staring down the stars...

damn i havent posted in a while

2010-05-30T21:56:57Z

hello :)

ive been depressed. im better. ive lost 10 pounds in the past month. im still heavy. i cheated on my diet a lot this week and paid for it. word to the wise: nuts give you tummy trouble. i love yoplait smoothies. im going to disney world in december. i went last december too. we're going for the same 10 days for my birthday. i'm extremely excited. i've also recorded a bunch of new songs on youtube, and by a bunch i mean like.... 2 or 3. i'll post those at the bottom. in the mean time, i want to do a promotion for sunshine rewards. they're a site that you can do surveys as well as doing cashback from a lot of shopping, and I use them so i can earn disney gift cards (but there are other gift cards or even paypal transfers). i've got almost 30 bucks right now, but last year before my disney trip, i got 50 bucks and did receive my gift card - it really, honestly works. feel free to sign up :)

and if you forgot what i look like, look at my videos. ♥♥♥

Rachel Fridkin - Gravity (John Mayer Cover)

2009-10-07T06:47:35Z

Rachel Fridkin - All The Way Down

2009-05-12T21:11:01Z

Rachel Fridkin - All The Way Down (from "Once") from Rachel Fridkin on Vimeo.

You can also watch it in HD if you go to the site.

Bubbly - Colbie Caillat Cover

2009-02-06T18:23:39Z

Bridge Over Troubled Water

2008-09-17T03:36:04Z

OMG

2008-09-13T17:16:29Z

IM WEARING CONTACTS :D :D :D :D

years ago i had to give them up - i had bumps forming on the back of my eyelids and until now i didnt know it was just because of allergies :( but YAY I CAN WEAR THEM AGAIN AND IM WEARING THEM NOW UNTIL 6PM OMFG :D

(oh, and i have 2 new youtube videos up. please look at them. ive even conveniently put them under a cut for you)

More Than Words

2008-09-04T04:03:46Z

PLEASE VOTE FOR ME IN THE CREE INGLES IDOL SEARCH!
(voting starts sunday at 4PM pacific and goes for 24 hours only!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZbg-5u7Jt0

I'd Rather Go Blind

2008-08-30T04:52:06Z

PLEASE VOTE FOR ME IN THE CREE INGLES IDOL SEARCH!
(voting starts sunday at 4PM pacific and goes for 24 hours only!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfOx9k6kAOI

all the details on how are there! thanks so much!

Let Me Have You (An Original)

2008-07-22T07:40:12Z

enjoy (and ignore the frenchman rambling about marlboros - idk what the hell happened LOL)

want to hear my audition song for idol?

2008-07-15T18:01:52Z

Stay

2008-06-09T03:27:17Z

new youtube videooooo
please vote at the site if you can :) im not suuuper happy with it, but what can you do.

Where Does It Hurt?

2008-05-18T04:52:01Z

This is for the Instant Star Karaoke Showdown 2 on The-N.com -- lets hope I become a finalist!

comments are appreciated, preferably at the site thanks! :D

Toxic

2008-04-13T03:35:32Z

comments are appreciated at the site (so i can get more hits :X) lol thanks! :D

The Scientist

2008-03-15T19:14:26Z

comments here are splendid. I love this song.

oh, and thank you cookiesanddirt for friending me on there! LOL you're my only friend right now lmfao

i'm yours

2008-03-13T07:08:34Z

if you want to comment, can you go to the site and do it? :X I want more hits LMAO

Writer's Block: Cooking Lessons

2008-02-08T04:13:54Z

well, ok let me preface this by saying i'm a shitty cook LMFAO i bake amazingly, but cooking..... even microwaving, i just... lets just say I have a boarding ticket for the failboat. anyway, with that said both my grandmother and great-grandmother (or, as I called them Bobi, and Bobi-Bobi - the jewish term for grandmother and great grandmother, just different spelling) could cook, and i remember cooking with them as a child (theres a picture of me somewhere with my bobi-bobi peeling onions i think lol and i can remember watching my bobi chopping onions to put in hamburgers (us fridkins like onions, apparently). to this day, the most i can make is a pretty basic omelette and with that, i still burn the butter lol

Writer's Block: My Own Creation

2008-02-03T06:14:07Z

i'd love to create a mural-like masterpiece. I'm rather awful at painting LOL but i love to do it, and I'd love to create this mixed media piece about 4 feet tall or so. OR! have you ever seen paint jams?

i'd love to do something so crazy like this. i mean, when i first saw this, I had absolutely no idea wtf this guy was on, i was like "wtf, he's just smearing buckets full of paint?" but watch the whole way through - it's incredible.

Writer's Block: An Artist Is...

2008-02-01T01:14:54Z

first, let me say - i totally had no idea LJ did QOTD.

now, yes, i totally think I am an artist. my life is music, and i love creating anything - whether it be cards, or painting, or photography. art is how i let people know who I am.

FUNK IN THE TRUNK LIVE JUNE 1

2007-06-01T05:55:32Z

bring all your friends