one day at a time.

sometimes...

droopyflower — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 18:37:33 GMT

i think reading twilight had some adverse effect on my mentality. stupid book, so easy to relate.

i should really make a resolution to stop procrastinating and sitting on things when they clearly need to be done. i was never good at that though... all the weight i thought i would be rid of by taking a semester off is now fully pressing down on me again. UGH. can't i just enjoy my life like a normal college student...? now i'm behind. ff.

at least i feel much better than last night, which is when i finished reading eclipse. seems to me bella has it easy - i'd take the personal problems over these technical ones anyday. i'm much better when it comes to my feelings and things of that nature.

to add to it all: he did it again. i never said i was perfect with those feelings things. seems my response wasn't acidic enough because he doesn't think i hate him. guess i have to try harder.

sigh. off into the disgusting new jersey weather...!

*angry noises

droopyflower — Sat, 06 Dec 2008 06:14:11 GMT

Dear ex-,

Though I still care for you like I would any other friend, your "I'm better and am wiser than you" attitude is very VERY aggrevating. If I have to listen to you once more telling me how I need to

a.) 'get away' from my current lifestyle [which, by the way, I am VERY aware of - I was the one who told you I needed to do this so kindly STFU]
or
b.) the fact that I should really focus on how to make myself happy instead of relying on a certain someone I am half-heartedly pursuing [because he is across the country, there isn't much I can actually do][also: THIS IS NOT TRUE so kindly stfu again],

I will seriously drive to PA [I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE] and tear your head off your body and cut out your tongue and eat your brains [since it is some twisted ancient Chinese tradition to believe that in order to gain anything your rivals have, you must eat that organ (or what have you) in order to attain it - with that said I'm sure you will see the sacrifice and CLEAR gain that you will be giving me in doing so; after all, THAT IS YOUR GOAL IS IT NOT?????].

Sincerely,

Your one and only [ex].

[Maybe I'll explain later when I'm not so angry.]

Also: Disney and the trip to Florida is going great.

droopyflower — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 08:36:01 GMT

So... does someone wanna buy me a rename token for LJ? xD

._.;

droopyflower — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 00:13:16 GMT

I feel completely lost, like I don't know what to do in or about my life. It got to the point where I even thought, "why the hell am i 'living' for?" -- not to belittle people who actually think of suicide, but I'm normally a pretty peppy cheery person, so something is very off.

Ryan sent me a present and card in the mail today, and it's probably the most fitting card I've seen in a while. It really made me smile, moreso than the gift he sent [which was a voidwalker figurine from WoW that he got from Blizzcon... lol]. That made me think about where to find comfort in my alarmingly shitty mood, and I realized... I don't really have anything/anyone for consolation [besides ranting in a journal, online and on paper]. Granted, I usually don't like burdening people with stuff in my life because honestly, it's not that big of a deal. People go through highs and lows their entire life, and this one is no different. I'd like to think I'm a really good listener and advice-giver if people ever need someone, but most of the time they just think the same as me.
So really, I don't talk to people about my "issues". I've ranted plenty about things that bothered me, and have bothered me in the past and it seems moreso that I just annoy people with these instead of just letting these issues go and moving on... which I guess is just a personal thing, I tend to brood over things that really, well, bother me.
I talked to Eddie for the first time in a couple weeks, and I told him the reason why is because I wouldn't rant to him about my [now ex] team/team leader issues, and he just said he "appreciated that," and the conversation stopped there. That actually kind of hurt. At least I don't have to hear about his team drama anymore... when we DID talk, I suppose. I don't really understand that kid either, but that's a different story all together. ANYWAY

I think I need to get away from here. However, the idea of moving anywhere far from home also makes me hesitant, as much as I think it would help. Especially for school, though that would be my best bet... My college career hasn't been met with much luck [I wasn't completely happy with Cedar Crest, and I'm terribly unhappy here at Rutgers despite it being a good school, but it takes more than that, I believe]. The idea of transferring again, and to somewhere far away, really frightens me. I'm also too poor to just travel for a week or so, just to relieve some tensions at home. This is where I say it sucks to be a commuter :P
I'd really like to travel to the west coast though, preferably sometime before Ryan comes back too... and I'm pretty sure that's in December, and then back to upstate NY for him. Maybe I'll take his offer to pay part of my ticket, but just as a loan.

@ gameboyguy - I think I might just take your advice. :)

And now I feel just a bit better.

boy nonsense

droopyflower — Sat, 18 Oct 2008 06:14:17 GMT

I want nothing more than to see him again, and I have no idea when that will be.
And that's the saddest thing in my life right now.

Not gonna lie, it feels amazing to feel like the guy you like isn't trying to charm you. He's just being himself, and THAT is in itself charming.
Every once in a while I get those warm squishy feelings cause he does these little things to show he cares. They're almost invisible to the naked eye, so when I notice them it makes me incredibly happy.

I remember when we first started talking, he mentioned how he never talks to anyone about his problems since he never had anyone in his life to really turn to in that sense [he's quite a loner, really]. I told him that sometimes it helps to just rant about things that aren't going well, or to just talk about problems so you don't bottle up the negativity... not to push him to talk to me, just in general. Couple weeks later he'd talk to me about family things, stuff going on in his life that bother him, among other personal things I could safely assume he doesn't tell just anyone. That made me feel special.

He has tendencies to say the right thing at the right time. And not even realize it. He called me when his internet died. lol.

/boy nonsense

Boredom.

droopyflower — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 21:34:05 GMT

Instead of cleaning, I'm totally wasting time and being nonproductive. YEY! :D 1. Do you still talk to the person you LAST kissed? Yeah, and I miss him. We won't get into that though. 2. Have you ever seen your best friend cry? I don't think you can achieve best friend status without it. 3. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid? Flinstones. Not the ones with +Calcium though, those were gross. 4. What is the last thing you ate? Chips, I think. Sometime around 5am. 5. Did you get any compliments today? Hmmm, sort of. 6. Have you ever gone to court? Yeah, for no reason. It was stupid. I showed up when I didn't have to! 7. What's the fifth text message in your inbox? "Hydra" from Alex. 8. Are you friends with your neighbors? Yup. We just had a few new ones move in, too. 9. What languages do your parents speak? English and cantonese, woo! 10. Where have you lived throughout your life? Various parts of New York, Hillsborough, and a bit in Allentown. 11. What's the last piercing you got? My ears, I guess Oo 12. When was the last time you drove more than 15 minutes? I almost always have to drive more than 15 minutes to get somewhere ._. Last place was probably to the Nissan dealership to drop my mom's car off for repairs. 13. Do you get distracted easily? Sometimes more than others. 14. Have you ever thrown up/passed out from drinking? I've technically passed out I guess, but it wasn't because I didn't want to. 15. Do you get jealous easily? Not really. I usually know where I stand in others' lives, so I'm not all that concerned most of the time. 16. Have you ever toilet papered someone? Nope. 17. Have you ever had a crush on your brother or sister's friends? Being an only child kind of prevents that :p 18. Have you ever gone to a beach? It'd be weird if I haven't :) 19. Have you ever had a stalker? Hahahahahahahahahaha .__________________. 20. Do you remember your music teacher's name? Which? ... I only remember ones from middle/high school. 21. How good is your eyesight? I'm blind without contacts or glasses. 22. Have you ever gone to a party? A fair share. It's not really my thing, I guess. 23. Would you ever want to swim with the sharks? No >_> 24. What would you say if I told you I was in love with your brother? Only child thing again, kinda hard. 25. Have you ever been out of your country? YES!!!!! :))))) 26. Have you seen your best friend naked? I uh... don't recall. 27. Would your parents be mad if you got arrested for fighting? Probably. But they'd be more worried if I was okay, first. The anger would eventually come later, I'd predict... 28. Do you have a Coach, Fendi, Burberry, Louis Vuitton purse? I own multiple Coach purses. 29. What's the last dream you can remember? I dreamt I lived with a [boy] friend of mine. It was rather awkward. 30. What time did you wake up this morning? 2pm T_T 31. What did you do this weekend? Well, the past weekend I pretty much became a big depressed ball of fail. It pretty much ran into this week, and will probably seep into this coming weekend too. 32. What does the 13th text message on your phone say? "Wow come over?" from Alex, again. 33. Do you drunk dial/text? Haha, never had a chance. 34. When was the last time you were really sick? I don't remember anything past small colds. 35. Who is the last celebrity you touched? Uh. Do gamer celebrities count >_> 36. What's in your back pocket? I don't have one! but it'd probably be my phone if I did. 37. When was your last kiss? Last day of VA Fire and Ice qualifier. :'( 38. Do you want to be pregnant right now? UGH NO. 39. Do you wear colored contacts? I used to. 40. What were you doing at 4am this morning? Talking to Alex, hoping Clinton would come home, wtf. 41. What do you usually do first in the morning? Just lay in bed, thinking if I dreamt for a moment. 42. Do you know anybody in the Army? Yeah, I do. .:Random things:. 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thought? "Gosh I look like a mess." 2. How much cash do you have on you? Something like $23. 3. What word rhymes with "DOOR"? More. Yeah. 4. Favorite planet? Pluto :'( 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? Edrix 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? My text message one. I <3 texts so when I hear it, it automatically makes me happy as a clam. 7. What shirt are you wearing? One from HHS, lewl. :D 8. Do you "label" yourself? I'm just a mix of everything. 9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? Ocean Minded 10. Bright or dark room? The room itself is bright, but I have the curtains drawn so it's dark. 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? She's pretty awesome, not gonna lie. 12. What were you doing at midnight last night? Being emo. Probably facebook/mymym/myspace surfing as usual. 13. What did you last text message you received on your cell say? "Yesss :) u2" from Alex. 14. Where is your nearest 7-11? Like, not even 5 minutes from my house. 15. What's a word that you say a lot? "omgosh" and "wow" 16. Who told you he/she loved you last? My mom. Hah. 17. Last furry thing you touched? My pup 18. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? None. 19. How many rolls of film do you need developed? None that I know of... 20. Favorite age you've been so far? Probably this one. Yepyep. 21. Your worst enemy? lawl :D 22. What is your current desktop picture? lol, something Alex sent me last night. It cheers me up quite a bit when I look at it, so I leave it as such so I remember to smile. 23. What's the last thing you said to someone? "I miss my tokens T_T" on IRC. "I dunno" to my mom. :p 24. If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to fly what would it be? Money. Haha. 25. Do you like someone? Oh yes, very much so. 26. The last song you listened to? Schwayzee - Buzzin

Love in this club...~

droopyflower — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 23:55:47 GMT

It's such a nice [albeit hot] day today! What a shame the summer is almost over, though I can't say I'm terribly upset since autumn is my favorite season. Cool fall weather, trees changing color, clear starry skies... :D

With summer classes over I have a lot of time on my hands, but it's quite boring having nothing to do! Most of my friends are preparing to leave for their upcoming semester in college [I'm a commuter, so I don't travel anywhere] or some have even already gone, with a few exceptions going to ESWC Grand Finals // NVISION LAN. I was planning to go, but with the classes I took I wasn't able to juggle it with a job, so boooooooo. :( Hopefully though, I'll be able to secure one now [interview pending!]. Having money is always a good thing.
[Note: Anyone want to send me? :DDDDD]

I have to say, traveling this summer has gotten me quite addicted. Going to ESWC Masters was my first time out of the states, and it was so much fun [despite our mediocre performance]. I was able to see a lot of teams we met previously like MYM and EG, and even some of their members that weren't around for Chicago last year like LevenT, Fear, and Andre... And we got to meet teams that we knew online like SK, TeG, and +46! I feel like such a fangirl... Which, according to Fear, I am >_>
Anyway, in addition to seeing everyone at the event, we got some time every night to ourselves while there which was great too- at Chicago, we wouldn't be out of the LAN center until it closed most of the time, which means we weren't able to have access to dinner most of the time, unless we walked around inbetween matches to get a bite to eat. We got to be tourists for a bit [okay, so I only saw the Eiffel Tower], and experience some fine French cuisine [need I remind everyone of the picture of Hanni eating escargot? :D]. Mmmmm. The best was one of the last nights we had gone out and we went to this chique cafe called Chai 33, which had really good food, though our first dish [most of us ordered the menu] looked a bit like cat food. It was hard to finish it after that. ;p
Even though it was hard to say goodbye, the flight home kept the fun rolling. Two of my teammates and I were lucky enough [or maybe unlucky, ;D] to be flying home with EG|Whisper, EG's CS team, and the EG manager, Alex. We met up at the airport and checked in together, so we were in the general area of each other in the plane so it wasn't so boring. That night, my teammates and I met up with Whisper and Alex again to go out for dinner at TGI Friday's, and while Rinoa went home the rest of us went
to Whisper's house to watch a movie [by the way, Whisper: Mandy Moore has a penis :D]. We planned on going out to the theaters the next day, but we all woke up too late and Alex had to go home. :(

A couple weeks later though, we got to meet up again for the Fire & Ice VA LAN Qualifier event! Alex was kind enough to drive Whisper, Rinoa, and myself down [without killing us, I might add ;o]. I tried my best to keep us entertained through the whole trip, namely taking two stones Whisper gave me [so generous!] and rubbing them together to produce what TO ME was a soothing sound, right in Alex's ear :D Luckily for his sanity I fell asleep often, lol. We left for VA around 5AM, so it wasn't surprising I was tired. :p We managed to arrive at Mofo's house at 1PM with only one stop for real food [@ White Castle: we ordered 2 crave cases (60 burgers worth) and we managed to eat about one case worth] and of course gas. Mofo was kind enough to house all of us and then some for the night since the LAN was 2 days away. The next day, the four of us that left from NJ went to EG|Dunn's house for an awesome BBQ cooked by Dunn's parents, and it was DELICIOUS. After that, it was onto the hotel and thus the LAN the following morning!
The event itself was cozy; there were 11 teams that participated. There were a handful of well known members within the DotA community there as well, with their 'pug' teams, and some qualfied! EG took first, followed by PewPewCrew, Nasty [Dirty?] Habits, and Akuryou's team [I think... I could check but soo lazy]. We got to meet Mug N Mouse as well; we scrimmed against them a lot prior to the event so it was nice to put faces to names. :) Unfortunately, PMS|H2O fell just short of qualification, but with a new team 2 weeks prior to the event it's not quite unexpected. Still, even with that result, I'm really proud of my team and I have high hopes for the future.
It was a lot of fun hanging out with EG too, especially the last night when we all crashed their hotel rooms to celebrate. Whisper was complaining he was hungry and telling everyone to order pizza for him [which no one did, haha]. Luckily, TopIdler and a couple of his teammates from MnM stopped by the room to see if we wanted anything from Wendy's prior to the celebration, so Alex came up with an idea: Instead of ordering pizza for Whisper, he ordered $30 worth of chicken nuggets, which equates to about 150 of them, lol. They arrived a bit later with a shoppinng bag full of them, and as Whisper took his place on his bed Alex dumped a bunch of them in his lap, as if he was being showered in chicken nugget glory. Heheheheh...

Unfortunately for me, I think that will be the last of my events and traveling for the year. :( I can't complain though since PMS has been so generous when it comes to our team, especially since we haven't even proven anything worth a sponsor's time. I can only hope that one day, we'll be playing on a level much closer to MYM, SK or EG-- and we will, for sure! >D Then maybe PMS can be proud.

Until then though, I'll sit here on my couch with my laptop in my lap, drinking my Dunkin Donuts iced toasted almond coffee, watching Law & Order: SVU. And maybe making fun of Fear because he's a big noob.

D: ~

droopyflower — Wed, 05 Mar 2008 02:29:36 GMT

So like, I desperately miss Chicago. D: And I can't believe I didn't write anything about it...
But maybe it was just too awesome for words ;x

I've actually been really busy playing games [is that an oxymoron...?], so I don't really do much else. I'm actually sitting in a scrim observing my teammates play right now, lol. Mass failing.
We want to get a video done with some clips from matches we've played, and 2 of them "decided" to use Britney Spears' Hot as Ice song. Zzzzzzzz. I will cry if that happens.
Lots of crying ingame now, even. tt.
It's a lot of fun playing professionally though, especially in a game pretty much dominated by guys. I hope we can take some good ranking in some tourney. Though I guess placing 7th out of 11 at Chicago isn't TOO terrible. Turns out we probably aren't traveling to Europe like originally planned which is a huge bummer, but oh well. What can you do? It wasn't in our hands in the first place. Maybe I'll just keep the refund check and go to Dreamhack Summer with it...

Life otherwise has been, well, going. It's been a bad start of a week, so I'm kinda mopey. tt.

Boredom. :)

droopyflower — Thu, 24 Jan 2008 07:06:37 GMT

1.) Are you close friends with the last non family member you kissed?
Yes <3

2.) Do you believe that there's always room in your heart for your first love?
Of course. He was a really good friend, and I hope where ever he is he's doing just fine. :)

3.) Where is the next place you will travel to?
I'll be lucky enough just to travel. :x

4.) Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Because I'm pretty much head over heels.

5.) Have you ever worn the opposite sex's underwear?
lol no.

6.) When was the last time you cried?
It's been a few weeks, I think. Don't really remember.

7.) Do you say sexy a lot?
No...?

8.) When was that last time you had a sleep over?
Over my house? Ages. Over someone else's? Couple weeks ago I think, maybe sooner

9.) Is there something you are waiting on?
Yes!!! :)

10.) What's something you currently want?
My baby to come home.

11.) Do you want to get married & have children one day?
Eventually yes, but not sometime soon.

12.) Ever kissed in a pool?
Yeeeeeep.

13.) Have you ever gambled in a casino?
No... I just turned 21 o_o

14.) Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Long...!!!!

15.) What's your favorite place you've traveled?
Uh. Chicago. Hands down. Even if it was without Ryan :(

16.) Do you like ice cream?
Wow who doesn't?

17.) What's your favorite color?
Grey. I know I know, it's not a color, whatever. :P

18.) Do you like to work with little kids?
I have a high patience, but low tolerance. It really depends on the kid though. If he's well-behaved I like it. If he's anything like my cousin then oh-god-no.

19.) Where are your mom and dad?
Sleeping

20.) Would you ever consider moving to another state to be with the one you love?
Yes! :) Assuming it was a practical time for me to move.

21.) Do you have empty bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere?
Eeek no.

22.) Own bright colored underwear?
Yea, lewl.

23.) Are you going to have a good night?
As good as possible.

24.) Do you have strange dreams?
I have strangely realistic dreams. Like I'll dream of things I like fantasizing about [traveling, winning a DotA tourney.... haha], or it'll be some strange event that could very well possibly happen.

25.) What are you listening to?
Flickerstick // Beautiful

26.) Have you ever had your heart broken?
A few times, yep.

27.) What's something you learned today?
When it comes to being around other college students, I feel like an idiot. o_o Like they're all watching waiting to judge. It was the weirdest feeling.

28.) Are you happy?
:) Cold, but ohsohappy.

29.) What did you do today?
Went to class, cat-napped, waited 3 hours for a scrim that didn't really happen, and I cleaned. And ate. And was lazy.

Renewal

droopyflower — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 06:50:28 GMT

In my love for music.

Any recommendations are greatly appreciated :)

By the way, Danny, where do you find all your J-pop/J-rock? I was looking for some new bands but not much luck. All my searches turned up a fanbase of anime music... which is alright, but I want more rock. :x

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droopyflower — Wed, 26 Dec 2007 04:06:50 GMT

It's totally cool when my parents yell at me on Christmas.

Thank God I'm leaving tomorrow and I won't be back till after New Year's.

Oh, and Merry Christmas // Happy Holidays.

In snow and sleet...

droopyflower — Tue, 18 Dec 2007 22:44:43 GMT

Yey~

12.16.07
We're awesome :)

Shot At Love finale in on tonight :x

TATTOO

droopyflower — Wed, 05 Dec 2007 23:49:49 GMT

Yes, I got one. :x
I even watched for part of it! *proud*

<3

droopyflower — Wed, 05 Dec 2007 07:30:42 GMT

I keep going to finish my entry about VGXpo and then I get tired of writing it midway. :x

SO IN THE MEANTIME!

Life is great. <3 Ryan. I see him in 2 weeks, and I miss him terribly.
Vinx is still a poopyface, and I get to have breakfast with him this weekend.
I'm going to Chicago 12.26 to 12.30 for a gaming lan tourney :]]]]]
Ummm.. Did I mention I'll see Ryan soon?

Ryan says: if i had a penny for every time i started thinking about you
Ryan says: i'd have 1 cent
Ryan says: cause i haven't stopped <3

He's so cute. And all mine. <3

lewl@irc

droopyflower — Thu, 08 Nov 2007 08:09:30 GMT

Rinoa: kristina's memory is pretty bad
Korini: no, it's just selective
Rinoa: OH OK
Rinoa: SO YOU DONT WANT TO REMEM STUFF ABOUT US
Rinoa: k so kris what are we doing tomorrow
Rinoa: that doesn't involve you texting ryan every 5 seconds
Rinoa: D:
Vinx: she just doesn't want to remember certain things.
Korini: just like how you don't wanna remember saturday night ;o
Vinx: what's saturday night
Vinx: oh.
Vinx: meh.
Korini: lollllll
Korini: OH RYAN!!!
Korini: RAWR!
Korini: did you know
Korini: john's too big to fit
Korini: lollll
Vinx: lol.
Vinx: yeah.
Vinx: and it gets hot.
Vinx: in there.

SQUEE

droopyflower — Thu, 01 Nov 2007 21:19:44 GMT

sjfdhfdsfjdhfsd 1 day daskjdahsfaksjfafh

OMG. O. M. G.

ohmygosh

droopyflower — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 23:56:50 GMT

1700!

Personal record.

And... 5 days. <3

Ok, so..

droopyflower — Wed, 24 Oct 2007 23:12:05 GMT

I took it upon myself to basically procrastinate as long as I possibly could, and dug up an old survey I did, almost 400 questions long. HAVE FUN.
Edit: Actually, a lot of the numbers have been omitted for some reason, so it's not 400.

(1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? Kristina A Chin
(2) Are you happy with it? Yea, it's original enough, I suppose
(3) Are you named after anyone? I'm a female version of Christ, as my parents told me. Not literally, though.
(5) Your screenname: mou ichido
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? Haha, noooo. Never.
(7) Then what would you name your children? I dunno.. I really like the name Scott and Ryan, however. Purely coincidental.
(8)If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? My parents were going to name me Calvin.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? I wouldn't :P
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? Usually it's just Christine.. or variations thereof.
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No... I like having a last name. And I probably won't be famous, so no worries about that :p

*~*~*~
BASICS
*~*~*~

(12) Your sex: *looks down shirt* Female!
(13) Straight/gay/bi? Straight.
(14) Single? Yarr.
(15) Want to be? what, single? It doesn't really matter to me, I'm in no rush.
(16) Your birthdate: January 8, 1987.
(17) Your age: I can almost legally drink. Ha!
(18) Age you act: Ummm I have no idea.
(19) Age you wish you were: I like my age, thankyouverymuch!
(20) Your height: 5'2"
(21) The color of your eyes: Chocolate brown.
(22) Happy with it? I wish they were lighter, but oh well
(23) The color of your hair: Ish black. No more dying for me.
(24) Happy with it? I can't complain. :]
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? Lefty! I work the creative side of my brain boys and girls.
(26) Your living arrangement? Mom, Dad, and a dog.
(27) Your family: chii?
(28) Have any pets? Sandy, the cocker spaniel, and Dog, the russian dwarf hamster.
(29) What's your job: Currently unemployed. And ENJOYING IT HAH
(30) Piercings? Ears 1x.
(31) Tattoos? I hate needles :x
(32) Obsessions? VIVA PINATA, Dog, WC3 [ladder and DotA] :x
(33) Addictions? Same as my obsessions :x
(35) Do you speak another language? Well, sort of. I spent 5 years learning French, and I know a bit of Japanese.
(36) Have a favourite quote? "Hey guys, let's go mass Kerrigans! - Alejandro
(37) Do you have a webpage? Umm.. Not my own, but I'm found on a few places of teh interwebs.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

(38) Do you live in the moment? I would like to think... Though I can't help but think of the past or future.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? HA
(40) Do you have any secrets? Yes, don't we all..
(41) Do you hate yourself? Once in a while. We're usually on good terms. :]
(42) Do you like your handwriting? Actually, I do!
(43) Do you have any bad habits? Poking people? One of my worst flaws.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? Hahaha, it's usually about my art
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Hm. ::shrugs::
(46) What's your biggest fear? Being alone for the rest of my life is pretty scary.. but if it happens it happens.
(47) Can you sing? Yes, but the question should be can I sing well.. ;o
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Haha, people wouldn't like the actual me then :p
(49) Are you a loner? I can be, though my friends make me otherwise
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? ...Friends/family, school, and gaming [while definitely not number 1, it is up there.]
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Probably.. if the other me could tolerate ...me.
(52) Are you a daredevil? Hahaha no :x I do want to skydive though. Eventually..
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? INDECISIVENESS :x
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? Probably more passive than agressive.
(55) Have you got a journal? Yesssss
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength? I have very high patience. Weakness? Hm..
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Maybe not be so nice.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Which one do you drink from? I would drink from Love because with Love all you see is beauty and with Love everything is creative.
(59) How do you vent? I have very tolerant friends. hehe D:
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? There are times when I am, times when I'm not.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Yeah, but at the same time I don't regret it because it's all a learning experience.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? Definitely. There's moments where it's bad but meh.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Um.. I... don't... know.
(64) What do you like the most about your body? Hm. My eyes, I think.
(65) And least? My feet. I can't stand feet.
(66) Do you think you are good looking? Sometimes.
(67) Are you confident? Depends on the situation..
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? I don't know. Too many books/names/personalities to recall.
(69) Do you let people know how you feel? Sometimes, it depends. :x When it comes to being upset though, I usually don't let people know since I kinda feel like I'm burdening them.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? I .. have no idea? O_o

*~*~*~*~*
DO YOU...
*~*~*~*~*

(71) Smoke? Nuuuuuuu :x
(72) Do drugs? lul no.
(73) Read the newspaper? Sometmes I'll read the Targum, but it's usually to get to the crossword :x
(74) Pray? Nope.
(75) Go to church? No.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? Hahaha, yeah, I wouldn't have met a lot of people otherwise.
(78) Take walks in the rain? :>
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? I don't hate anyone.
(80) Drive? Yessssss. I am Vinx's personal chauffeur. :p
(81) Like to drive fast? Mmm, speed.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

(82) Liked your voice? Meh.
(83) Hurt yourself? Nope.. not intentionally if that's what you mean.
(84) Been out of the country? Do the Bahamas count? Cause almost everyone's been there.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? Yeah. Sushi. Come on, it's delicious. :P
(86) Had sex? lul...
(87) Been unfaithful? I have, and I regret it.
(88) Been in love? If I have to think about the answer, no.
(89) Done drugs? This was asked >_>
(90) Gone skinny dipping? Almost.
(91) Had a medical emergency? Not yet... ::knocks on wood::
(92) Had a surgery? I had to remove teeths. :<
(93) Ran away from home? Nah.
(94) Played strip poker? Nuh-uh.
(95) Gotten beaten up? Noooope hehe
(96) Beaten someone up? Have you seen how small I am?
(97) Been picked on? lol Yes. Many a time. Middle school was not a fun time.
(98) Been on stage? Many-a-times.
(99) Been so drunk that you can't remember your name? Nuuuu.
(100) Slept outdoors? Not that I can remember..
(101) Thought about suicide? Not seriously, haha.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? Yes, almost regularly lol.
(103) If yes, what is your record? 44 hours ;x
(104) Gone one day without food? Almost.. >_>
(105) Talked on the phone all night? Nope..
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? Yeah.
(107) Slept all day? Mmm-hmm
(108) Killed someone? No...
(109) Made out with a stranger? No..
(110) Had sex with a stranger? No!
(111) Thought you're going crazy? lol yes.
(112) Kissed the same sex? Yes :x
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Nooope.
(114) Been betrayed? -___-" So many times.
(115) Had a dream that came true? OMG YES!
(116) Broken the law? Does speeding count -_-
(117) Met a famous person? Yes!!
(118) Masturbated? No.
(119) Masturbated with something other then your hand? Nope.
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No.. but I remember horrible childhood memories of a girl who used to kill caterpillars with a playground ball.
(121) On purpose? Do bugs count?

***What the hell happened to 122-144????***

(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? Nope!
(146) Stolen anything? Nope.
(147) Been on radio/tv? 2-3 newspapers.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? No.. they frighten me.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? Not recently
(150) Considered religious vocation? *stare*
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance? lul
(152) Bungee jumped? No ;_;
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes. . . *shudder*

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
CLOTHES and other fashion stuff
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

(154) Shoe brand? Etnies // Chucks
(155) Brand of clothing? A variety of things.. Hollister // Pac Sun // Hot Topic stuff.
(156) Cologne/perfume? Lilu // Nollie // Lucky
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? um... Clothes?
(158) How about parties? Normal clothes unless it's a nice one I'll wear a dress thing.
(159) Wear hats? lol no, not usually.. though I do own like, 3.
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? Why o_o
(161) Wear make-up? On occasion :x
(162) Favourite place to shop? Hollister :x
(163) Favourite article of clothing? Anything soft. Most of the stuff from Hollister
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? I dunno.. It'd be different, that's for sure. I doubt it though D:

*~*~*~*
BELIEFS
*~*~*~*

(166) Believe in life on other planets? Yes.
(167) Miracles? Maybe.
(168) Astrology? Yes.
(169) Magic? Yeah.
(170) God? Something along those lines, yep.
(171) Satan? Same lines as God.
(172) Santa? I did when I was like 4...
(173) Ghosts? Possibly.
(174) Luck? YES!
(175) Love at first sight? Not quite love..
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? Definitely.
(177) Witches? Nu :<
(178) Easter bunny? Haha. No.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yeah!
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Um. No.
(181) Do you wish on stars? Not usually

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? No.
(183) Do you think God has a gender? Nope.
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? Yea, more or less. You ARE talking to a bio geek here.
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? No. Nonononono.
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? We're reborn, so it could be anywhere [?]

*~*~*~
AMIGOS
*~*~*~

(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes.
(188) Who is your best friend? I don't have a "best"... they're all awesome in their own way.
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? I.. don't know lol. I'm pretty open.
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? ---
(191) Your favourite inside joke? One that I can remember? Wrenches and chockateils.
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? I don't know now, it used to be my appearance and my friends.
(193) Who's your longest known friend? That I still talk to, Janelle and Julie
(194) Newest? Ryan and John

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
LOVE, and all that
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No..? o_o
(223) Do you remember your first love? Mhm
(224) Still love him/her? To some extent, yes! Kevin is awesome, even if I don't talk to you like, ever.
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? Never.
(226) What do you find romantic? I'm the corniest person you'll ever meet... :>
(227) Turn-on? lol... :x
(228) Turn-off? Being pestered.
(229) First kiss? Hmm... January 2, 2003 [I remember cause it was right after the new year :P]
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? I may have no interest at first, but that can very well change.
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? DEEEEEEFINITELY knowing them.
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? No, cause I still wouldn't ask. :<
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Well.. to ME they're attractive... so no.
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I dunno...
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? EYES. gosh <3
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Some of them think with their [smaller] head :<
(245) Do you read porn? no.. lol.
(246) Read the articles? they have articles?... what?
(247) Just the pics? ew.
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? Present? Uh, Ryan bought me dinner..
(257) Are you in love? At the moment...?
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? What significant other... :P
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Look, like anyone else would, lol. Then probably just continue walking, unless I actually knew them.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

(267) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? Yeah.
(268) If you did experience that for one day, what would you do? Ionno, I'm pretty tomboyish already
(269) What do you love most about the other gender? How comforting they can be! And how huggable!
(270) What do you dislike most? How some of them are so sex-driven it's sad.
(271) What do you understand least about the opposite sex? How they can rationalize anything by loving someone. [That's really towards a specific case but yeah.]
(272) Honestly, what do you notice first in the opposite sex? Their eyes!

*~*~*~*~*~*
POSSESSIONS
*~*~*~*~*~*

(273) What is your fave possession? My stuffed animal that's as old as me.
(274) What physical, tangible possession do you want most? Oddly.. nothing.
(275) How badly do you want it? ---
(276) Have you ever seen The Exorcist? ahaha, no. /hide
(277) How long did it take for you to understand why the last question is in this section? This was a dumb question.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

(279) That haunted you? No one
(280) You wanted to kill? I can't tell you that.
(281) That you laughed at? Ryan or Vinx.. whoever probably texted me last
(282) That laughed at you? Michelle, lol
(283) That turned you on? um :<
(284) You went shopping with? Vinx, lol. I helped him pick out a nice jacket :p
(285) That broke your heart? :< Kevin, still.
(286) To disappoint you? :<
(287) To ask you out? Marek >________>
(288) To make you cry? Adam.
(289) To brighten up your day? OMG RYANNNN! :P
(290) That you thought about? Ryan.
(291) You saw a movie with? Adam
(292) You talked to on the phone? Actual call: Vinx Text: Vinx
(293) You talked to through IM/ICQ? lol, Ryan
(294) You saw? Dad
(295) You lost? ...lost? D: !
(296) You went head over heels for? :<
(297) You thought was completely N-U-T-Z? Vinx, lol.
(298) You wanted to be? I'd rather be myself D:
(299) You told to fuck off? I WISH...
(300) You trusted? I trust almost everyone. key word almost.
(301) You turned down? I don't turn down, I dodge :<

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

(302) Smiled? A few seconds ago, hehe
(303) Laughed? Earlier.
(304) Cried? The Monday after Digital Life
(305) Bought something? Um I don't remember the date :< Whenever I went shopping with John.
(306) Danced? Ummm somewhere with John cause he gave me this weird look when I did
(307) Were sarcastic? I'm fluent in sarcasm.
(308) Kissed someone? :/ 3 weeks ago I guess.
(309) Talked to an ex? About a week ago now, I think.
(310) Watched your fave movie? It's been a while :o
(311) Had a nightmare? In a while.
(312) Talked on the phone? Yesterday
(313) Listened to the radio? Umm sometime last week
(314) Watched TV? Now
(315) Went out? Last night.
(316) Helped someone? This morning
(317) Were mean? I don't think I'm mean outright, it's probably mistaken for sarcasm.
(318) Sang? This afternoon in my car
(319) Saw a movie? Ionno D:
(320) Said "I love you"? lol sometime last week
(321) Missed someone? Every minute
(322) Fought with a family member? A while ago. I don't keep track
(323) Fought with a friend? I don't think I ever have fought with one
(324) Had a serious conversation? Yesterday
(325) Smoked weed? Neg.
(326) Got drunk? Ugh, the Thursday at Digital Life.
(327) Had sex? ---

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
A LAST TIME for everything...
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

(328) Last book you read: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
(329) Last movie you saw: uh whatever John and I saw at my house
(330) Last song you heard: Everlong - Foo Fighters
(331) Last thing you had to drink: Essential VitaminWater
(332) Last time you showered: Yesterday
(333) Last thing you ate: Dinner last night
(334) Last CD you bought: Motion City Soundtrack <3
(335) Last thing you bought: My 360

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

(337) what are you going to do? Finish this...?
(338) Will it be with your significant other? n/a
(339) Or some random person? Well.. online.. lol.
(340) What are you wearing right now? Jeans, cami and 3/4 sleeved shirt
(341) Body-part you're touching right now: my waist
(342) What are you worried about right now? Not doing well in college
(343) What book are you reading? The Count of Monte Cristo
(344) What's on your mousepad? Love and its kanji
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Happy, excited, worried, anxious, loved.
(346) Are you bored? Oh yeah. That's why I've been filling this out.
(347) Are you tired? Nuuuuuuu
(348) Are you talking to anyone online? At the moment no, they're not talking :<
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? Nope.
(350) Are you lonely or content? Content, for the most part!
(351) Are you listening to music? Motion City Soundtrack - Hold Me Down. Favorite song.

*~*~*~*
NUMBERS
*~*~*~*

(352) Do you laugh when you hear the number 69? No.
(353) Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? No.
(354) Do you actually know your social security number? Yep!
(355) Do you actually know your IP address? Not offhand, but I can get it...?
(356) Do you know what an IP address is? Yesh.
(357) Do you know the four-character extension on your zip-code? Yup.
(358) Have you ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? Not really..
(359) Does your head hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc? Nope
(360) What do you think of pi? 3.14, Hiroyuki Goto, 21, the current world record holder for the most digits of Pi memorized, required over nine hours to recite 42000+ digits, or pi.
(361) Have you got a fave number? Not really.. although 8 seems to have some meaning to me I don't know what.
(362) How many rings before you take the phone? 2, usually.
(363) Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? For the most part yes
(364) How many CD's do you have? probably around 50.. I've downloaded more than I've bought. Let's put it that way.

*~*~*~*~*
COMPUTERS
*~*~*~*~*

(365) Mac or PC? PC.
(366) How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer as long as it works? I care enough about it.
(367) Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversations? I like IM better than phone, but face-to-face interations is on the top of my list. :P
(368) Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or telephone? Probably. I'm most likely more bubbly online, since I get to type it all out
(369) Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? Nope.
(370) How much time do you spend online each week? Sooooo much :<
(371) Is the internet one of the modern things you could never live without? I could survive.. As long as other forms of communication haven't been cut off.
(372) Do you even receive snailmail letters anymore? On rare occasions. I love snailmail.
(373) Send any? Of course.
(374) What's your fave smiley? :D
(396) If you could meet anyone in the world, living or not, who would it be? Hmm.. Greg from CSI. I heart him.
(397) Who is your idol? >_>
(398) What band has the funniest name? Jack Off Jill. Still love their song though.

+ Julie = win!

droopyflower — Sat, 06 Oct 2007 15:50:23 GMT

OH AND A SHOUTOUT GOES TO JULIE CAUSE I SAW HER LAST WEEKEND IN LIKE WHO KNOWS HOW LONG ITS BEEN~!

Gosh, it really has been a long time. D: And to think we always used to go out for McDonald's in HS! Heheheh <3
Man, DL was teh awesome. Rawr.

droopyflower — Mon, 06 Aug 2007 18:11:34 GMT

Rawrrr, so tired.
I went to Flushing yesterday to watch my mom participate in the Dragon Boat Festival- her group came in 4th in her division! She's in a lot of pain though, haha. Not to mention we woke up around 5:30ish AM and stayed in New York until 7 PM. Not counting the 2.5 hours we were stuck in traffic :P
The rest of the festival was a lot of fun; there was a play/drama of Monkey King, which was awesome. I used to watch it as a kid... but then they took it off normal television :( There was also a dumpling eating contest, who ate the most I have no idea... I really liked the Shaolin kung-fu performance, it's like stuff you see in those chinese movies hehe xP
The best part though in my opinion was the bubbletea, but that might also be because I had really shitty stuff the day before. Adam and I went to Ya Ya Noodles, and we asked for green tea bubbletea and pointed out which one we wanted on the menu to the guy at the counter [which was with creamer]. We go to sit down and wait, and the woman who made it hands us two green teas with sugar, no tapioca. We tell the woman that we wanted tapioca, and then the guy comes back to the table and told us it's not what we ordered, and if we wanted tapioca in our teas that we were supposed to tell him we wanted tapioca.

Now, I'm sorry, but when you go to some place to order bubble tea, do you have to ask for tapioca? Isn't it implied that you want tapioca by saying the "bubble" before the "tea"?

We told him that if we went to any other place to get bubbletea that we don't have to ask for tapioca, if we wanted regular tea we would have just asked for tea. He told us we were wrong, and got pretty snotty with us. The woman was nice enough to remake one to add the tapioca, but the guy just seemed to get more irritated at this and told us he didn't charge us for that, but then said to forget it and this time he'd let us by. Because y'know, it was our fault we didn't tell him what we actually wanted [bubbletea the normal way], and then accused his customer of being blatantly wrong.

Seriously, what the hell? I'm not going back to Ya Ya for bubbletea ever again.

But anyway, yeah, the festival. :] I'm glad it wasn't too hot yesterday either... <3.

What I've been up to...

droopyflower — Fri, 06 Jul 2007 23:21:07 GMT

>:3

Faluzure = Steve.
Me > Faluzure.
Thus
Me > Steve.
:D

droopyflower — Fri, 22 Jun 2007 04:10:40 GMT

I don't think there's anything funnier to listen to other than a french guy speaking when he's completely wasted. xD
He should come online more...

I am a little apprehensive about making the decision that I will make tomorrow.
But, it's for the best. For everyone concerned.

Did I mention how silly it is to hear a drunken french guy speak?

I need to get my crap back from Lawrence. Since he's been a complete dick to me as of late, I think I shall rudely demand it all back. Or else he can pay me like $30 to replace it all. I think he has to be one of the ones that I regret being with... if you call it that. Yeah... it technically was dating. Bah.

droopyflower — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 05:25:12 GMT

Things have been going well... :)

Been oh-so tired lately.. but that's nothing really special.
Steve came to visit me late May for about two weeks; we didn't really do anything special. Though we all did meet the WoWers, and had this giant nerd fiesta. :P Who would have thought that parents of an asian girl would actually let two boys sleep over [oh yeah, Adam slept over a few nights too]? :D
As of late, I've just been working. And working. Did I mention working? It's very short staffed... I'm not sure if they're actually doing much to look for new employees. O_o
My wisdom teeth most likely have to be removed... I need x-rays. Oh, the pain of surgery...!

I'm officially part of a DotA team [though that probably means nothing to most if not all of you hehe]. Ironically enough, it's Team Powerpuff Girls. Dibbs on Buttercuuuup

There's been so much drama... just stop already!
Is it bad I want to wear my Cho outfit in public...?

droopyflower — Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:43:08 GMT

Do you ever get this feeling that even though things are going wonderfully, there's still something in the back of your mind that is just .. well.. bothering you? And you're not sure why... It's kinda like you're lost in a fog, and the one person you depended on to always be there is suddenly going without you >,<

I don't know. But I guess all things will pass, and even these nonsense feelings will start to fade...

I'm in the mood for a movie. But it's so late :\ And I must finish Okami. And level Korini. And I -guess- Fenia. Yeahhhhhhh. Evalia... I don't have the heart to delete her. D:

Oh! And I got my hair cut. 12 inches gone, donated. It feels good. :)

Turn up the radio, blast the stereo riiight nowww

droopyflower — Wed, 07 Feb 2007 06:56:30 GMT

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately... I'm not sure really where to start.

I once again have a curfew. PS- I'm 20. QQ.
+ more parental complaints.

I went to a Dir en Grey concert tonight; it was amazing, and the 2 openers didn't suck either. :] I was worried people might start moshing, but instead they were just assholes and booed the 2 openers and shouted for DeG. Rawr. However, what was not amazing was how they made us wait in a line outside for an hour and a half. I thought my toes were gonna freeze off :\

Boyfriend and I are doing well. :)
[However, I still have yet to take him to Baumgart's, and since he's not taking me there because he doesn't want me to pay for dinner, I shall have to treat for everything I possibly can. It's harder than you expect; lately I've been going to see him and his parents keep treating :\] His parents are awesome. Hehe.

Two of my favorite canadians shall be visiting in approximately 3 months. And so the countdown starts all over again...
And by then we can get them to buy alcohol lawls! Man, that was the nice thing about Canada; drinking age is 19. I liked being able to actually order stuff on my own.
Luckily boyfriend is over age restriction? Haha.

I got drunk for the first time last Friday... it was interesting. I think I get kinda loud, but I get really friendly.
But I can't hold 4 8oz. glasses of wine. Yeah... an experience. I'm sure it'll happen a lot more. Especially if I go to NC for a week with Adam :P But it was cute. I got babied, though it wasn't really necessary <3

I have an obsession with Fergalicious.

I've stopped WoWing. You start to lose it when it takes about 2 weeks of constant playing to get 45, and then within a couple days the new race players get farther than you. Though I really want to use my pretty bow... QQ.

I don't know what to do for Valentine's. I want something original. Not just a dinner date. Chocolates. Flowers. Offers of sex. It's a pathetic holiday, but I just want to be creative. I dunno. I think I spent all my creativity on Christmas..
[Though I do miss getting flowers.]

I want to stop feeling like I've been forgotten; but, alas, that is partly my fault.

I want to be able to sleep in. :D
I also want to take classes for my major, and not this crap to fill core requirements.
I also hate NJ Books. They "jewed" me out of $123, and I'm pretty pissed.
I love the Rutgers Bookstore, however.

I like cheesy lines that boys would never say. [We secretly want to hear it though. It's really not as cliche as one thinks.]

I sometimes wonder what'd it be like to live on my own... On the plus side, I'd house millions of animals and have lots of space to go crazy and decorate and call it my own. On the down side, I'll be the crazy animal lady. With no money. And I'm not really able to resort to eating my own pets...

I wish I took more pictures while I was in NL. Though.. they'd pretty much look like the pictures I actually did take.
I also wish the states had poutine. Delicious!

I want someone to play Neverwinter Nights with me. :D Fenia will live on, I swear! Evalia just kinda sucked it up. lol@her.

Next summer I'm going back to NL? And for Andy's sake we'll go to the ... place I forget what it's called. The aquarium. And look at all the fishies! And maybe actually go to the Basilica. But we'll probably sleep in and wake up to eat supper and stay up ungodly late. But maybe I'll actually try the fishcakes this time,too.
I want Andy to teach me to dance!! Sick bastard. And to stop working so much. And then everyone will be home cause it's summerrrr~