A most odd week...
I shouldnt be up at this time. Shit, I almost had a regular sleeping pattern down and then BAM! Sunday nght happens. So here's the deal. 9:30pm, I'm fucked, been up for god knows how long, so I decide to have a bath. Then, as is fairly common for me, I fall asleep in said bath. I probably wake up an hour later (water wasnt cold enough for it to be any other time) and get out and crash in my bed. When I wake up, there's sunlight streaming through the windows. Great, 11am or so... I think. I doze for an hour or so then get up, look out the window and it's considerabely darker. End result? I slept for approximately 18 hours. Shit, I wasnt THAT God damn tired. Ah fuck, there goes the normal sleeping again. I was enjoying being up at 3am till 8pm too
Apart from that fucked up little interlude though it's been pretty god damned good. I got back in contact with my best friend Nicole after 6 months of silence. I never actually realised just what it was doing to me, being out of contact that long. Talked to her for a few hours (god damned phonebill will be huge but who cares? it was worth it), wrote a letter, talked some more, blah blah. I'm actually feeling happy for once and it doesn't feel forced. Pretty damn cool, at least I thought so anyway.
I'm plotting out a new website tonite, redesigning my LJ to an "Obsolete" theme, and making a new icon. All the usual crap for a web geek and shit. Gotta write some sogns at some point too, but I always get the riffs in my head when I'm walking around, and when I try to play them, I try to "improve" and then FUCK it all up. Bastard god damned creativity! I hate my head!
Anyway, that's all for now.
Apart from that fucked up little interlude though it's been pretty god damned good. I got back in contact with my best friend Nicole after 6 months of silence. I never actually realised just what it was doing to me, being out of contact that long. Talked to her for a few hours (god damned phonebill will be huge but who cares? it was worth it), wrote a letter, talked some more, blah blah. I'm actually feeling happy for once and it doesn't feel forced. Pretty damn cool, at least I thought so anyway.
I'm plotting out a new website tonite, redesigning my LJ to an "Obsolete" theme, and making a new icon. All the usual crap for a web geek and shit. Gotta write some sogns at some point too, but I always get the riffs in my head when I'm walking around, and when I try to play them, I try to "improve" and then FUCK it all up. Bastard god damned creativity! I hate my head!
Anyway, that's all for now.