Way to go A-HOLE!
So I have royally jacked up my back. Not just a little bit... ROYALLY, you guys! If I had some f-ing insurance I'd go to the ER. I can barely walk and it hurts to breathe. Granted, it's my own fault. I went to DEP call for the Air Force and while playing volleyball I went for a ball that was behind me and after I hit it my feet came up and I went down hard. My back and head took all of the impact since my arms were fricking over my head! I don't think I messed up my spine, but the muscles in my lower back are screaming! I've worked my ASS off to get into the military and damned if this is going to keep me from it but at this point I don't know how shit is going to work out. I'm going to really baby it this weekend and start working out again on Monday if it's better. If it's not, I'm going to have to suck it up and go see my 'quacktastic' doctor. I'm really going to pray that I've just bruised it and haven't actually torn anything up. I guess if this d.q.'s me from service then I'll look into a surgical tech program at a community college.
SUBJECT CHANGE!
If my religious beliefs could accomodate the idea of reincarnation I would genuinely think that I died at sea or was widowed by a sailor. After my 20 year fascination with the Titanic (well any lost ship really) and me bawling like a flipping baby in The Perfect Storm when it shows the wall of the 10,000 lost Gloucester fishermen, it would kinda make sense. I don't know why it bothers me so much. I didn't cry when the Andrea Gail was actually lost, but seeing that damn wall made the tears start to roll. I'd really love to go see it in person. Maybe I'll make it a vacation one year. I can go there and to the Titanic cemetery in Nova Scotia.
Maybe I'm just emotional because of the meds I took for my back but Shipwrecks make me sad.
SUBJECT CHANGE!
If my religious beliefs could accomodate the idea of reincarnation I would genuinely think that I died at sea or was widowed by a sailor. After my 20 year fascination with the Titanic (well any lost ship really) and me bawling like a flipping baby in The Perfect Storm when it shows the wall of the 10,000 lost Gloucester fishermen, it would kinda make sense. I don't know why it bothers me so much. I didn't cry when the Andrea Gail was actually lost, but seeing that damn wall made the tears start to roll. I'd really love to go see it in person. Maybe I'll make it a vacation one year. I can go there and to the Titanic cemetery in Nova Scotia.
Maybe I'm just emotional because of the meds I took for my back but Shipwrecks make me sad.