elfbert 😡bitchy

weekly work...sunday best

My back's being an arsehole. I don't mean literally, obviously. If my entire back turned into an arsehole then that would be pretty unfortunate.

It's always been my left leg that suffers most from my back being fuckered. But these last few weeks it's gone nuts. Freezing cold one minute, hot the next, fuzzy, numb, feeling like things are crawling over me, like hot water's been tipped on it. I check my phone about 1000 times per day, because it feels like the vibrate is going off, but it isn't.

Does my nut.

I had a headache all morning, but then I stood over my heater (I mean right over it, when it was on full blast) and my headache dissapeared. I think I was tense because I was sleepy and cold. The wind's been nuts, which makes the yard freezing. 43mph winds we've been having this week, cos we're right on the coast. On Wednesday I arrived at work drenched - totally soaked through to my pants. It wasn't raining very hard at all, but when I cycled along the seafront the waves were breaking over me, virtually. The spray was amazing. So I arrived like a bedraggled little salt-bundle.

I had to cut some steel plate up outside this afternoon - trying to light the oxy-acetylene was amusing cos the gas was almost blowing away before I could ignite it. Got there in the end though.

Had the big talk with my flatmates about the possibility of me leaving. I'm not sure what they will do. I actually feel quite excluded by them. Not that it bothers me - which perhaps says quite a lot. I can't wait to live with Jojo.

Off shopping tomorrow morning. Secret Santa bollocks, maybe a top for me to be smart in on Sunday, and that sorta stuff.

Oh...and I need to do the martian exchange. ARGH. I shall do it tomorrow...because it's due tomorrow. D'OH.