so be it I'm your crowbar

my life as of lately

2014-08-10T02:27:47Z

oxford shoes (mixtape)

2014-03-01T06:31:42Z

a mix for a warm day behind the school gates, watching cute boys pass by with your fellow oxford shoes-wearing girl friends.

(click on the pic to play on 8track)

01. Why Don't You Stay – Summer Camp // 02. Passing Out Pieces – Mac DeMarco // 03. Young Folks – Pete, Bjorn and John // 04. I Need A Doctor – The Drums // 05. Hey Boy – Magic Kids // 06. Prince Johnny – St. Vincent // 07. Young Love (ft. Laura Marling) – Mystery Jets // 08. Oxford Comma – Vampire Weekend // 09. Ceremony – New Order // 10. Fair Game – The Like // 11. Stuck For Summer – Two Hours Traffic // 12. The Youth – MGMT // 13. Step Up For The Cool Cats – Palma Violets // 14. Lisztomania – Phoenix // 15. All My Friend – LCD Sound System

latest obession

2014-02-19T10:33:32Z

ARE YOU TELLING ME YOU'RE NOT JAMMING TO THIS??!
(i can't stop myself from pressing the replay button)

MASTERPOST: JAEJOONG/NANA

2014-02-15T11:45:25Z

cause it needed to be done

CHAPTERED

let's play house by douc (koutenki) l m, heirs AU, faux cest (think rachel/young do)
She could have been the girl with his hands on her thigh, ass, hips, waist, neck – all over.

ain't no sunshine by douc (koutenki) I pg-15, vampires AU
Vampirism began with a curse.

ONE-SHOT

if you're afraid of the wolves, don't go to the woods by uljima l pg-13, 1104w
She smokes, one, two, three, five, ten, twenty Sobranie Pink packs, filtered, sweet flavor, and the smoke clears her mind

take me to paradise by douc (koutenki) l pg-13, 3550w
It feels like the long-overdue ending of her romance story, only it’s not the happily ever after every girl has been wishing for.

got your bible, got your gun by uljima I m, 3400w
“You should go to church.” Of course she’d say that, he thinks. It was just a dream, he reassures her. “You have some bad blood in you."

AFF

CHAPTERED

what happens now? by iscreampop l m
A story of a girl and a boy looking for something to do during the summer after their senior year of high school.

chasing fantasies by nanafantasies l m
Being a challenge junkie, Jaejoong does everything inorder to make Nana his.

euthanasia by devilgirlmaria l m
Jaejoong wants to help Nana, even if it means losing her, even if it means killing her.

ONE-SHOT

tryst by michyeossuh l m
the only way to cut the bond, to untie the thread and to disconnect the link that keeps them together yet separates them at the same time.

2014 scrapbook

2014-02-09T06:29:15Z

*reread/watched

books
dance, dance, dance by haruki murakami ★★★★★
house of leaves by mark z. danielewski ★★★★★
bell jar by sylvia plath ★★★
strong motion by jonathan franzen ★★★★
just kids by patti smith ★★★★★
crime and punishment by fyodor dostoyevsky ★★★★
iliad by homer ★★★★★
it - alexa chung (don't know how to rate this?)
gone girl by gillian flynn ★★★
deathless by catherynne m valente ★★★★★
a confederacy of dunces by joh kennedy toole ★★★★
catch-22 by joseph heller ★★★★★
1984 by orson well ★★★

music
albums
beyoncé - beyoncé
• haunted, blow, ***flawless (feat. chimamanda ngozi adiche), no angel, mine (ft. drake)
drowners - drowners
• ~~luv, hold me down, a button on your blouse, watch you change~~ I mean everything soz
warpaint - warpaint
• love is to die, teese, disco//very
salad days - mac demarco
who am I - b1a4
• treat her better, let her go, let my baby stay
anything bombay bicycle club
drawing the line - royal pirates
reflektor - arcade fire
• we exist, normal people, afterlife, it's never over
nikki nack - tune-yards
• water fountain, sink-o, real thing, find a new way
lp1 - fka twigs
• two weeks, video girl, lights on
ultra violence - lana del rey (it grows on you, trust me)
to be kind - swans
2014 s/s - winners
• empty, love is a lie, don't flirt, confession, different

songs
lonely - b1a4
miniskirt - aoa
congratulations - the chantels
something - girl's day
prince johnny & digital witness - st. vincent
brain - banks
shady lady - b.a.p.
crown of love - arcade fire
be the light - block b
hello, goodbye & don't love me - hyorin
attraction (ft. dynamic duo) - bumkey
ridin' (ft. a$ap rocky) - lana del rey
femme fatale (ft. tyra, beenzino) - swings
some (ft. geek's lil boi) - soyou & junggigo (addictive as hell!!1)
100 lovers - tennis
baby I miss you - 2ne1
i know - fiona apple
ain't nobody - h:atfelt/yenny
we used to wait - arcade fire
drive - b1a4
90s music - kimbra
venus - azealia banks
the moon song - karen o walker ft. ezra koenig
full moon + frozen in time + if that was you - sunmi
manhattan - cat power
lost stars - adam levine
letting go - jyj
moonlighting + thunder - exo
simplethings + sure thing - miguel
left hand free + every other freckles + hunger of the pine - alt-j
i wanna get better + wake me - the bleachers
chasing time + ice princess - azealia banks
idol - smith westerns

television
ahs: coven ★★★
brooklyn 99 ★★★★★
the heirs ★★★
it's always sunny in philadelphia ★★★★★
new girl ★★★★
you who came from another stars ★★★★★ x 10000 (all the feels)
sherlock ★★★★★
the liar game ★★★★★
ouran high school's host club ★★★★★ x 10000000 (laugh so hard every time)
true detective ★★★★★
borgias ★★★★★
the 100 ★★★
got s4 ★★★★(joffrey dying was the highlight)
orphan black ★★★★★
arrows ★★★
attack on the titans ★★★★★
my secret hotel ★★★
doctor stranger ★★★★
ahs: freakshow ★★★★

films
wolf of wall street ★★★★
the dreamers ★★★★★
blue jasmine ★★★
the hungergame: mockingjay 1 ★★★
american psycho ★★★★★ (all the awards)
secretly greatly ★★★★
ghost world ★★★★
her ★★★★★ (fucking amazing)
liar game: the final stage ★★★
under the skin ★★★★
the grand budapest hotel ★★★★★ (BEST)
begin again ★★★★
guardians of the galaxy ★★★★
rushmore ★★★★★
frank ★★★★★
lucy ★★
manhattan ★★★★★ (forever fave)
the double ★★★★
only lovers left alive ★★★★★ (plus the soundtrack)
nymphomaniac vol i. & ii. ★★★★ (intense af)
endless love ★★
laura ★★★★★

writing
player one / dbsk/boa; yunho/boa/jaejoong + like everyone/boa
buried in the dust / dbsk/snsd; changmin/yoona
almost cinderella / girl's day/exo; suho/yura
not sold separately / exo/f(x); sulli/sehun/kai/krystal/taemin
and I loved (like) a capulet / nine muses/block b; hyemi/b-bomb
the art of femininity / f(x); krystal/sulli
of bloods and bones and the places you came from / exo/miss a; kris/jia
fictions vs. reality / exo/f(x); krystal/kai
the perks of dating jung soojung / exo/f(x); suho/krystal(+kai)
she's morphine, queen of my vaccine / exo/f(x); chen/krystal/kai
click / cnblue/snsd; seohyun/jonghyun
if my heart was a house, you'd be a home / chen/liyin
give us a little love / shinee/f(x); taemin/sulli
restart / dbsk/snsd; jessica/jaejoong
imaginary and delusional / snsd/shinee; onew/sunny
(can't live) in the spotlight / exo/wg; sehun/sohee
pavane for a dead princess / exo/f(x); kai/krystal
got your bible, got your gun / dbsk/snsd; jaejoong/nana

only miss you when I want to (mixtape)

2014-01-15T09:19:47Z

I'm stuck in the house so here's a mix for a chilli day in a coffee shop, look out the window and you might find love.

(click on the pic to play on 8track)

01. 내가 왜 좋죠 (Why I Like You) – 한소아 // 02. 하고 싶은 말 (What I Want To Say) – 어쿠루브 // 03. 오늘밤 (Tonight) – M&N // 04. 사랑이 어색해 애즈 원 – 애즈원 // 05. 나쁜기억 (Feat. 케이윌) – 프로씨(Pro C) // 06. 너와 나의 레시 // (Fallin') (feat. STi, 제나) – 1sagain // 07. 우리 무슨 사이야(With 범키) – 애즈원 // 08. Something Flutters – Ra. D // 09. 불편한 관계 (feat. San E & 소정 Of 레이디스 코드) – P-Type // 10. 답답해 (Keymaker Remix) – 긱스 // 11. 우울시계 (Feat. 종현 of SHINee) – IU // 12. Eyekiss (feat. 강현준) – Lovelybut x 장기용/사랑의 단상 // 13. I Don't Mind – Girl's Day // 14. Love (Feat. Bumkey, Paloalto) – Primary // 15. 신세계 (Feat. 나비) – Phantom // 16. 혹시 자리 비었나요? – Soran // 17. 이 도시의 여름 – 최영준 // 18. 너에게만 – 범키 & 버벌진트

000. { 10% LOCKED }

2011-10-18T06:54:05Z