horrible girlfriend

Yesterday I was vile to jonboy1. It wasn't a disagreement or anything, I was just horrible, and then I just got up and walked away. It upset Jojo a lot, and then that upset me.

I'm still glad I walked away, because I know I've got a vicious tongue, and I've learnt that it's better for me just to go away and calm down than open my mouth. But because Jojo didn't know I'd walked away to shut myself up, it looked like I'd just walked out on him, so ::sigh::

Anyway, I apologised for taking my insecurities out on him, and I think (hope) he understands and has forgiven me. We got over it and made up, but I couldn't stop thinking about it all day today.

So, urchin, I'm still sorry, and I didn't mean to be so horrible.