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Sometimes one must fall in order to appreciate the sky

and then one learns to rise again


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[sticky post]Dragon Cave Trading Thread!
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since anytime i post my eggs for clicks/views, my thread turns into a small trade forum for my LJ friends, i thought i would make a post just for that purpose since it's Halloween time at the cave and now is our chance to get some breeds that we may not have had access to when we started. if you're looking for an egg or hatchling of a specific breed (and color variant if they have one) leave a comment here. if someone else has one to give or trade (or will breed one for trade) they can reply to your comment and the two of you can haggle from there.

also, feel free to leave "ads" for any dragons you're willing to breed for others.

lastly, your LJ friends are totally welcome, too! if someone you know is like me and doesn't like trying to wade through the DC forums but wants to trade eggs, they can do so here (hopefully with less stress/frustration).

let's keep this post open year round, and use it until the Dragon Cave no longer exists!





Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today!

Commission fic
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been taking $3 drabble/$6 double drabble commissions today and created this bit for SunnySidesofBlue!

Love and Care (401 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Bluestreak (Transformers), Original Characters
Additional Tags: mentions of child abuse, off screen child abuse, Mentions of Injuries, Family
Series: Part 16 of Nobilius
Summary:

Prowl's sire has hurt him again. His aunt is going to make sure he gets the proper care.




Want one of your own? Buy me a coffee and leave your prompt/pairing in the notes! ko-fi.com/eeriansadow

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Hey, Hey, It's Patreon Day!
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Weekly Write And Chat is happening in 30 minutes for patrons in my Cold Drink and higher tiers! Im.filling patron prompts today, so for $3 I'll for sure write Fic for you! And we chat and have fun.

Come on over! www.patreon.com/eeriansadow

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Hey, Hey, It's Patreon Day!
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Weekly Write And Chat is today at 4pm CDT! Patrons in my $3 and higher tiers can come watch me work on my Nobilius AU Constructicon fic! If you're not a patron and want to join in, you can pledge today and start reaping the rewards immediately!

https://www.patreon.com/eeriansadow

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Hey, Hey, It's Patreon Day!
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Thursday is upon us again! :O That means it's Patreon day again!

Weekly Write and Chat is happening today at 4pm CDT for patrons in my $3 and higher tiers! That's in a little over an hour, which is lots of time to pledge and then join in on the fun!

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Hey, Hey, It's Patreon Day!
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Like every Thursday afternoon (with the notable exception of Thanksgiving day, thanks retail life!) today is WRITE AND CHAT DAY!!

The weekly write and chat event for my $3 and up patrons starts at 4pm CDT. That's in about half an hour and is (imo) plenty of time to head over and make a pledge to get in on the fun! I'll be working on a Nobilius AU Constructicon fic, and we'll be chatting about the story and anything else that might come up.

head on over to my page to pledge and join the fun! You won't regret it! https://www.patreon.com/eeriansadow

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Hey, Hey, It's Patreon Day!
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Today is Weekly Write and Chat! https://patreon.com/eeriansadow

Weekly Write and Chat for $3 and up patrons (that’s the cold drink and higher tiers) starts today at 4pm CST!

That’s plenty of time between then and now to pledge and join the fun! :D Today I’ll be taking some prompts and writing flash fiction from my assorted universes. So, if there’s a scene you’ve been dying to see, this just might be the time to pledge!

And I know a monthly pledge is hard to swing, so if you can’t pledge I understand. If you still want to support me a little, I keep a little tip jar at ko-fi.com/eeriansadow or you can send direct paypal.me/eeriansadow

See you all this afternoon! <3

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Not dead. Still at dreamwidth.

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Miracles do happen!!
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So the mechanic called today, and there was actual good news! *hearts*

The costs on the repair, even with labor and tax, came in $500 less than estimated! I'm SO HAPPY.

Also he's finished and ready to be picked up anytime. (I'm so glad. I missed Silver so, so much.)

With the donations that came in today, that means that I'm only about $600 shy of what I need, rather than an entire thousand. That means that if enough people can donate today/tomorrow, I can have my Jeep back on monday and get back to my life. (And dealing with the whole finding another job issue, but that's it's own special stress, lol.)

Thanks to everyone who's helped so far. If you're on the fence about helping, please do! Even a fiver helps.

if you prefer not to use gofundme, you can paypal me: paypal.me/eeriansadow
the gofundme is here: https://www.gofundme.com/jenis-emergency-car-repairs

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please help
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Or: stop the world I'd like to get off.

I am not okay right now.

That's a really hard sentence to write, ngl. But I'm not. I've tried to be, and I've tried to put on my brave face and smile and what have you, but right now I am just. There's just too much going on and it's not helping anything.

Everyone at work is leaving. To be expected, with the store closing, but not having the crew I enjoy working with makes it harder to go in, and makes it harder to have support irl.

And then of course, there's the Jeep. The fundraiser has managed to bring in a shade over $1000 now, but that's still $2000 to go and no real way to bring it in unless the bank approves the loan I applied for yesterday by some miracle. (My credit is fine, but my income is not once they factor in the fake rent amount they were required to put on the paperwork. I don't know why "occupy with no rent" is unacceptable, but it was.)

And well. Knowing that if I don't get the Jeep fixed, I will become jobless (obviously) is its own special brand of panic-inducing stress. I can't go to interviews while sharing the piece of shit car with my brother and my mom (especially now that he's working in the city too) and it's hard to get both of us to work and back because we work opposite schedules. (Close enough that he can drop me off at 9am, at least, but.)

I'm scared. The work thing was scary enough before I found out I had to replace an entire engine, and this has just been so much worse. And on top of that, I'm not sleeping much because of all this anxiety. It's... not fun.

I know I asked in the last post, but I'm begging again. If you can, please donate to my gofundme. If you can't donate, please share the link.

gofundme: https://www.gofundme.com/jenis-emergency-car-repairs
or you can send directly through paypal: paypal.me/eeriansadow


Now, I'm going to go write some fanfiction and hopefully sleep a little more than I have been tonight.

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HALP
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Or: Life comes at you fast, hard and usually with a baseball bat.

I haven't talked about much thats going on in my life lately (not here, anyway), because it's been just stupidly stressful and I haven't wanted to deal with it. And some things I haven't wanted to put into words, or couldn't because I've been hamstrung by my company's media policy.

BUT. No one from my store reads this journal so I'm going to say it here so that I can get it off my chest.

My store is closing. After October 28, I will either be working at a different location, working for a different company or "enjoying" my 6 week's worth of severance pay. It's stupidly stressful, and it's making most all of us snappish and angry all the time.

BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE!!

My Jeep has been in the shop for two weeks and is going to cost a little over $3,000 to repair. It's the engine and I'm in pretty dire straits as far as getting the money goes. (Part time, retail slave, let me sing the lament of my people.) This is also stressful and I am super cranky and anxious and it's just not helping anything. Also, I'm not sure how I'm getting to work from one day to the next until I get it fixed.

It's as awful as you imagine.

I've got a gofundme set up for the repairs here: https://www.gofundme.com/jenis-emergency-car-repairs

I'd really, really, really, really, really, really appreciate any help you can give me for getting things fixed. If you can't donate, sharing the link will also be a huge help.

If you don't want to use gofundme but want to help, you can paypal me at paypal.me/eeriansadow

And man. I need another vacation after this. I'm just DONE.

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Help!
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Hi everyone!

As some of you know, my mom has been struggling with some pretty serious health issues for the last sever months. She's had heart problems, seizures due to lack of nutrients like salt and potassium, and now she's been diagnosed with sleep apnea.

Her last condition there is easily treatable, but insurance companies are evil and they won't cover the full cost of the machine she needs to keep breathing while she's asleep.

I've set up a fundraiser to help us get the money together that we need for the device, and we could really, really use your help. Just a buck or two matters right now, if you have it. Reblogs mean a lot if you don't.

And, if you want something in return for your hard earned cash, I'll write you 100 words of Final Fantasy or Transformers fic for every dollar donated.

Please, if you can help my family out! I'd really like to have my mom around for another 40 years.

here's the link, for easy clicking if you can help! https://www.youcaring.com/rebeccabuettgenbach-803956

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FIC
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OMG, I forgot to post this over here! Here are 5 chapters of my most recent fic.

Whiskers on Kittens (7513 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 5/?
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Prowl/Sunstreaker, Bluestreak/Groove, mentions of Beachcomber/Perceptor, mentions of Smokescreen/Blurr, mentions of Hot Spot/Silverbolt, possibly other pairings in the future
Characters: Groove, Bluestreak, Prowl, Sunstreaker, Jazz, Autobot Ensemble
Additional Tags: Kinks, building relationships, discovering sexuality, the autobots have a swinging kink scene, beachcomber and perceptor will try anything once
Series: Part 12 of A Long Term Arrangement
Summary:

After seeing more than one of Prowl and Sunstreaker's impromptu shows, Groove is discovering things about himself. Most of them are confusing, though, so he asks for advice. And gets more in return that he expected.



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Laughter is the Best (256 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jazz/Prowl
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers)
Additional Tags: mech smoochies, Public Display of Affection
Series: Part 1 of Kisses Like Candy
Summary:

Prowl sees Jazz laughing and is overcome.



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Fandom Stocking ficbits
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now that Fandom Stocking is live, I can share the fics I managed to get written this year!

Holiday Candy 2016-1 (1618 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One, Transformers (Bay Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ironhide/Ratchet, Jazz/Prowl
Characters: Ironhide (Transformers), Ratchet (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Prowl (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Fluff, injuries, Married Couple, Old Married Couple, grumpy old married couple, New Relationship, couple shenanigans
Series: Part 1 of fandom stocking 2016
Summary:

A series of very short ficlets, showcasing the Ironhide/Ratchet and Prowl/Jazz pairings.

Cute, fluffy and maybe a little silly sometimes.



Holiday Candy 2016-2 (644 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One, Transformers (Bay Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Jazz (Transformers), Prowl (Transformers), Optimus Prime, Ultra Magnus, Ironhide (Transformers), Ratchet (Transformers), Mikaela Banes, Carly Spencer, Blaster (Transformers), Soundwave (Transformers), Arcee (Transformers), Elita One
Additional Tags: First Meetings
Series: Part 2 of fandom stocking 2016
Summary:

Microfics, with certain pairings meeting for the first time.



Holiday Candy 2016-3 (414 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers (Bay Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Mikaela Banes, Ironhide (Transformers), Bumblebee (Transformers), Optimus Prime, Charlotte Mearing, Robert Epps
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Microfic, Friendship
Series: Part 3 of fandom stocking 2016, Part 11 of Embassy Town
Summary:

Microfics set in my Embassy town universe, each with a brief character study of Mikaela Banes.



Holiday Candy 2016-4 (593 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Wheeljack (Transformers), Grimlock (Transformers), Snarl (Transformers), Sludge (Transformers), Slag (Transformers), Swoop (Transformers), Paddles (Transformers), Silverbolt (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Family, Friendship, Microfic
Series: Part 4 of fandom stocking 2016
Summary:

Dinobot Microfics!



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By New Year's Night (3728 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jazz/Prowl
Characters: Jazz (Transformers), Prowl (Transformers), Mirage (Transformers), Punch | Counterpunch, Bumblebee (Transformers), the Aerialbots
Additional Tags: Friends to Lovers, Confessions of love, mech smoochies, mentions of damage, non-graphic physical injuries
Series: Part 2 of PJ Winterfics
Summary:

The Combaticons have captured Prowl. Jazz has been authorized for an extraction.



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in the wake of the-the EVERYTHING that 2016 has been. (so, so much of it just unbearably horrible T_T) i am making a 2017 resolution. Just one, and it's not going to be stupid or unrealistic. It's not going to be hard to do, so there is no reason I cannot keep it.

I am going to comment on EVERY SINGLE FIC I READ. every one. I will use reading fic as a tool for spreading positivity and love, even when i feel it lacking. if i can write 3000 words in the middle of a depressive spell, i can manage "i like this, thank you for writing it."

and I will. I promise.

And this starts today, which means i need to go dig up those two fic updates i had in my mailbox and read before i was out of bed. RIGHT NOW.

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Holiday cards
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In case you missed my last entry, I'm sending out joy and non-denominational holiday cards to anyone who wants one.

Leave me your address here (screened) or send it via PMs and I'll get a card dropped into the post for you before the new year. <3


PS: please send me you address even if you think I have it. I'm The Worst at keeping track of them.

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How?!
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My friends, it is somehow the time to spread joy and glitter bombs again this year. I don't know how it happened so fast.

If you would like to receive a non-denominational holiday card, please comment here (screened) or send me a PM.

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and also this one
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Mirages (1707 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
Characters: Mirage (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Flareup
Additional Tags: Sex Work, Prostitution, Alternate Universe, Friendship, Found Family
Series: Part 2 of Bedroom Toys
Summary:

On the street in front of Lucky Thirteen, Jazz meets a homeless mech who needs a hand up. It's the first step in a very long friendship.



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so about that prostitute AU i was talking about the other day
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Lucky Thirteen (944 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/20
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jazz/Kup
Characters: Jazz (Transformers), Kup (Transformers), Stripper (Original Character)
Additional Tags: Sex Work, Prostitution, Alternate Universe
Series: Part 1 of Bedroom Toys
Summary:

In Lower Iacon, somewhere between levels ten and eleven, there is a popular bar and brothel called Lucky Thirteen. The most popular employee in the facility is a dancer named Jazz.



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Help with my new AU
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Like it says on the tin, I'm looking for some input for my TF Prostitute AU, appropriately called "Bedroom Toys".

The current cast looks like this:

Jazz--professional sex worker (poles, tables, private dances, BDSM sex scenes, will eventaually own/run everything)
Flareup--professional sex worker (specializes in cute, fluffy, doting scenarios but will do anything that doesn't cause pain)
Crosswire--OC, professional sex worker (specializes in non-sticky interface types)
Starwave--OC, flier, professional sex worker (not sure of specialty, suggestions welcome)
Mirage--professional sex worker, former noble (Specializes in oral interfacing acts, will do anything if the payment is right)
Sunstreaker & Sideswipe--bodyguards & bouncers
Lugnut--bouncer
Strika--crime lord (lady?), Jazz's closest ally in the underworld
Kup--brothel regular, Jazz's favorite client, military 4 lyfe
Prowl--noble, Sunstreaker's art patron
Firestar, Red Alert & Inferno--Flareup's sister and brothers-in-law


I need 9 more professionals to work at the brothel. (Not Drift, I have plans for him) Canon Faction is irrelevant, though Autobots are preferred. Starscream & Trine own/operate Jazz's closest competition.


I also need a few specific clients.

A Seeker (not Starscream & Trine) who would come to the bar & brothel to drink expensive Vosian blends and watch Jazz table dance.

A grounder who creepily fetishizes femmes.

A senator who would go "slumming" in a lower district brothel because he likes one of the workers, not for power. (Not Shockwave.)

A crime lord who would try to use Jazz's brothel against Strika

A few more regulars who might end up in the army once Megatron destroys Praxus

Someone (not Swindle) who will supply energon from several city-states away


leave input in the comments for me, please! I have all these ideas, but need some more foundation before i can put it in.

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Humble Bundle!
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hey everyone!

Humble Bundle has a great bundle going on right now for Transformers or GI Joe fans, or anyone looking to get ahold of more of the Revolution storyline IDW is doing without shelling out a lot of cash.

cruise over to humblebundle.com and you can get the collected editons of Transformers: More Than Meets The Eye, Transformers/Transformers: Robots In Disguise, the Windblade comcis, GI Joe Cobra Civil War and the new Rom!

This bundle is really worth the $15 for all the comics, though the beat the average tier WILL go higher than that soon! So, if that sounds like your jam, get it quick!

And while you're at it, kick in a little extra for the Hasbro Children's Hospital. We like helping kids, right?

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Pj anniversary fic
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Did he mention my name? (8544 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 9/9
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers)
Additional Tags: First Meetings, Community: prowlxjazz, 2016 pj anniversary challenge
Summary:

When they met on the transport, they had no idea how important the other mech would become in their lives.



HAPPY 9TH ANNIVERSARY PJ COMM!

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TF Summer Exchange fic
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Unlimited Potential (5878 words) by eerian_sadow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Skyfire/Starscream
Characters: Skyfire (Transformers), Starscream (Transformers), Brawl (Transformers), Vortex (Transformers), Onslaught (Transformers), Blast Off (Transformers), Shockwave (Transformers), Perceptor (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Science Rules, tf summer gift exchange, Happy AU, Pre-War, HEADCANON AHOY
Series: Part 1 of tf summer gift exchange
Summary:

Starscream and Skyfire are preparing for an offworld expedition. Assuming they can get the funding, that is.



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