WAR

dulcepericulum — Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:22:29 GMT

closed.

dulcepericulum — Wed, 28 Feb 2007 15:03:39 GMT

I heard birds chirping. I also hear my dog howling, but that's another story. She is such a whiner.

dulcepericulum — Tue, 27 Feb 2007 03:18:44 GMT

omgggg i miss the asg and co

dulcepericulum — Mon, 26 Feb 2007 13:26:01 GMT

Lol look at their facesssss.

dulcepericulum — Sat, 24 Feb 2007 15:48:54 GMT

1. last beverage: water
2. last phone call: mommy
3. last instant message: chat; ma?
4. last cd played: last CD? erm...last song was 'waiting to fall' by mae.
5. last bath: um. a while
6. last time you cried: thursday
7. last text message: mei mei
8. last hug: Not sure. cia...yeah it was ciara....or was it my mom? i don't remember

SIX HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice: No.
2. been cheated on?: yes
3. kissed someone & regretted it?: Yes.
4. lost someone special?: yes
5. been depressed: yes
6. been drunk and threw up? yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. MADDIE!green
2. MADDIE!blue
3. black

LIST TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be self reliant
2. be not clinically depressed, hopefully without the aid of medication

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU
1. Made a new friend: not really
2. Fallen out of love: i don't think so
3. Laughed until you cried: i think so
4. Met someone who changed your life: no.
5. Found out who your true friends were: meh.

6. What was the last thing you ate? ummmm a cookie? last night. i should eat breakfast.

7. What shoes are you wearing? psht.

8. Is there something you want to tell someone? meh

9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? i am deleting my myspace in like, two seconds.

10. Do you know all your top friends in real life? N/A

11. How many kids do you want? 1000000000000000000

13. Do you wanna change your name? meh

14. What did you do for your last birthday? went out with adri and caro

15. What time did you wake up today? 9

16.What were you doing at midnight last night?: sleeping

18. Last time you saw your father? saw him, physically? i think- yeah. st patty's day of....sophomore year? he didn't see me, though. if you mean actually meeting up...probably like, when i was 12.

19. One thing you wish you could change about your life? um. most of it?

21.What are you listening to right now? city sounds and birds

22. Have you ever talked to Tom?: myspace tom? no.

23. Have you ever donated money to a good cause?: yes

24. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? Yes.

25. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone?: socks. mother.

26. Who's getting on your nerves right now?: bathroom hogging roomie.

27. Most visited webpage?: prolly gj or gmail

29. Coke or Pepsi? baby blood.

30. Do you have a crush?: no

31. Have you kissed or been kissed this week? no

i miss mdubbers.

dulcepericulum — Mon, 19 Feb 2007 06:16:26 GMT

My roomate is basically having one of the snobbiest conversations I have ever heard. She's already bitching about her boyfriend who's one of the sweetest guys I've ever met; She's so into herself. She finds herself quite attractive, and she's really not that good looking. She's god body image obsession, because she used to be big. Now she's a health nut. This and other things; Whatever, she's just sounding extremely judgmental.

'My goal is to be the head of a non profit organization, and to make beautiful art. His is to make money. It turns my stomach a little.' Is she kidding? Both goals are selfish and pretentious. She wants to be this magnaimous, selfless being, flawless and happy with everything. She's not. Her goals are completely comperable and equatable with Andy's lusted after 80 thou salery.

Oh, my god- And now she's srsly going on about how much better her life is than her boyfriend's, and how, basically, she's a better person. Her boyfriend is an excellent, nice guy, but he's a guy. She wants one of those fake, senstive artsy fag non existant types. She's faulting for having 1 friend he can count on, and telling her she was the best thing in his life.

I don't care if this post is hypocritical and bitchy, but this conversation she's having is making my stomach turn. I've been just as judgmental as she has been, possibly and probably more. However, I've also learned to cut out what I don't need, or like. I don't do it in the nicest way, but whatever. I do my fair share of bitching, I'm doing it now. Rachel is just coming across as enormously pretentious.

I should really be in bed.

OH MY GOD, NOW SHE IS SAYING THAT SHE'S SAYING ALL THIS SHITE BECAUSE SHE'S NOT TALKED TO HIM OR SEEN HIM IN A DAY.

Partially relatedly, emotionally speaking, I'd prolly be the best girlfriend ever. 'Let's have sex! Let's watch a horror movie! Ok go away!' Alright, I'm done both bitching and tooting my own horn. Ciao, bellas.

dulcepericulum — Mon, 19 Feb 2007 05:45:15 GMT

Why the sod do I have work tomorrow? This is rubbish, and I vehemently oppose it. I want my god given American holiday!!!!!!!

But I guess I'll get up at 7 and brave the cold instead. I really should be in bed.

dulcepericulum — Sat, 17 Feb 2007 15:36:11 GMT

dulcepericulum — Sat, 17 Feb 2007 14:42:45 GMT

Wow. That was one of the most intense, strange dreams I have ever had. I don't believe I can even begin to write it down, because of all the little quirks and intricasies that dreams have, but...I don't know if it was life changing, exactley, but it was scary and beautiful and makes you think.

dulcepericulum — Fri, 16 Feb 2007 23:39:12 GMT

OMFG NAKED DANRAD'S ASS!!1!!

dulcepericulum — Thu, 15 Feb 2007 14:40:57 GMT

permit

driver's ed

lisence

work

save

home

~~roommate~~

job

work

save

classes

california.

dulcepericulum — Tue, 13 Feb 2007 13:33:14 GMT

You are very spoiled.

I'm poor and undeducated and I'm living Real Life with 65 dollars. But I know I am terribly lucky.

Does anyone know if it's possible to get a job in another state before moving?

dulcepericulum — Fri, 09 Feb 2007 17:42:44 GMT

I was going to say that my new goal was to be tall, french and skinny, but I'm not sure if that's going to work out for me.

I wish it weren't so cold, so I could start walking to work and getting the exercize I want.

dulcepericulum — Wed, 07 Feb 2007 13:22:05 GMT

On April 1, 2007, this journal will close.

dulcepericulum — Wed, 07 Feb 2007 02:05:50 GMT

But there is so much I would like to say
I tend to talk endlessly
About all that comes easy to me
Youth speaks now but I may end up being
something huge someday

dulcepericulum — Mon, 05 Feb 2007 12:57:35 GMT

Oh my god. I totally just drooled. WHAT THE HELL.

Waaaaaaaaaave of emotion. Unrelatedly, I am giving work my two weeks notice when I go in on Friday...which I don't really know how to do. Anyway, I am going to talk to Wendy about causal part time, which would mean some nice, shiny extra cashola for yours truly.

Tomorrow I start my shiny new job of shininess, which I am excited for. I am sure it will be good once I get the hang of it. I need to find the right trousers, though. Oh, black pants, will I ever be rid of you?*

St. Thomas was ace, as usual. For all who haven't heard, I walked into a glass door. Bit my lip, messed up my nose. But the most important part was the perfect imprint of my forehead, nose, mouth and chin on the glass. No one thought I did it that hard...until they saw the imprint.

I got crunk at my aunt's bday party, but the problem abour crunk me is it = a sleepy me. I crash. I get sooooooo goddamn tired. I also threw up, but that's alright, it wasn't that bad. And I wasn't hung over. Huzzah! I went boating and snorkling and stayed in a mansion. Pretty good weekend, if you ask me.

My dog is adorable and cute and I would like to snuggle her but she would get mucho cranky with me, as she is currently sleeping. She's gaining wieght, but she's about 10 or 11, so gaining weight now is pretty standard.

IMO, House was not that great last night, which is new. I- Oh, the dog is awake. Which means my mum is most likely home. Nope, it's the mail. Freckles hates the mail with a burning passion. She's very much a dog that way.

I just had to play diciplinarian, which is not fun, primarily because my dog is a hobag who doesn't listen.

On my way to St. T, I found a new copy of Good Omens. Needless to stay, I was stoked. And read it in about two seconds, as usual.

OH. ALSO HAVE A NEW VID IPOD. AGAIN, WITH THE STOKED AND THE ME BEING STOKED.

I am still considering moving to Cali next year, with J. I think that would be ace. However, new jobs don't take kindly to peacing out after few months. And fuck, it's almost February. Time moves sooooo goddamn fast now, it's insane.

*No

dulcepericulum — Fri, 26 Jan 2007 02:58:53 GMT

starting at 10 AM tomorrow i will Not Be Here. this will end around monday at midnight, when i Will Be Here.

dulcepericulum — Wed, 24 Jan 2007 07:11:15 GMT

This is still hysterically funny.

dulcepericulum — Tue, 23 Jan 2007 21:57:41 GMT

Good afternoon, East Boston Animal Hospital, how may I help you?

I basically have the job, except for some wonky reason they can't get in touch with my refrences. Luckily I am going into work tomorrow to talk to Wendy and get my check, and I will ask her to give them a call so I can snuggle puppies and kitties for the rest of my sodding life. I am also going to ask about staying casual part time, as I really like the people, and extra cash is ace, especially with all my goddamn bills.

Goddamnmotherfucking bills.

dulcepericulum — Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:31:40 GMT

'...I hate coming out'
'What?'
'I would hate coming out!'
'Oh! I thought you said you hate coming out'
-cue laughter-

I had an uncomfortable gay moment. I don't get many of those, but they're happening more often. I hate it.

And I hate calling myself gay, or bisexual. Or LGBT anything. I just like girls and boys- I just like people. And it's not some pussy-assed 'emotional connection' thing. Girls are hot. Boys are hot. Really androgynous people are hot, so everyone's hot, really.

I'm so over it.

In other less angsty news, I forgot how good snow smelt. And felt. And sounded. I love it. Unless I am taking out the trash, then my hands get bloody cold.

I need to buy new batteries for my toofbrusshhh.

dulcepericulum — Sun, 21 Jan 2007 05:34:19 GMT

What would Brian Boytano do?

dulcepericulum — Wed, 17 Jan 2007 07:29:44 GMT

!!!!!!!!!!!!

dulcepericulum — Tue, 16 Jan 2007 21:12:45 GMT

I am losing The Game.

I stayed at Kerri's this Sunday-This Morning, and we watched 8450234823942394 episodes of House. I saw Nami and Sushil, both of whom I haven't seen in pretty much 230948340928 years, which is totally lame, as Nams is pretty much a HS BFF. Laaaaame. So I also watched the football game, and was very engaged and totally helpful and agreeable during it. And then last night I watched the Golden Globes and yes, I did have a girl scream fit when Hugh won. Because he is a dreamy dreamboat of dreams. ::swoons::

Kerri gave me The Holy Grail for XxXmas, which is, of course, glorious, as I love that movie. As usual, I had a super fun time.

Tomorrow is the Doctor's and then a working interview on Thursday, and then work on FSS. I hate being busy.

dulcepericulum — Sun, 14 Jan 2007 03:38:11 GMT

Home and work always feel like two different days. I have almost no room left on my computer. :-/ No clue as to what to do, as I can't afford an external. I did some major music deletage to make room. It was kind of like pulling teeth. Important teeth. Important teeth with 2390884 nerve endings. But then I watch the office that Llama sent me, which I will probably cap soon

I am going to Ker's house manana. I am currently having a mini panic attack about it, I think it's because I'm going to Dana. lskjlaskdlasdlaks. I should probably tell the doctor that I am not liking the idea of social situations.

I am going to go make icons.

dulcepericulum — Tue, 09 Jan 2007 02:11:07 GMT

Omg I am watching a show on Rennecance architecture of italy and I am FREAKING OUT as I am recognizing EVERYWHERE. Siena, Florence. Omg. Tuscany, Rome. I loved Florence, and Siena. ::sigh::