cosmic love

i was born to survive

2011-02-13T10:57:16Z

I don't know if you've noticed, but I haven't been on here for around a month, except to update my scrapbook now and then. I feel like I've moved on to Tumblr and right now, I can't juggle both accounts. It's too much for me.

I'm going to stay on Tumblr for now because it's bringing me so much positivity and I feel really liked over there. I reached 100 followers the other day! In just a month. I can easily just make graphics for the fun of it and people actually notice them.

I love everyone of you on here and I'd love for you to come over to Tumblr as well, if you haven't already. At first it might seem a bit overwhelming but you quickly get into the rhythm of everything! If you do have an account, follow me and let me know in my askbox! I'm firecracks.

I'm still doing my modly duties over at spnfemmeslashbb until this round is over, by the way.

I miss all of you!

i'm not gone

2010-10-09T18:49:58Z

So, I don't have internet in my new apartment. Its so annoying not to have access to my comms and you guys. I should get it back next week. Hope you are all doing good. :)

vampirebigbang art || the ungrateful undead

2010-09-30T16:39:29Z

This is a bit late because Livejournal has been acting like a jerk lately for me. Anyway, it's my art for a story at vampirebigbang and tvd_bigbang.

Title: The Ungrateful Undead
Author: bond_girl
Artist: eatwe
Fandom: True Blood/The Vampire Diaries/AI RPF
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: Eric Northman/Damon Salvatore. Damon Salvatore/Stefan Salvatore. implied Adam Lambert/Damon Salvatore.
Summary: Meet the band: Damon is a rockstar, Eric is a Viking run aground, Stefan is a good-looking revolutionary, Godric is on an annoying plane of existence and Adam hides a secret identity in his pants. They're on a tour through one fateful night where no-one gets what they want but everyone gets a taste of what they need - whether it's bloodlust, blood ties or TruBlood.

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Artist's note: I didn't have time (or energy) to make as much graphics as I did for my last author, unfortunately. But bond_girl has been super supportive and made me feel better about it.

Anyway, no more Big Bangs for me for a while! But I am glad that I managed to get this story. Because hello? You don't find Eric Northman and Adam Lambert in that many other stories.

picspam: underground (for scifiland)

2010-09-16T22:32:55Z

This was created for scifiland's current challenge where you're to create your own sci-fi show. I've had this idea for a while, but not as detailed, so I went with it.

It's 2215 and the world has moved underground. Two centuries ago a deadly virus travelling through the air spread across the earth, turning a population on 9 billion people into 3 billion in less than a year. Desperate attempts to find a cure were made but they quickly realized that it could take years - years which they didn't have. As their last way out, the governments around the world created entire cities underground and shutting the infected air out.

Eventually, scientists in every city all came to the same conclusion – this isolation would only work for so long and they needed another solution. After years of research and zero luck, a man by the name of Christopher Evans came up with an absurd theory, but a theory nevertheless. Basically, he suggested that the only way to survive a virus that feeds on life was to become undead. An immortal. The only problem was, to stay immortal – you would have to drink blood.

Ten years later, every human being had been turned and the underground world was now made up off vampires. 3 billion vampires, all wanting the same thing – human blood. An illegal substance only used as a pharmacutical drug. According to the law, the only form of nutrition allowed is animal blood. But a law is meant to be broken, right?

Underground follows Ivory Le Rouge, a bounty hunter sanctioned by the CIA to track down fugitives guilty of dealing human blood. Her brother Darius is a special agent at the CIA who lives with his girlfriend Alex Faust, a bartender with a mysterious past which even her closest are unaware of.

CHARACTERS

Ivory Le Rouge (Bounty Hunter), portrayed by Danneel Harris
Ivory is an energetic 118-year old with a confidence most would kill for. After growing up with an absent mother, both she and her brother Darius have trouble trusting almost anyone. She had just begun to feel secure in her work and managed to form relationships with her co-workers, when one of the fugitives she was sent to find seemed not only innocent, but completely uncapable to fend for himself. She considers herself to be a good judge of character and never had she seen such fear as she did in the this man when the FBI brought him in. She decides to dig a little deeper than she usually does and within a week her apartment has been raided and her phone has been bugged. She begins to notice a change of atmosphere at work and everything tells her that she's in danger.

Darius Le Rouge (Officer at FBI), portrayed by Thomas Dekker
For a 125-year old, Darius has more baggage than anyone should ever have to carry. This has caused him to put up a shield between him and the rest of the world which only opens for his sister and his long-time girlfriend Alex Faust. Through his sister, he managed to land a job at the FBI and after years of hard work he's faught his way up and is now an officer, specializing in drug related crimes.

Alex Faust (Bartender), portrayed by Alona Tal
No one truly knows about Alex's history, or that she even has one. In fact, Alex isn't even her real name. In 2110, Alex became involved with a group of people that ruined her entire life, she was given a new chance and a new identity to secure her safety. The person she is now, the 126-year old bartender in a committed relationship is the person Alex wants to be. But when she's suddenly threathened by one of her customers, she starts to believe her past has caught up with her. But then Ivory claims that someone is after her and Alex's life becomes more complicated than it already was.

Charley Morvant (Director of FBI), portrayed by Lee Pace
Mr. Morvant is a man of many talents. But none which anyone would really appreciate if they weren't looking to pull a fraud on their country's entire population. Mr. Morvant claims to be a good man with good intentions, but sending an assassin to kill your own wife isn't that nice, is it? Of course, the public only believes him to be a husband mourning his departed wife with his country's best in mind. Nobody knows his age, like many other aspects of him.

Isabel Norwood (Assistant of Charley Morvant), portrayed by Nina Dobrev
Isabel Norwood is a 200-year old in a girl's body. In a world where no one ages and no one is born, the age tends to be just a number. In this case, two centuries hasn't actually done much to Isabel, she's still the superficial girl trying to find herself, but most importantly - she looks good while doing it.

spn_j2_bigbang art || as notes of music are

2010-06-18T21:04:31Z

Title: As Notes of Music Are
Author: kiwiana
Artist: eatwe
Fandom: RPF
Pairings: Jared/Jensen, with Katie/Lauren and mentioned Danneel/Adrianne
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 21,743
Summary: Fifteen-year-old Jared Padalecki is a musical prodigy, but he is keeping a secret from his family that might tear them apart. When he joins the orchestra and meets the gorgeous concertmaster, Jared finds himself falling for more than just Jensen’s music - the guy has really talented hands - and Jared is willing to risk everything to be with him.

Artist's notes: This was the first time I signed up as an artist at spn_j2_bigbang. Last year I was too late but got to read all of these utterly amazing stories and look at the art accompanying them. So, as you can understand I was terrified and also super excited to know which author I was assigned to! Luckily, I got the first story I claimed and it turned out it's author was the most warm and open person I could've asked for. We're both new to this experience but kiwiana has made me feel more secure with myself than I could've ever asked for. So thank you, Maria, for making this time so enjoyable! ♥

Looking through this years art posts I've realized I will never even begin to measure up with some of the talent this community has. But it's been a pleasure being a part of this and I'm happy to be one of the many artists this year.

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And that's it! If you'd like to avoid a sudden death in the near future, you should go read kiwiana's sweet story. Like now.

eatwe @ 2010-05-29T12:15:00

2010-05-29T10:15:34Z

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2010-05-18T17:36:01Z

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the island meme: poll #5

2010-05-12T11:38:17Z

Previously on The Island Meme

You had your say and the following were voted out..

I don't feel especially emotional about neither of them but.. Megan. :(

THE RULES
1. I picked 10 female and 10 male celebs I find attractive.
2. Everyday (or so) I'll make a poll and you'll have to vote for the ONE girl and ONE guy you find the least attractive (not so much who you LIKE, but who you find hot.)

the women

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View Poll: #1563315

the island meme: poll #4

2010-05-11T11:51:11Z

Previously on The Island Meme

I was forced to break a tie in the men section and the following were voted out..

It was a difficult choice but David had to go. :(

THE RULES
1. I picked 10 female and 10 male celebs I find attractive.
2. Everyday (or so) I'll make a poll and you'll have to vote for the ONE girl and ONE guy you find the least attractive (not so much who you LIKE, but who you find hot.)

the women

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View Poll: #1562861

This is getting exciting, so please keep voting. :)

the island meme: poll #3

2010-05-10T17:27:37Z

Previously on The Island Meme

You had your say and the following two actors were voted out..

You voted out:
Danneel Harris and Lee Pace

At least now I can keep her to myself. :)

THE RULES
1. I picked 10 female and 10 male celebs I find attractive.
2. Everyday (or so) I'll make a poll and you'll have to vote for the ONE girl and ONE guy you find the least attractive (not so much who you LIKE, but who you find hot.)

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View Poll: #1562543

Thanks for voting, guys!

the island meme: poll #2

2010-05-09T12:46:18Z

Previously on The Island Meme

The viewers had their say and the following two musicians were voted out..

You voted out:
Lady Gaga and Shannon Leto

I am shocked! :(

THE RULES
1. I picked 10 female and 10 male celebs I find attractive.
2. Everyday (or so) I'll make a poll and you'll have to vote for the ONE girl and ONE guy you find the least attractive (not so much who you LIKE, but who you find hot.)

the women

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View Poll: #1562098

Please vote, guys! I beg you. I'm actually on my hands and knees while typing this. Seriously.

the island meme: poll #1

2010-05-08T12:56:35Z

I stole this meme from watchpoint because of it's apparent awesomeness. Please vote!

THE RULES
1. I picked 10 female and 10 male celebs I find attractive.
2. Everyday (or so) I'll make a poll and you'll have to vote for the ONE girl and ONE guy you find the least attractive (not so much who you LIKE, but who you find hot.)

the women

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the men

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View Poll: #1561796

eatwe @ 2010-04-26T16:05:00

2010-04-26T14:05:36Z

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eatwe @ 2010-04-17T16:40:00

2010-04-17T14:40:44Z

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eatwe @ 2010-04-05T11:08:00

2010-04-05T09:08:19Z

Holy shit, guys. Okay, I'm really sorry if you have seen this everywhere already. I don't like spamming you guys, it's just that we never get to see him sing this much by himself. He's so, so good that you might even enjoy it if you don't watch the show...

He starts singing around 2:30, just so you know.

the whinechesters

2010-04-03T09:04:49Z

I'm so excited for this, guys! Your face is in my box.

this is gonna be a good year, people

2010-03-04T10:25:22Z

Guys, I'm seeing 30 Seconds to Mars again this summer in Gothenburg. HOLY CRAP!

picspam: supernatural - top 5 episodes

2010-02-28T00:06:29Z

Picspam for the current challenge at picspammy.

Afterwards like this, I regret not putting All Hell Breaks Loose Pt. 2 and
No Rest for the Wicked on the list. But I'll have to forgive myself because it was hard enough
to narrow it down to just five. I just wanted you to know this before you scrolled down.

05. "Abandon All Hope"
(season 5, episode 10)

Bobby: Everybody, get in here. It's time for the line-up. Usual suspects, in the corner.
Ellen: Oh come on, Bobby, nobody wants their picture taken.
Sam: Hear hear.
Bobby: Shut up, you're drinkin' my beer. Anyway, I'm gonna need somethin' to remember your sorry asses by.
Ellen: Ha, always good to have an optimist around.
Castiel: Bobby's right. Tomorrow we hunt the Devil. This is our last night on Earth.

04. "On the Head of a Pin"
(season 4, episode 16)

Castiel: The righteous man who begins it is the only one who can finish it.

03. "The End"
(season 5, episode 4)

Future Dean: Okay. If you're me... then tell me something only I would know.
Dean: Rhonda Hurley. We were, uh... 19. She made us try on her panties. They were pink. And satiny. And you know what? We kind of liked it.
Future Dean: Touché.

02. "In My Time of Dying"
(season 2, episode 1)

Dean: I think I'll pass the 72 virgins, thanks. I'm not that into prude chicks, anyway.
Tessa: That's funny. You're very cute.

01. "Lazarus Rising"
(season 4, episode 1)

Dean: Who are you?
Castiel: I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.
Dean: Yeah, thanks for that.

Credit: screencaps

eatwe @ 2009-07-20T12:41:00

2009-07-20T10:46:41Z

spnland

Like whedonland, it is an interactive community with competition. You will be placed in one of the teams of your choice: Team Castiel, Team Dean, Team Sam, and Team Lucifer. You will then compete against the other teams to defeat each other. Every four months votes will be tallied and the team with the greatest points wins.

Make sure you join Team Castiel! Just because, you know, we're awesome.

picspam: dean/castiel (comparison)

2009-06-18T18:25:02Z

Ever since I saw Lucifer Rising, Dean and Castiel's scenes have been put on replay in my head. I wasn't sure how, but I needed to get that out somehow and I figured a picspam was the way to go.

Since I didn't want this to be completely unnecessary or a waste of time, I decided to go ahead and include the last scene in Lazarus Rising. Maybe it's not much of a comparison but it's certainly a contrast between their relationship in the beginning and where they are as of now. How they've grown to know eachother quite well and how they haven't given up on each other just yet.

Lazarus Rising

Dean: Who are you?
Castiel: I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.

Dean: Who are you?
Castiel: Castiel.
Dean: Yeah, I figured that much. I mean, what are you?
Castiel: I'm an angel of the Lord.
Dean: Get the hell outta here. There's no such thing.

Castiel: This is your problem, Dean. You have no faith.
Dean: Some angel you are. You burned out that poor woman's eyes.
Castiel: I warned her not to spy on my true form. It can be overwhelming to humans. So can my real voice. You already knew that.
Dean: You mean the gas station and the motel. That was you talking? Buddy, next time, lower the volume.
Castiel: It was my mistake. Certain people, special people, can perceive my true visage. I thought you'd be one of them. I was wrong.
Dean: And what visage are you in now, huh? What, holy tax accountant?
Castiel: This? This is a vessel.
Dean: You're posessing some poor bastard?
Castiel: He's a devout man, he actually prayed for this.

Dean: I'm not buying what you're selling, so who are you really?
Castiel: I told you.
Dean: Right. Now, why would an angel rescue me from hell?
Castiel: Good things do happen, Dean.
Dean: Not in my experience.
Castiel: What's the matter? You don't think you deserve to be saved.
Dean: Why'd you do it?
Castiel: Because God commanded it. Because we have work for you.

Lucifer Rising

Castiel: Hello, Dean. It's almost time.

Zachariah: Have faith.
Dean: What, in you? Give me one good reason why I should.
Zachariah: Because you swore your obedience. So, obey.

Castiel: You asked to see me.
Dean: Yeah, listen, I need something.
Castiel: Anything you wish.
Dean: I need you to take me to see Sam.
Castiel: Why?
Dean: There's something I gotta talk to him about.
Castiel: What's that?
Dean: The BM I took this morning! What's it to you? Just make it snappy.
Castiel: I don't think that's wise.

Dean: Are you saying that I'm trapped here?
Castiel: You can go wherever you want.
Dean: Super! I wanna go see Sam.
Castiel: Except there.
Dean: I wanna take a walk.
Castiel: Fine, I'll go with you.
Dean: Alone.
Castiel: No.
Dean: You know what? Screw this. I'm outta here.
Castiel: Through what door?

Dean: What are you gonna do to Sam?
Castiel: Nothing. He's gonna do it to himself.
Dean: What's that supposed to mean? Oh, right. You gotta tell the company line. Why are you here, Cas?
Castiel: We've been through much together, you and I. And I just wanted to say I'm sorry it ended like this.
Dean: "Sorry"? It's armageddon, Cas. You need a bigger word than sorry.

Castiel: Try to understand. This is long fortold! This is your-
Dean: Destiny? Don't give me that holy crap. Destiny, God's plan? It's all a bunch of lies, you poor, stupid son of a bitch! It's just a way for your bosses to keep me and keep you in line. You know what's real? People. Families. That's real. And you're gonna watch them all burn?
Castiel: What is so worth saving? I see nothing but pain here. I see inside you. I see your guilt, your anger, confusion. In paradise all is forgiven. You'll be at peace! Even with Sam.
Dean: You can take your peace and shove it up your lillywhite ass. 'Cause I'll take the pain and the guilt. I'll even take Sam as is. It's a lot better than being some stepford bitch in paradise! This is simple, Cas! No more crap about being a good soldier. There's a right and there is a wrong here, and you know it. Look at me! You know it. You were gonna help me once, weren't you? You were gonna warn me about all of this before they dragged you back to bible camp. Help me now. Please!

Castiel: What would you have me do?
Dean: Get me to Sam. We can stop this before it's too late!
Castiel: I do that, we will all be hunted. We'll all be killed.
Dean: If there's anything worth dying for, this is it. You spineless, soulless son of a bitch. What do you care about dying? You're already dead. We're done.
Castiel: Dean.
Dean: We're done.

Castiel: We have to find Sam now.
Dean: Where is he?
Castiel: I don't know. But I know who does. We have to stop him, Dean. From killing Lillith.
Dean: But Lillith's gonna break the final seal.
Castiel: Lillith is the final seal. She dies, the end begins.

Dean: St. Mary's? What is that, a convent?
Chuck: Yeah, but you guys aren't supposed to be there. You're not in this story.
Castiel: Yeah, well. We're making it up as we go.

Castiel: It's the archangel! I'll hold them off, I'll hold them all off. You stop Sam!

Feedback is always great! Screencaps by tonicangel. Please remember that I've worked hard with these caps in Photoshop and that I'd rather not see these being used for graphics or anything else.

let the countdown begin

2009-06-17T09:44:32Z

"..the rollout continues Sept. 9 with the two-hour preem of "America's Next Top Model," followed Sept. 10 by the preem of "Vampire Diaries" and return of "Supernatural."

That's only, like, 85 days. We only have to suffer for 85 days! WOO.

eatwe @ 2009-06-14T11:36:00

2009-06-14T09:40:30Z

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picspam: supernatural - "when the levee breaks"

2009-05-10T13:30:42Z

Screencaps by oxoniensis

eatwe @ 2009-05-07T13:09:00

2009-05-07T11:11:22Z

flames @ dreamwidth

Just came to say that I got an account. It's going to be a public journal, so there won't be any personal entries on it. Comment here if you got an account as well!

eatwe @ 2009-03-08T10:44:00

2009-03-08T09:47:01Z