
I also came to a realization that Jonghyun looks kind of like Jaejoong. but we'll save comparison pictures for another day.

awkward dancing is cute. Minstal and Onhyuk…in which Onew looks like he's trying to hump Hyukjae

OnTae: they fight and make up in ten seconds or fewer

;~~~~; they should go on shows together more often (shihan_ai is that enough Minstal for you? :D)

lmao her face in the last gif

I'm sure most of you have seen this clip already, flist XD

one of my favorite pictures ever XD Jaejoong and Junsu are afraid…very afraid (aka, why Yoochun is my favorite)

AND NOW, I leave you with this.

AND THIS ♥♥♥

spam me with cute things ^___^

someone across the globe

emberberry — Sun, 02 Jan 2011 05:19:40 GMT

I didn't really know what was going on with Zhou Mi when I got online today, I just saw a lot of people getting upset over what I assumed was people hating on him (again, sadly). I'm still not sure if I understand the whole situation, but whatever happened, I'm still in support of Zhou Mi as I always am. If you feel the same as I do and haven't done this already, go here and leave a comment.

And, um, Happy New Year! It's already the 2nd, so I'm a little late. But I tend to always be late on important days like today. I still haven't finished the Christmas fics I promised someone who I love dearly. She said it's okay, though, because she's amazing. In the world of me, I finished up two more college applications today! Second round. Next month, I'll have my last two to send out. They're the latest, and by then, I might have already heard from my top school so I might not even have to apply.

In the very trivial part of my world, I spent last week at my Dad's. I met up with two old friends of mine who I grew up with. One of them is very much my type and very easy to talk to and so practical it's endearing. Argh. See, I told you: Trivial. Therefore, I'm going to finish up so I can take the less interesting thing out of your mind so you can go the link I put up in the first paragraph. DO IT. Well, you don't have to. It'd be super nice if you could, though. I'm sure Zhou Mi would appreciate it.

noona got deleted

emberberry — Sat, 25 Dec 2010 00:13:09 GMT

I deleted my original fic account just now. The idea of doing this has been on my mind for a while now, since I barely post things to there. Besides, it's not like a lot of people on LJ were that interested in it. And I have a FictionPress account. LJ is mostly about fandom, and I can't really find that many people who would actually bat an eyelash when I tell them that I'm going to post something original. I'll still probably post some original fiction (or poetry) things to my writing community, though.

Also, Happy Holidays everyone! If anyone on my flist is Jewish, Happy (LATE) Hanukkah! There's Jewish ancestry in my background, and we used to celebrate Hanukkah and I have no idea why we don't anymore, but we celebrate Christmas, too.

I know I owe at least one person Christmas fics, and I'll get to finishing those some time over my vacation (haha), but if I promised anyone else besides Michele a gift, remind me! :) I haven't felt very good about my writing at all lately, but I will finish them over my vacation, I promise.

gathering around the imaginary campfire!

emberberry — Wed, 01 Dec 2010 01:08:05 GMT

In case you're wondering why I've added you, this is mawaru_berry 's new account! It's Kai :)

And if I haven't added you, it's probably because we either haven't talked for a while, or I wasn't sure you'd want me to add you. Don't look at me like that, I get self-conscious ;___;