Why is consistency so hard?

Is it because I let my fear of perfection outweigh my need to create?

Maybe.

I don’t really try to think about it too hard because then it stops me from writing this blog post, which I was suppose to work on 4 months ago…

But I do believe in divine timing, so maybe 4 months ago was too soon.

Maybe that version of Quinn didn’t have the words, or life experiences that this version of Quinn does.

Maybe I was always suppose to work on this post, on this day, at this very moment.

Or maybe I’m just being dramatic.

I don’t know.

There’s a lot of things I don’t know. And as much as I hate that fact, I have to force myself to accept it and be okay with it.

Each year, each month, each day, brings with it, new insights and challenges and I’m learning that it’s okay to not have all the answers… but it does make me rethink my questions.

What makes me happy? What lights up my soul? How do I want to contribute to the world?

In the past, I often felt the pressure to have my life mapped out perfectly. I thought I needed to hit certain milestones by certain ages. But I’m learning that life doesn’t work that way.

Sometimes, the most beautiful moments are the unplanned ones—the spontaneous adventures, the unexpected opportunities, or the whimsical decisions that make no sense to anyone else but me.

So this year, I’m choosing to enjoy the ride even when I’m not sure where it’s going.

I’m liberating myself from the burden of always needing to be in control and instead, trusting the process and embracing the journey.

Life is not a script that needs to be followed; it’s an adventure that needs to be lived.

So, here’s to the magical, unpredictable, and whimsical journey that lies ahead.

Here’s to making mistakes, learning from them, and falling down, just to get back up again.

Here’s to laughing until it hurts, loving fiercely, and being unapologetically myself.

Here’s to living life unscripted!