It's over.
[4/20/2013 9:06:51 PM] Her: i awnt to just be friends but that makes me really happy to be friends too
[4/20/2013 9:06:53 PM] Me: You've been needing to have a good day!
[4/20/2013 9:07:14 PM] Me: You felt very distant last night and it kinda scared me
[4/20/2013 9:07:47 PM] Her: ah ? oh no i was just super fucking tired lol
[4/20/2013 9:07:50 PM] Me: And yeah. I like you, but if nothing else I would much rather be friends than lose you entirely
[4/20/2013 9:07:59 PM] Her: same
[4/20/2013 10:02:38 PM] Me: I'm kinda sad, but over time I'll get over it.
[4/20/2013 10:03:25 PM] Her: sorry
[4/20/2013 10:03:34 PM] Me: It's not your fault
[4/20/2013 10:04:08 PM] Her: Smile
[4/20/2013 10:04:22 PM] Me: Hm?
[4/20/2013 10:04:26 PM] Her: smile
[4/20/2013 10:04:38 PM] Me: I'm gonna be a little sad for a bit
[4/20/2013 10:04:45 PM] Me: But like I said, I'll get better
[4/20/2013 10:04:51 PM] Her: kk
In a few days, weeks, months, whatever she turns around and changes her mind... I'll accept it.
Right now it hurts... it hurts a lot, but I'm not too sad. I got most of that out of my system last night. I've spent most of the past couple of days preparing myself for this. Preparing myself for this exact outcome, so I'm not horribly depressed about it.
We spent the past few hours, along with another friend, watching FMA while in a Skype call.
It was fun.
In time I'll get over it, but for now I'll mourn what could have been.
[4/20/2013 9:06:53 PM] Me: You've been needing to have a good day!
[4/20/2013 9:07:14 PM] Me: You felt very distant last night and it kinda scared me
[4/20/2013 9:07:47 PM] Her: ah ? oh no i was just super fucking tired lol
[4/20/2013 9:07:50 PM] Me: And yeah. I like you, but if nothing else I would much rather be friends than lose you entirely
[4/20/2013 9:07:59 PM] Her: same
[4/20/2013 10:02:38 PM] Me: I'm kinda sad, but over time I'll get over it.
[4/20/2013 10:03:25 PM] Her: sorry
[4/20/2013 10:03:34 PM] Me: It's not your fault
[4/20/2013 10:04:08 PM] Her: Smile
[4/20/2013 10:04:22 PM] Me: Hm?
[4/20/2013 10:04:26 PM] Her: smile
[4/20/2013 10:04:38 PM] Me: I'm gonna be a little sad for a bit
[4/20/2013 10:04:45 PM] Me: But like I said, I'll get better
[4/20/2013 10:04:51 PM] Her: kk
In a few days, weeks, months, whatever she turns around and changes her mind... I'll accept it.
Right now it hurts... it hurts a lot, but I'm not too sad. I got most of that out of my system last night. I've spent most of the past couple of days preparing myself for this. Preparing myself for this exact outcome, so I'm not horribly depressed about it.
We spent the past few hours, along with another friend, watching FMA while in a Skype call.
It was fun.
In time I'll get over it, but for now I'll mourn what could have been.